Im the first person in my family who really get excited when the fasting months is coming.
But i'm the first one who will not get to fast with them due to my periods that started a few mins ago.
mcm taik! grrrr!

I just came back from b'day party.a fren of mine which was his gf bday.
it was a suprise party for the b'day girl.while he went out with his gf catched a movie.
the rest of us had BBQ outside the house.
and it was totally happening tt moment.how i wished i have a suprised party for me for my b'day.haha!
Dream on,babe!
When the clock strike at 12 midnite ltr,i will be jumping up and down,screaming and cheering
all over the house to celebrate my 2nd pay salary.
it's worth it.
saw syahid in the school just now.talked to him for awhile.
asked him to join IMM swensen with me since we are short of staffs.
Tmrrw will be the bestest day in my life.
SHOPPING!!!!
:D


*to dearesr Mary,like what you said,u hate cowards and hyprocrite pple like me.
But why dont you control your anger and just let it out when we meet soon.
its much better if we follow this way.anyway,its not wrong if you try to find my mistakes.
but wat i can say is yourcriticise and veil towards me was really hurtful.Even if this BIG mistakes was done by me,what got to do with you,my dear?since you said da tk kuasa to talk to me,okay,fine! let see whether are you going to open ur mouth again.and its great if you realise that it's my life anyway.nth to do with all of you.lagi satu!tkde cara mcm ane maksud kau uh?
aku turon.aku jupe.aku boal dgn die.aku explain kt die.aku mntk tkde mcm org laen yg mntk break on the phone or by SMS.utk baru btol! tkde cara langsong!at least i show him my respect to him.get it?!ONCE AGAIN! AKU TK BUSTARD DIE!! da knp eh manusia2 ni skg?nk jage hal-hal org."I WONT LET ZOUL TO BE UR ANJING ANYMORE!" fooohhh! so kau nk katerkn kau nk jage die uh.who are you to him?friends?yes,possible.but dont be too protective.aku rase baikkau jage r'ship kau lebih bagus.daripade jage zoul.dun worry.I wont get back to zoul.coz i do not want to hurt him again.
its the end of my essay.
oopss! there's something i want to say.
Mary,dont ever think that you are so good by protecting him.
try to remember ur history with afiq.
who asked for break?
and importantly,what was ur reason for breaking up?
most probably,errmm...what i remembered was u have no feelings towards him anymore.
pernah ke aku maki kau sial2 ni smuer psl kau break dgn afiq
ade aku ckp something that hurt you like how you did this to me?
ade ke aku tk disrespect ur decision?
ade ke aku nk sidekn afiq?
ade ke aku nk uat musuh dgn kau?
think back,mary.

I,HIRAH,would like to inform you that i do not want to make or have any enemy
with anyone in my life.

To my DARLING SHIDOT,maybe this is your first time seeing all this.
haha! pelik kn.!
org da dengki samer aku.ape nk buat!
tsk3.

you are right.
he will be there for me.
my bbf!