Thursday, February 9, 2012, Thursday, February 09, 2012
Tell me, should i give up on everything.
Everything i do/did,seems like wrong..
I can't be selfish.
I can''t be demanding.
Dear GOD,if he is meant for me,please let it be.
Thank you.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012, Wednesday, February 01, 2012
Did you know that the people who are usually the strongest are usually also the most sensitive? Did you know that the people who exhibit the most kindness are usually the first to be mistreated? Did you know that the one who takes care of others all the time is usually the one who needs care the most? Do you know that the three hardest things to say are: I love you, I'm sorry, and Help me? Random acts of kindness mean more than you will ever be able to comprehend.
THIS!
, Wednesday, February 01, 2012
I feel so insecure right now.
I failed to make him feel better.
He choose watching a movie than talking to me.
How sad it can be.
I really had tried my best,but the credits doesnt go to me.
What am i suppose to do?
Is he getting bored of me?
Is his feelings have faded away?
Am i being so annoying??
I'm scare.
I'm tired.
I feel so bad ..
I feel so unimportant.
I feel everything i do doesnt appreciated by people out there.
I' m a failure .
Masyallah
:'(
Monday, January 16, 2012, Monday, January 16, 2012
If your girl came down to give a surprise visit at her boyfriend's workplace. You know they can't meet and spend time together.The girl decided to give a surprise and by giving that it can make her day by seeing him just for awhile. Like ''Tadaaaa! Surprise!" Can you imagine that? Isn't that sweet :)
The feeling when you make your special one smile and make their day,you feel Gooooood...She came all the way to his place and check on his workplace.Unfortunately,he seems to be not there. The girl console herself and said maybe her boyfriend went for toilet break or smoke break.And again,she checked one more time. Failed.
She started to feel something was not right. She gave a text and a call. 1 hr later,she received a text from her lovely boyfriend. She viewed and found out her boyfriend was at home.
So my dear ladies,how would you feel? Dissapointed? Pissed off ? Annoying? Her boyfriend didnt know about this yet. The girl kept to herself till now.
Well,the girl is me. Yeah.
Sunday, January 15, 2012, Sunday, January 15, 2012
I have been so busy with school lately. Busy with projects (Retail Marketing and Lifeskills ) Art assignment and CCA thingy. -.-
Wait,still have my test to sit. 2 tests in a week. Sucks! sigh.....
Khai and i seems like no time for each other..Busy with school and work..I just want to get over with all this. And im pretty sure this gonna end by January.
I have been so harsh towards you this few days.
I'm totally sorry.
Maybe i have been keeping it too much to myself and that cause me to explode with those words and attitudes.
Friday, January 6, 2012, Friday, January 06, 2012
I am the first girl to celebrate countdown with him. Yes,eventhough he have alot of ex-girlfriends,this is his first time.Haha. Kinda weird uh.
Happy 1st anniversary to us!
I love you!
The following day which is on 2nd Jan,Monday. I met my GG. Went to sheshaa and surprise ellisa for her belated bday. As per usual, GG was not complete. 2 of them didnt make it.
3rd January i spent my day sleeping and surfing internet. Then met Khai's family at Zac Restaurant that is located at Jln Pinang in the evening. His aunty, Mami invited me to the family gathering and celebrated his grandfather's bday. On that particular day, his dad and stepmum was there too.
Everything went smoothly. The foods were awesome. The lamb chop and Beef lasagne marvellous! :)
79 years old.Semoga panjang umur!
Balqis and ....ahhh.i forget the other one.
Look at this!
Mami. She always will gather all of us every month and treat us on great foods!
his bro and gf's
His dad,uncle and grandfather
Monday, December 26, 2011, Monday, December 26, 2011
Where you get that feeling where you don’t wanna smile or even talk to anyone. where you feel like you hate everyone but you love them to death. but, you just do get that feeling. You don’t know what’s exactly wrong with you, you just know something is wrong but you can’t explain it to somone who wouldn’t or doesn’t understand & you just feel that way but you just hope that the feeling dissapears cause it’s a awful feeling. Yeah. I had that feeling before.
More than anything in a relationship, a woman needs to feel appreciated to be happy. Appreciation is even more important than chocolate or love in a woman’s eyes. Let her know you value all the little things she does for you like doing your laundry, fixing dinner, or leaving you cute notes.
Friday, December 23, 2011, Friday, December 23, 2011
We began as complete strangers. The unexpected hi from one of us drew us closer. As time went on, we were friends who were interested in one another. With the little flirting on the side, my emotions for you grew from just a simple crush. As I look at you now, I see a reflection of myself. I can’t deny, you’ve became a part of my life, my daily routine.
To be honest, I would have never thought you would mean this much to me when we first met but I’m glad you’ve came into my life. Already, I’m attached to your presence. I have to admit, I love the butterflies I get by the mention of your name, the laughters I’m able to share with you, the late night conversations which keep us awake, and the sweet text messages I receive throughout my day that puts a idiotic smile on my face. It’s one of the gratifying feelings in the world, the way you make me feel, and I can see us becoming something greater, something worthwhile.
But, how about now?
Wednesday, December 21, 2011, Wednesday, December 21, 2011
i have alot of things to say, but when i come here to let out my feelings, i just cant.
Dear GOD, idk how far i can go bearing with all the pains and unhappiness all by myself.He may think i get fuss over small things, but he never know i have been keeping and so patience with him. Do i deserve you? No,he said. I didnt deserve u? you must be kidding me. i have no idea how high is my limit for you . Its all depends on how you treat me. TRUST ME
Friday, December 9, 2011, Friday, December 09, 2011
If one day i really give up, he will follow the flow instead of doing something to win my heart back.
This is what that came out from his mouth. Which means, he will let me go without putting any effort for our r'ship. That's hurt.
