fri & sat
Saturday, September 29, 2007, Saturday, September 29, 2007
Happy 14th months anny
Wednesday, September 26, 2007, Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Reached home a few mins ago.hmm.I don't know what the hell im doing.hais.
What's wrong with me??
Today is our 14th months anny.and
everything happened so fast.
I really cant decided.I felt so guitly with both sides.
What should i do?Haiss.
From his house,i walked to Bukit panjang CC.
Very long walked.took abt 15 mins to reached there.
Took bus.and im out of werds.
Msged him n inform him tt i reached home.
But no reply from him.haiss.im sure he was disappointed
with me.but i cant do anything..
if i go with him,i dont feel good leaving my sis n mum alone at home.
If i go home,i dont feel good bcoz i leave him just like tt.
He wanted to send me but i dont want.
I did this bcoz i did not want u to be tired.
Send me home with hot weather n heavy books and bag.
I just cant let u send me with carrying all these.
i just cant.kesian aku tgk die.and i really begged him.
pls listen to me.and.he left me at the bus stop.
so i stayed there for awhile.then,i start my walk to the BP cc.
Everything is fine in the school,but i happened again.
BF,happy 14th months Anny to us,izzirah.
ILoVeYOu.
I'm really sorry.:'(
You are my everything.
I failed to be ur GF.
15 mins to go,i will have the break fast.
break fast wif him.
Saturday, September 22, 2007, Saturday, September 22, 2007
HELLO SATURDAY!
Ytd i break fast wif BF at Causeway Point.
Had malay oral ytd.I really did badly for the oral.
Ya ampun.Susah siol.my head was really blank.out of werds.
The question was taken frm previous 'N' level.Susah kan.
i had scored high for english n hoping that my malay will be high too.
Please.please.
After that,murni n i have to rush to yee tee cc for our malay dance
practice.BF fetched me.tOOk mrt.went library.Borrowed book.Proceed
to Banquet.Packed with malay pple.Bf studied BIo while i read the book
that i just borrowed it.
Makan...........Then,next i went to my malay dance practice at BB east cc.
im late for half an hour.
I told my mum that i would like to suscribe 2 yrs plan for student.Singtel
Student plan.2 or 3 day b4 hari raye i will start to use them.And my first salary,
i will use for my first bill.im going to pay them myslef.And she allowed me do it.
Wahh.happy siol aku.But ytd my sis told me that mum did not let me to have
the 2 yrs plan.Mum told me to wait next year.Walaaauuuweh!!!!!
Arrgghh!HELLO?!!im using my own $$,im goin to use my raya's money n salary too.
Haisss.Buih sak.I really get pissed off with my mum.
I showed my attitude her.Slept at 1am.Woke up at 1am.This morning she talked to me,
but i kept quite.She asked me to take my breakfast since im not fasting.But
until tis time,i don't eat them.SHIT laa!
No mood for this whole day.im going to Geylang tmrrw.Beli baju raye dok!!haha.
But..no mood.ayoyo.boring sak.Semangat nk belajar,but no mood.
Candid.im reading a book.
My chicken cutlet!!His fav!ahaha
He ate first wifout waiting me.i bought my food,came back,n saw the leftover food.
Bf bought his for our dessert.Only 2 coz we were full already.dare him to eadt wif the sos+wasabi.LOL
revison.oral
Thursday, September 20, 2007, Thursday, September 20, 2007
I'm going to sleep later.Very tired already.After school asked nina for helped.
I have problems with my balancing equation for chemistry.Tk paham sikit2.
She taught me n murni.Tk paham jgk.Stress aku tk abes2.
Hais.Next friday will be our first paper for EOY.Tmrrw will be Malay oral.
Perbualan dan perbincangan.And my paper is gone now.The wind flew away my paper
this morning.alamak!kak lysa saw it and she laughed at me.SHIT laa.How
im goin to study my oral.?eerrgghh!early in the morning,bad luck strucked me.DUSSH!!!!
hM.Then in the afternoon,we have group studies.Me,BF,murni,Illya,haris and Aisha.
All of us revised chemistry.Even illya dunnoe how to do balancing equation.
at 4.30pm,we went off.BF sent me.
Tmrrw will be my tiring day.have to go home straight away after school.
Changed and come back to school for malay oral.Then,murni n i will proceed to
Yew Tee cc for malay dance practice.after it,me n BF will break fast together.
Then,to Bukit batok east cc for my dance pracice.OH MY!
Penat nyer!
Btw,i got 36/40 for my eng oral.*Claps*.HAHA!since primary school,i nvr ever get high marks for oral.Alomst of them were passing marks.
i got reading for 12/12.Picture discussion 10/12.COnversation 14/16.phhhew!
I get the same marks wif erica.Irza got the highes.38/40.kembang seketika..tsk3.
Just 2 marks different.
I love you,
Wednesday, September 19, 2007, Wednesday, September 19, 2007
HELLO WEDNESDAY
Aku disuruh oleh sirin update blog.alamak!Busy laa aku.No
time ahh.haha.Just finished talked on the fone wif BF.
Helped him with the mly Oral.Die da terkial-kial.His turn will be tmrrw
after school.Good luck,dear.Hope u can do it.You juts need to understand
what are question is about.pahamkn tau..
Everything is fine now.I don't want to remember what happened ytd n
today.I cries too much already.I really cant take it.Ayoyo.
i felt sooooo fucking miserable.SHIT!Haiss.
P/s:I had promised you everything.Semua!I hate having this type of r'ship.
Im sure you also don't want us to be like this.
I promised u i will not do it again.
& hoping that you will not make my life so difficult.
Thanks,dear.
I LOVE YOU.
~Izzirah~
I'm sorry.i know that im a bad girl.
BOringg.
Monday, September 17, 2007, Monday, September 17, 2007
Today will be the 5th times we fast.25 more days to go.hehes.School was fine today.
Had QAMS test.can do 50-50.After QAMS lepak-ed wif murni and aisha.And huda's sis.
Hmm.Pastu die alek.Irfan n illya came.Have our conversation psl raye.tk sabar beb!!
XD.heheehs.The boys had english oral today.My turn will be tmrrw.
Shit!takot sey.Hais..WIsh me gud luck tau!hahaha!
1st day of fasting,didnt fast.Sicked.2nd day,continued my fasting.3rd day,i didnt.Datang bulan.Girl prob ahh.
Had P.E today.played captain ball.Then me n nina went to water cooler and MINUM!!haha.
tekak da kering.Asked sweets from Xuan Ge.
BF sent me to the bus stop.
Sick.
Thursday, September 13, 2007, Thursday, September 13, 2007
Didnt come to school.sick.diarrhoe and vomitting after the sahur.
After the sahur,packed my bag for school.den went to sleep.20 mins after that,i woke up due of stomach ache.Went toilet and ...
I have been repeating this 4 times.and vomitting once.i felt so sicked,miserable and weak.Called dad.inform them that im not going to school and my puasa da BATAL!waste time je bgn sahur tapi in the end batal.Alahai.
Msged Bf.Told him that im not coming.I don't want him to wait for me mcm orang bodoh.got back to my sleep until 12pm.What a LOOONNG rest???!!tsk3.
Msged BF.Thinking to ask him to accompany me to Polyclinics after school.But when i msged him,he was otw back to home.He with Kenet.So i didnt asked him and i went there alone.Asked my 1st sis to follow me but she was suupeer lazy.I reached there at 3+.and i got to see the doctor at 5.Dammnn long sak.Boleh jadi boring aku kt situ dgr mp3 sorang2.I went there with my empty stomach.All my foods went to my waste and had vomit them out.haha.So perot kosong.While waiting for the doctor,my stomach started to make a sound.Mcm bunyi drum.HEhes.
BF,i miss you.im craving to hug u.tapi tk boleh.haiss
Alamak.Puasa sey bsk.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007, Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Second day of school,okay-okay.fine for me.Erica and emilia was crazy today.Da buang tebiat.Tapi supporting abes sey drg.Good good.Reached home abt 15 mins ago.Felt sleepy during last 3&4 period.Social studies.tk paham aku...*sigh*Bf sent me home.He said he would like to send me right in front of my hse gate.i thought he was kidding..blablbla.Said gudbye.and have our last hug before fasting month start and that is tmmrw.hehehes.walked and walked."Hello!!".A voice from behind.it was him.buang org terkejot je.he said he wanted to sent me to the gate and take bas 963.one of my cat was at outside.He played with it while i went home.
Mum was sweeping the floor.
Mama:Kawan kau anta eh?
Me:hmm.a'ah.die nak anta ila.(laughing happily)i acted normally.
Mama:Naik bas tu die nnti?
Me:963.dkt dgn umah die.Asal?mama nmpk die ke?
mama:ahh..
me:hehes.laki ke pompan.??
Mama:laki laa.kan.?(she smiled at me)
Pheww.Igtkan die nk bebel.she went to the gate and looked outside.
mama:kwn kau da naik bas?bas stop aner die naik?
Me:kt sane(i point the direction)
Pheeww.tk perna2 die mcm gini.If not she will always ask me alots of question.
Tmrrw we will start our fasting.NO food!!NO drink!!Alahai..mcm aner nie.sabar.
NO vulgarities!!NO touching of opposite sex!!
My bed is calling me now!!
BYE!!
Girls,girl boxer out of stock.Tunggu next week k.
gigs.Irosen.
Monday, September 10, 2007, Monday, September 10, 2007
Irosen
Called Aisha to come & support but she's tired.Called Nina.Begged die mcm nk mampos..HAha.and ya she's agreed to follow me.Her sister was there too.Erica came along with us.Came down to Cineleasure to support them for the grand final of air-band competition.Wished them all the best.Fikaa & has were there too.Support & cheered for them.Ilya's family were there too.They were awesome.So cooooooollllllllll!!!XD.
Hmm.But their bamd didnt won anything Except!!!Irfan.The best Vocalist.Cool kan.I got the feeling that he would win the individual prize.He received $$$$.FOOH! Kaya laa Irfan.HEhehes.
I really love the way Irfan danced.Cute sey.Klw ader Hazirah,confirm da kene ketawe.Gelak gelak gelak.heheees.Proceed to LJS.blablablabla......................................................................
.................................................................HOME.
First day of school,ok-ok.Boredness.Mood swing.Ayoyo.Had bio tutorial.6 girls,6 boys.the others.tk tau g maner.hahaha.Cabot eh?
Happy Birthday to EMILIA.(aka Emily)
hahaha.
Im going to sell new girl boxers.I will update about it soon.
I will post how the boxers look.
I will post in in 2 or 3 days.
Huda,kwn kau,kuda,tk tau nk salam ker?kafir eh kwn kau.rabak oii!tsk3.
Wahahahhahahhaha..hauhauahuahuahuauaauahuahua.
I am useless
Thursday, September 6, 2007, Thursday, September 06, 2007
Cute tk Eurica?Lepas kene tanam.wuahahahhaa
Gfs Outing was superbb and FUN all the way.Reached siloso beach,took pics.changed and sum of them berendam dulu.the rest ate.the beach was cleared with the MAT REP..Hahaha.
Tanam Erica and shikin's sis,aisya.Did stunts.Shikin did hand stand in the water and front flips.Cool eh..hmm.When we did the stunts,i told aisha tt i miss our cheerleading practice.I carried aisha in the water,Ya Ampun!!!Berat semcm.hahaha.changed at 6+.Continued eating since there were so much food lefts.7+ we went off.
Me,Sirin,Nina,Huda & Aisha went to vivo to chill ard.The rest went home.Bought Coffee Bean.Aisha and Sirin bought Burger King.Chill ard and suddenly i felt so weak.The flu was killing me tt moment.ANd i said tt i wanna go home.Coz i cannot take it.My chest was in pain too.Nvr felt this before.Haiss.
Reached home.The bed called me.XD.
Siloso Beach
US!
Ayam!
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STunts laa sey!
Sotong snacks with Nutella.*sluurrpp*
GoHomeTime
Otw to Vivo City
My sick face.Urrghh!Red eyes&nose
Kenet/Irza,Thank you for making my life miserable.
BF,thank you for making my eyes swollen like hell!Friends,isit true if i nvr changed myself,my atiitude,all of you will leave me alone.All of you wil not care about me if i didnt changed?Is that True?Btw,Thank you for all your sacrifications for me.
Kenet,I'm really really sorry if i hurt you and called you names.
Bf,I'm sorry if i raised my voice to you abd made you like a beggers.
Friends,Im sorry that if i have been so rude to all of you for all this time.But i really treasure all of you.Same goes to my dear.
Guess what.
Im useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useledd.Useless.Useless,Useless.
Im Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.Useless.
I really have learnt my mistakes.But someone did not believe me.He said that i will story out everything.But now.I didnt.Why must they said that i interfere the problems.??bcoz I felt guilty as im the one passed that thing.As if like i'm the only one blogged about this.But what about others?I did not want to say his/her name.But he/she called you guys names too.Haizz.But no words come from their mouth.Are they trying to aim me.?
Boy.Look,i didnt story them okay.Just that i said out what i felt.
Im surpised that for the past 1 week,actually u have not forgive me.For all the while,you r saying that you acted as im forgiven.I had my solat and asked for my forgiveness from the GOD.Showed me the right directions.Am i that useless?
Hate him
Monday, September 3, 2007, Monday, September 03, 2007
Idk want is happening with my dad.He have been so hot-tempered.OMG!I really hate it.He made mama cried.He made us hating him so much.U dare if u try to smash this computer.I can tell its not us who will regret but its you.!!!He thinks tt he so perfect.Ouh pls!I hate you when you like this.Sape kan tk benci.U made everybody in this family pissed off with u and hate u.U really want that?I can respect you if you respect us in this family.Get it??
went to school.Met Nina,Sirin,Aisha and zul.Tunggu bdk2 F&N.Irfan got the wrong info.haha.he thought the tutorial starts at 10.30.but actually end at 10.30.Kesian member.waited for them.collect $$.Next we went to Sheng Siong at BP.Shopping.Haha.Byk eh snacks kite beli,kwn2.checked the receipt excatly what we had.Nina did not have to bring home anythings except me n sirin.Sirin bought snacks and all the wet foods.HOHOHO.Called him.He was with Irfan at Illya's hse.Kesian mataer aku.haiss.See you tmmrw aite.Btw,he said he wanna call me at 9+.but no fone call for me tonite.haissThe pics tt we took last sun.Shidot and me.I have upload the pics in my multiply site.
http://www.mizhirah.multiply.com/
Our 1/4 ayam penyet.Poooweeerrrr!
spicy.ingus melilir.Candid pic.
Free cone given by the a-pek.hehs
Tamak sak aku!i stole shidot's ice-cream.
Collecting bird shits.and im giving my ice-cream to tt man.hahaha
our last pic for tt day..XD
2 more days to our GFs outing.Excited babes.
Had fun baby.
Sunday, September 2, 2007, Sunday, September 02, 2007
Im watching sumpahan pontianak at sensasi.Had fun wif Shidot.As usual she's late.Fortunately saw Kecik,liesa.Borrowed her hp and called her.She was still at home.Promised to meet up at 1.30pm.I thought i was late.Coz i reached the place at 1.40.but mcm biaser eh,she was not there.Haiss.Took mrt.Dropped at Orchard. Then to TAKA.Went to Lucky Plaza.Packed with Indonesian maids n bangla.Ayoyo!Boleh pengsan aku.Ate Nasi Ayam Penyet.She treat me.But i treat her the drinks.The foods,OMG!Power laa sey.SO the Seeeedaaaaaapppp & Spiccccyyyyy. S.S Haha.Boleh buat aku nangis.My nose started to running.Hidung melilir.TSk3. P.S,was the next stop.Saw My 1st sis with her friend.Window-shopping.Ate Ice-cream.Chit-chat.Sat on a bench n start our Gossiping.Hehe.Kater pompan.Went back to Orchard.Took MRT.And here i am. Pics were taken just now.But not goin to post today coz the pics are not wif me.XD
Guys,Im sorry tau.SOrry ahh klw bahase aku tu buat krg marah n geram.But i gt no choice ah.Just to lepas kn geram.*Grins* Jgn mrh k.I passed a shop where it sell stuffs tt were so cool.Feel like to buy something for him.And i found it.Its was so meaningful sey.But too bad.I have no enough $$ with me.Next time k,baby.
MUuaaacckkzz
My sushi!!The one in yellow not nice sey.
Seddaaappp nyer.
Candid pic.
Our foods.Saw tt rice?We didnt finish it. 
Me.eating the sushi.
Bf's dessert.Ice kacang!
My dessert except for the watermelon. 
Can spot my buncit stomach?hahaha
