im sorry,dear.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008, Tuesday, January 29, 2008

To all my GF out there,
Im totally sorry for making any stupid n bad attitude to you for all this times.To those who really hate me for my attitude,im really really sorry.I promised myself to change.im doing this bcoz im afraid to lose friends and a lover..I beg you gusy to give me time to change.
Btw,please don't balme izzul in this matter.Please don't show faces to him as he was innocent.He's not wrong.Die tk bersalah.He don't deserve this.Don't get it wrong.All i can say that he have been responsible and sacrifice alot for me.Mmg mulot aku kater nk break.Tapi tk.Hati aku masih kuat menyangi die.AKu degil,ego.To those yg aku tudoh sembarangan,aku mntk maaf.its misunderstanding.Just wish me n him will be okay and happy.No one can replaced him in my heart except him.
Aku tahu aku tk serasi dgn die.aku ego,sentimental,sensitive n others.Klw krg tk suke perangai aku,just tell me personally.I need ur support.Thz for everything,gfs.ape yg aku citekn tadi,anggap tkde ape2 jadi.

What he said its true.WIth this type of my attitude,my friends will start to hate n leave me.
I dont how many times i have given myself chances to change.I dont use my brain wisely.
Aku phobia.im just afraid that this will happened again.And i cant accept myself if i do it again.

Dear,Im sorry.I tau u were nearly gave up on me.But u cant bare to do it.coz u love me.
From the beginning i appreciate ur love.U lacked of love since u r the only child in ur family.Just give me another chance to pour all my love to u.

18th months
Sunday, January 27, 2008, Sunday, January 27, 2008

I love shopping.
heee.
Ytd was our 18th months anny.half a year more to go for our 2 years. :]
This morning i burnt my hand,chin,cheek n eye when doing e opening.
I wanted to pour the soup that was still really hot.But i was too careless and i spilled them all over n it hurt my body.hais.It was so painful.Inform the manager.applied some cream.
and im okay already.Another accident was i cut my right hand.middle n point fingers.
BAd luck kn.ayoyo.
after worked,met sisters.went to westmall.bought shirt n undergarment.
window shopping.

26.01.08
Watched Cloverfield at Cineleisure.Treat him to movie.NExt,Bugis Junction.had our early dinner at Swensen.This time he paid for it.hehe.so sweet of him.TO bugis street.Bought a top.Mahal sak.but ok luh.reasonable price.Proceed to Clark QUay..spent the rest of the time at there.
thats all for today.

Btw,i have new account MSN.Im not using nana5@hotmail.com anymore
Feel free to add me at souls.delight_hirah@hotmail.com
tankiue..

I miss izma...
Tuesday, January 22, 2008, Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Guess what????
For alomost a year i couldn't reached Izma and 2 hrs ago,she called me.
I was shcoked to receive fone call from her.her voice was still the same.We talked abt our friends,teachers and personal matter too.
I expressed my feelings to her that i really fucking miss her.I even cried bcoz of her.
Her "...."'s name is quite pretty nice.mcm style gtu.
I told her to come down to school to meet but she prefer at cck.aku anything aje.as long she could make it n meet us one day.And she's goign to take 'O' level next year.All teh best,honey.

Homeworks and dance practices.i have to go through all this now.haisey.!
more n more hw.mcm cbi.haisey.

My dear syg,i cant wait on sat.heee.

Btw,i hate a person yg pandai boal psl org,tapi padahal2 kn,die boal psl org tu jgk.i give a example uh.He/She told A that B is very bad.blablabla.but yet.He/She told B that A is very blablabla.SAH!aku tk suke.MAner nk step side kn both sides je.ayoyo.

too much of hw!
Thursday, January 17, 2008, Thursday, January 17, 2008

Im back!ok!aku miss blog aku very the much.
Fortunately.we have xrta computer that now im using in my bedroom.
I have alots of hw tis year.like suddenly gtu kn.everyday there are hw.
Currently I have to complete my D&T,English(1 essay and 5 journal writing with 400 werds each),Geo.Ytd after werk,I took out my essay and continued doing.im surprised that some of my staffs like Farhan and Faiz helped me out with my essay. I thought they were in ITE.but im wrong.Both of them were poly students and took ‘O’ level before.That nite,they were talking abt their secondary and poly live.one of them said that the poly students getting sturborn n naughty bcoz they were given a lot of freedom.like they went to smoke.even wif their lecture.Cool sak.haha.but bad example.kuang kuang kuang.

happy b'day syg.
Saturday, January 5, 2008, Saturday, January 05, 2008

Im sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time.
My comp had virus.so no more comp for me..
I missed my blog,frenster,hotmail n MSN.hmm.
But pple must be wondering how come im updating my blog.
Me n my sis,ika are now at community center.
It was my idea for going here.
Asked ika to accompany her with a condition,treat her.
Gaji da masok.Bole uh.

Happy B'day to my Dearest sayang,izzul.
Its his b'day ytd.
Treat him Swensen n the gift too.
He liked the presents.hee.
Pheew!
Hope that u enjoyed the day.

Have chem test on next tue.
Baru buka skola dah ader tu mcm.ayoyo.
N level next year.
Getting ready to be sick n stress over it
ergh!
No more playing.Getting ready to stayback at school everyday.

2008....
hmm.
~N level
~working
~President for CCA

im having all these things for next year.
After SPeech day,im not going to be a President for my CCA anymore.
EFA,akan ku serahkn jawatan ku pada mu.
haha!
Good luck,efa.
hee.


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