Reached home a few mins ago.hmm.I don't know what the hell im doing.hais.
What's wrong with me??
Today is our 14th months anny.and
everything happened so fast.
I really cant decided.I felt so guitly with both sides.
What should i do?Haiss.
From his house,i walked to Bukit panjang CC.
Very long walked.took abt 15 mins to reached there.
Took bus.and im out of werds.
Msged him n inform him tt i reached home.
But no reply from him.haiss.im sure he was disappointed
with me.but i cant do anything..
if i go with him,i dont feel good leaving my sis n mum alone at home.
If i go home,i dont feel good bcoz i leave him just like tt.
He wanted to send me but i dont want.
I did this bcoz i did not want u to be tired.
Send me home with hot weather n heavy books and bag.
I just cant let u send me with carrying all these.
i just cant.kesian aku tgk die.and i really begged him.
pls listen to me.and.he left me at the bus stop.
so i stayed there for awhile.then,i start my walk to the BP cc.
Everything is fine in the school,but i happened again.
BF,happy 14th months Anny to us,izzirah.
ILoVeYOu.
I'm really sorry.:'(
You are my everything.
I failed to be ur GF.
15 mins to go,i will have the break fast.
