I'm feeling sad now.
"Give up!"
That word is really killing my mind now.
BF said i have to face criticism from other people in the future.
That was my one of my fear in my life.pfft!
I hate a person who dont even bother to inform me or say something that i think it is important to discuss about it.
Im sure someone of you know who is the person im talking about.
I as a senior and in charge of the CCA,i need a full co-operation with everyone.But someone was playing a fool as she knew that we had a big problems.
But what did i receive?
Deep in my heart,saying that i shld give up.With those attitude i get,those dancers that i have to face.
but Im proud that my juniors have the motivation to continue and do the best.They did not give up even each of them have the problems of basic of tarian.
But some pple who don even care about other people's feeling.they were so selfish.
She still dont learn her mistakes.
Senior lagi.I tink no werds could change her.Even her best friend could not xplain at me.
So what shld i do now?
Selagi aku boleh tahan dgn die okay luh.tapi sampi biler.?
Bf's werds made my heart aches.Its not that we fought but actually he was saying the truth abt my probs.
I could not imagine if what he said will be come through.
I'd done my best to bring up.I wanted the best too.
I had talked to Suzy about the problems coz i knew that she had faced them before me.But what she did to others,i done it.

Guys,this will be our last show this year.i really need your full co-operation & attendance.
Whenever i think abt our probs,i will be emotional.Mood-swing
mostly when im sad,i will cry out everthing to feel better.Maybe you do not know me so well.
But i could be very sensitive.

I want the best for everyone