sucks!
Thursday, December 27, 2007, Thursday, December 27, 2007

Ytd went To sentosa wif BF.
Treat me to take Luge & Skyline.
I speed up my luge n left him behind.:) Den took Skyline.
Could saw the whole Sentosa.Took pics.
Proceed to Vivocity since both of us was hungry.
To rooftop.This was when something really bad happened.
Certain words he said made my hearts pain.But he's right.
I agreed with him.
Yes,dear.I didnt said 'Goodbye',give 'goodbye kiss', 'goodbye hug'.
See.im so evil and ego kn.Berat hati aku nk buat ini smuer bcoz tgh sakit hati.
And i cried in the train.People were looking at me.But who cares!
I plannned this outing to celebrate our anny.and it was my first time treat him since i got my salary.
But it totally sucks!and i regret doing this outing.am i right,dear?
You told me that you were ashamed letting pple know tt tt day was our anny by posting at our blog and MSN personal msg.why must u ashames?
Just bcoz one of fren said kite ni semangat?WTH!
Let him said what ever he want lah..We did this bcoz we love each other and serious abt our r'ship.
And my nose was very irritating ytd.I had bad running nose.Until now.Just took a painkiller.

i regret of doing all that things to you.
Im totally sorry.
Im sorry also for the one happened at Clark Quay too.
I thought everything was fine.But you masih simpan dendam tu smuer.
Haiss.
Whatever it is,this is all my fault.Everything is my fault.You are innocent.

17 months
Wednesday, December 26, 2007, Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Happy 17th months anniversary to Izzirah.
(:
No one could replace you in my heart.
Thz for everything syg.

Met him before went for work.
LOt 1.CCK park.
Kicked,slap,bullied,carried by him.
Under a tree.mcm org giler.haha!Drama sikit eh.
He carried me and my stomach hurt.
ggrr.
I want to go for double date.
Asked irfan n ira.But ira have something on.
Next time je lah.
haha.

Merry christmas
Tuesday, December 25, 2007, Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas!
Ytd was the eve of public holiday.I reached home at nearly 2am.
The one and only excited with the countdown christmas was my manager.
When the time struck at 12 am.He was shouting madly and singing.
First time did kitchen closing.And it sucks.Serious.Disgusting.yeah.
But i think i prefer kitchen than service closing.
As usual i asked to work on public holiday.And i got it.
Double pay dok!
haha.
But confirm it will be fucking tired.Duhh!
Semalam je da mcm org giler.ape plak kn ari ni.

Something happened ytd.Someone fainted.I guess its better i dont mention that person name.
Confidencial.Everybody was so panic even my manager did not know what to do.
It was so scary.Hais.

CPs outing
Saturday, December 22, 2007, Saturday, December 22, 2007

Schoolmates from CPS

Me & Shahidah

Its 12.16 am now.Cannot sleep.So on the computers.Insert all the pics for today outing with primary schoolmates.The last time we met n had fun together was 2 yrs ago.tt was during Hari Raya.Lamer kn.hais.and im the only one yg slalu postpone this outing bcoz im busy wif my stuffs.
Kesian krg.Mntk maaf byk2.Met Shidah.Den ain at mrt.Waited for Haslindah for 30 mins.Byk penipu die.To Vivo city.Ate burger king .Sat at rooftop and had our lunch together.Don't know where to go so shidah planned to Clark Quay and me to esplanade.From clark quay to Boat Quay.And from there we talked alots.Talked about our primary school moments.Talked about our other former classmates.and the teachers too.Talked craps.haha.Really had fun with them.I really missed those times with them.Drizzling.went to esp rooftop.Talked about school stuffs again.Took pics.Mrt.BUBYE!
Our next outing will be Sentosa with the guys too.Hope it will happen.

the amount in my bank now is getting decreasing,,errgghh!!
Tmmrw to Vivo again."sigh"watch a movie wif dancemates.I nid to save my money from now.
I have alots of things to buy in my mind.


Congrats hady
Monday, December 17, 2007, Monday, December 17, 2007

Congratulation to Hady Mirza for becoming our new Asian Idol.
I missed the friday & saturday show.Ytd was the result show.I predict that Mike,the Indonesia Idol will be the firsr Asian Idol.
I said to my sisters,"alah!Mike punya lah.Mike laa.Mike menang lah".
They even agreed with me.Even the judges said that Mike have the potential to be one.
And i was shoxked when th host announced that Hady won.And i screamed "hady menang oii!"
hahaha.Im so proud of him.hehe.nk vote tapi duit pre8 melayang byk nnti.
I said to my sis"aku tau knp Mike tk menang.Psl negeri drg kan miskin.Tk mampu nk vote."
Hahaa.tk ke evil aku.haha.kurang ajar eh.

Vanilla Ice cream + Strawberry = Yummy,,ummpp!
Im having that now.haha.asyik mkn bende yg samer je.Tah mane idea ni dtg.haha.
Tapi sedap oi!hehe.

Btw,my prepaid is low now.So pls dum msg or call me.Thz.

Spongebob square pants!
Thursday, December 13, 2007, Thursday, December 13, 2007

I had the great time with all my friends at Sentosa.
Went to take monorail.Stop at siloso beach.Raining cats & dogs.
Erica said we cannot be late.11.30 sharp.tapi kn..ader jgk uh lmbt.
espically farid and the gang.
The weather was just nice.No sun and no heavy rain.
Everbody enjoyed.But ader uh ni.a group of boys.Spoiler.
Anti-social uh drg.Next time if they want to go out wif us,promise us that this will not be happened again.Hope so.

I got surprised from Boyfie.He bought me a Spongebob!he bought it from Genting.
Hehee!happy skali.and there were Kit-kat and famous amos cookies too.So loving kn?haha.
Proceed to vivo,ljs.Psl smuer da kebulr and kehausan.Dinah & zul went home after that.
Saw seha & mastura.Izzul's cousin.The guys went to Coffee bean.Aisha & huda went to Candy Empire.Me,erica & sirin wait for the guys.Drg kn kayeerr..kite taakk..ahha
Pastu,lepak at the roof top.chit chat.Cam-whore.da best boal2.pastu da 10.30pm.
And i need to rush home.Aku da lmbt giler eh.haiss.
The rest toom bus while me,aisha & huddy took mrt.
Reached home.Mum started to nag.She said i took advantage to go home late since i've been busy with my work.and da lamer aku tk keluar.So i promise myself not to go out this week except work.okay tk?

going off to work later.Tmrrw had outing beach wif cousin.But i cant make it.Have course and work after that.

Thank you,syg..I really love that spongebob.and i still remebered that i wanted to buy it.
But you said merepek. :'( but at least,beli jgk die.hehe..
Ouh ya.N the kit-kat & famous amos cookies.hehee

PIctures!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007, Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Ni smuer pics yg kite amek skg.Smuer tgh pnat.Tgh basah kuyok.psl hujan.Smuer da giler.Smuer da hyper.haha.
Thz to roger's hp.
3 rabbits kt bwh tu.haha.
kak ati dgn mop die.haha.
PH Crew!

, Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Idk who was e person that tag my blog and said
"To u=diam uh"
Sumpah aku tktau.
Boyfie said that im different for the last 2 days.He said that i have changed
mcm laen gtu,eh?haisss.
10 mins ago,still in the bed.the time now is 12.32pm.
Da tengahari baru nk bgn ni anak dara.
I was super tired ytd.Not only me uh.But to my PH crew too.
Manager asked us to stay up late to clean the entire places and all the machine.
AKu disuro scrub bende smuer kt atas.ALONE!gggrr!
da laa sejok and seram lagi.
Kak eqa and ati have to scrub the dough machine.haha.kecian nye.
They had to do them at behind the PH and it was raining cats & dogs.
Smuer bergotong royong."J uh"!
haha.complete everything ard 1.30am.
then kite smuer cam-whore.took pictures.My hp battery was flat.i need to switch on & off.
Smuer on gigibiru.except kak eqa.haha.
Manager joined us go home together.those girls stayed at Yew tee & bukit panjing,they took cab.Left me,kak ati,manager and the 2 guys.walked all the way.they sent me home.after that send kak ati.tk ke tu caring?manager antar kite..lucky he stayed nearyby.

Okay.i really have no time.I need to bathe.have to go to school to buy school books.

tata!
btw,bsk jadi kn?btw agi,nina tk ikot.hmm.

llalala
Saturday, December 8, 2007, Saturday, December 08, 2007

Didnt contact him for 4 days already.Tmmrw he will be back.
I had 3 plasters now on my fingers.Did opening just now.
And i hurt myself by cutting the "big" watermelon,tomato & lemon..
had some big & small cuts.Troublesome.Hate doing opening.

Worked until 5pm.
Met ika n kak tt.went to Gombak.Bought new hp since i got my pay.
and byk oii gaji aku.haha.
more than i expected.hehee.
decide to buy memory card tmrrw.I need to buy the cheap cheap one.
Sape2 nk recommend uh?
Can anyone accompany me tmrrw.Pretty pls.....
haa!

p/s:who ever have my no. pls ask me for my new hp number Personally.through MSN.

proposal.
Thursday, December 6, 2007, Thursday, December 06, 2007

Im gonna miss you.

I love this pic e most.

Any comment?
Wanna say goodbye to my dear izzul..he went to holiday thsi morning.
To KL.then Genting wif his family and his friend,syazwan. He said that he wanted to call me this morning at 8.but i dont receive any call from him.
its ok.probably he was too busy and forget to call me.nvm.
Yesterday i sleep late due doing my proposal for sec 1 orientation.
Nisa just remind me of it.Need to sumbit them on 9 dec to Natasya.
Nisa cant helped me bcoz she's going to holiday today to LA.tk ke gerek tu?.haiss
I still need to do my brochure. Im so dissapointed with my mates.
Aku pon busy.Aku keje hari2 agi.
So without wasting my time,i started my proposal.then my brochure.
I finished them everything at nearly 2am. Did all the research about out achievements & our plans for 2008. Tk ke stress gtu?
On tt spot too,im having gastric. Terpakse aku kene tahan the pain.
Thz to nisa bcoz she helped me explaining all about our proposal.
Ader jgk idea nk kasi.even nisa cant helped tt very much,but i appreciated them so much.
AFter i press the 'Send' button. what i relief! phhew. Selesai jgk.
im so dissapointed wif you.

Gaji nk masok!
Wednesday, December 5, 2007, Wednesday, December 05, 2007

aku happy giler hari ni!
happy psl gaji masok bsk.
Haha!
tmrrw after work,together my friends and i will check our pay.
Excited oi!haha.
First pay.

Btw,i got $250 for my bursary.I got top 25 for my level.
But say "bye-bye" to my money.
Im late a day for e sumbimission letter.
gundu kn aku!
Gggrr!
250 bucks,siol!
Babi uh.kentut uh..
And this wat my mum said to my siblings,
"Kakak kau kn dah kaya.da nk dpt gaji.so die tk dpt $$ ni pon tk kisah!"
Wahh..aku dgr,naik panas telinga aku nie.
haiss.
Menyesal aku tk send e letter.
arrgghh!!
MEENYEEEESAAAALLLL!!

Pics!!!
Monday, December 3, 2007, Monday, December 03, 2007

Just came back from town wif Boyfie.Went to Penin.Accompany him to buy a shirt.
Before that,there something happened between us.Something like kind of fought.yea.
But we are okay now.Bought Coffee Bean at the Boat Quay.Saw my senoir dancer.
Last time she danced at my CC place,but now no more.She went to canhill CC instead.
She became assistant manager now.Bought 2 cups of it.Both small.Paid the amount.
But in the end,we got e large one.hahas.Cool uh?We order for small but we got e large size.
Bloated aft drank them up.Laughed and giggled the whole day.
He asked me this question.
"Klw i tk stead dgn u,rase2 sape eh u dgn skg?"
I translate to english."If im not together with you now,which guy will be with you?"
Mcm gtu ahh...haha..and he said those names..cannot tell uh..between me n him.
And all the guys names,uat aku ketawe giler rabak.haha!
And btw,gaji aku peh sikit!!!ggggrrrr!
And btw lagi,i work on wed to sunday..straight days.Bole pancet aku..alahai.
Everybody said that i looked like 17,18,19 & 20 yrs old pon ader?
Ape steam sak.Do i look so old??gggrr!Even my cousins say so.and also izzul's cousin.
She said tt i looked like 18 yrs old.And she dont believe tt im 15 tis year.LOls.
My cousin recommend me to work swensen at her place.IMM building.Once she think again,
she said she dont want.She want to take with "selenge" face.She dont want to take me coz
i look so matured.And pple will like kacao2 and flirt wif me.haha.Siol je kakak sedare aku nie.
ape kehel tah?even my staffs at PH said tt i look like 16 above.wahh..
I still remember that my aunt said im the oldest..my 1st sister is the second one.Terbalek sak.
Kakak aku jadi adek aku..hahaha.!
Any comment?
I love this bitches!ooppss!haha.jk.

I found this pic at SL blog.Can spot me?I'm e only one wore green
shirt inside.I changed my SL shirt bcoz got e smell of BBQ.

I edit this pic.I love this 2 gorgeous dancers (:

Me & sis.I looked pale.Had fever on that day.

Kental kan aku?dgn rambot aku mcm gtu.LOl. Found it at SL photo album.

Outings....
Sunday, December 2, 2007, Sunday, December 02, 2007

Everybody went out today.Mum & dad went to Wedding function.
Both sisters went to follow my aunty to wedding fuction instead going with them.
Hahaha.terbalek sak.
Ouh aniway,ytd had fun.Gerek giler eh.
Learnt mass dance for next year orientation camp for sec 1 kids.Excited oi!.
haha.Lagu pump it by Black eye peas.Tapi mcm biase e dance was so LAME.Hahaha.
Had BBQ.We had 3 pits total.Tapi since our pit kn drg smue masak lembap sgt,
me,erica,nina,liesa kecik went to the other pic curi mkn drg.hahah.Cruel kn.??
Mr Rani n Mr toh were the one cooked the foods.Da experience byk kali..keje pon cpt..

Leave the place at 9.45 gtu.Reached school at 10.30.Tk ker lmbt.ayoyoy.
Nasib balek tk kene mrh.

On 11th & 22th,i was booked wif my friends.hahhaa..i have to make myseof free on that day.
On 11th,go Sentosa with my babes & dudes.Class outing.
On 22th,go out with my dancemates.
Watch movie.Asl lah krg uat on 22?mcm tau je aku dpt gaji on tt day..puuuiihhh!

Will be out at 4+pm.Working!


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