I gain 2 kg for my weight.Now my weight is 48kg.
last week was 46kg. gemok nye aku!
Ytd sports day.
Cougar shld win the inter-hse cheerleading.They were much better than Panther even Panther's stunts were like powerful than the others.No offence!
Everybody were very pissed with Emilia.hais.
It was raining heavily during prize presentation.So some of us walked.
Nasib bawa payung.klw tak da sampi Lot 1 dah basah kuyop.
We went to Food Culture to eat.there were me,BF,Murni,Huda,Aisha,Farid & his GF,Haris & Nasri.
It was just our luck to meet Aliff Aziz,the anugerah idol and his other 3 friends.
Kerek nak mampos!!he disturbed huda's fringe.
All his friends were laughing at huda.Huda lost her appetite and cried.
i understand her feelings.maybe she was senstitive.
Aliff was showing his middle finger at huda and murni.
These artist was like fucking off.pikir kite jakun uh.
wtf!totally lame siol.
muke masih bdk mentah agi.aner nk step mat rep!
Kurus kedengkek!lom break voice to a man voice.masih teenager agi.
pple knew alrady that he failed his N level.tapi nk step passed.
everyone was really pissed off with he and his friends.they went off,all of us looked at them.
tk heran siulll!!
Met erica,liesa,nina,sirin n zulhaili.all the girls except me,huda and sirin went home.
all of us went cck park.the guys were Crazy ytd nite.
Irfan n BF striped off their pants.they only wore boxer.
I called irfan "little girl".hah!
dgn die punya hoody die.and oso naik kn seluar Pe die atas2 giler nye.
pastu act mcm bodak belo.g kt tong sampah.den main2 dgmn bende busuk tu.
step cute uh tu bdk.haha!
ard 8+ took bus.went CC to see visit my dancemates.
at 3,have mly dance practice.at 7,going for work!
Aliff AZiz sucks to the core!
Saturday, March 29, 2008, Saturday, March 29, 2008
SL this year sucks!
Thursday, March 27, 2008, Thursday, March 27, 2008
Reply to tags
Ira:everything is fine now. :)
Hudy:Best-F die kau lerr.ape je!
Had 2.4km again.Mr Rani said that i failed and need to re-test.But actually i passed.
Ran again with those who failed and had their second round.I think my timing nothing different.
This year i did not get to involve Student Leader duties and activities.Not that much.
Didn't get selected for Sec 3 Adventure Camp 08 & Sports Day.Pfft!
dont tell me the teacher in-charge are biased.
MENYAMPAH UH!
I did not sleep in the classroom today.Satu anugerah yg baik.
Ok.Merepek!
Yesterday i slept for 11hrs.i thought of waking up at 8+.But end up i woke up at 2 in the morning.Continued slept.I was so freshed today that made me so bored in the classroom when we had a free period.most of my classmates slept.
I forced myself to sleep.but i cant.I could only laid down my head on the table and closed my eyes.Pretending sleeping.
Mcm budak bodoh eh.?
Tehee!
I dont feel like i am one of the Student Leader in Dunearn Secondary School.
Hudy:Best-F die kau lerr.ape je!
Had 2.4km again.Mr Rani said that i failed and need to re-test.But actually i passed.
Ran again with those who failed and had their second round.I think my timing nothing different.
This year i did not get to involve Student Leader duties and activities.Not that much.
Didn't get selected for Sec 3 Adventure Camp 08 & Sports Day.Pfft!
dont tell me the teacher in-charge are biased.
MENYAMPAH UH!
I did not sleep in the classroom today.Satu anugerah yg baik.
Ok.Merepek!
Yesterday i slept for 11hrs.i thought of waking up at 8+.But end up i woke up at 2 in the morning.Continued slept.I was so freshed today that made me so bored in the classroom when we had a free period.most of my classmates slept.
I forced myself to sleep.but i cant.I could only laid down my head on the table and closed my eyes.Pretending sleeping.
Mcm budak bodoh eh.?
Tehee!
I dont feel like i am one of the Student Leader in Dunearn Secondary School.
I want the best for everyone
Tuesday, March 25, 2008, Tuesday, March 25, 2008
I'm feeling sad now.
"Give up!"
That word is really killing my mind now.
BF said i have to face criticism from other people in the future.
That was my one of my fear in my life.pfft!
I hate a person who dont even bother to inform me or say something that i think it is important to discuss about it.
Im sure someone of you know who is the person im talking about.
I as a senior and in charge of the CCA,i need a full co-operation with everyone.But someone was playing a fool as she knew that we had a big problems.
But what did i receive?
Deep in my heart,saying that i shld give up.With those attitude i get,those dancers that i have to face.
but Im proud that my juniors have the motivation to continue and do the best.They did not give up even each of them have the problems of basic of tarian.
But some pple who don even care about other people's feeling.they were so selfish.
She still dont learn her mistakes.
Senior lagi.I tink no werds could change her.Even her best friend could not xplain at me.
So what shld i do now?
Selagi aku boleh tahan dgn die okay luh.tapi sampi biler.?
Bf's werds made my heart aches.Its not that we fought but actually he was saying the truth abt my probs.
I could not imagine if what he said will be come through.
I'd done my best to bring up.I wanted the best too.
I had talked to Suzy about the problems coz i knew that she had faced them before me.But what she did to others,i done it.
Guys,this will be our last show this year.i really need your full co-operation & attendance.
Whenever i think abt our probs,i will be emotional.Mood-swing
mostly when im sad,i will cry out everthing to feel better.Maybe you do not know me so well.
But i could be very sensitive.
I want the best for everyone
"Give up!"
That word is really killing my mind now.
BF said i have to face criticism from other people in the future.
That was my one of my fear in my life.pfft!
I hate a person who dont even bother to inform me or say something that i think it is important to discuss about it.
Im sure someone of you know who is the person im talking about.
I as a senior and in charge of the CCA,i need a full co-operation with everyone.But someone was playing a fool as she knew that we had a big problems.
But what did i receive?
Deep in my heart,saying that i shld give up.With those attitude i get,those dancers that i have to face.
but Im proud that my juniors have the motivation to continue and do the best.They did not give up even each of them have the problems of basic of tarian.
But some pple who don even care about other people's feeling.they were so selfish.
She still dont learn her mistakes.
Senior lagi.I tink no werds could change her.Even her best friend could not xplain at me.
So what shld i do now?
Selagi aku boleh tahan dgn die okay luh.tapi sampi biler.?
Bf's werds made my heart aches.Its not that we fought but actually he was saying the truth abt my probs.
I could not imagine if what he said will be come through.
I'd done my best to bring up.I wanted the best too.
I had talked to Suzy about the problems coz i knew that she had faced them before me.But what she did to others,i done it.
Guys,this will be our last show this year.i really need your full co-operation & attendance.
Whenever i think abt our probs,i will be emotional.Mood-swing
mostly when im sad,i will cry out everthing to feel better.Maybe you do not know me so well.
But i could be very sensitive.
I want the best for everyone
geo assignment completed.!
Friday, March 21, 2008, Friday, March 21, 2008
I spent my holiday day with family.I really enjoyed today holiday coz i filled up the time with them.Went to Geylang.i persuade mum to buy MAtta album since there were 2 fav songs of mine n ika.Ketahuan & jatuh cinta lagi.
Went for our late lunch at Clementi.My childhood fav place to eat.
Dad & ika ate Chicken Chop.Chicken Cutlet for me.Dearest Bf loves to eat them especially the food i ate.we shared the same favourite western food.tehee!
NExt,dad drove to Take to fetch Big sis from werk. Lil sis & i could not wait to reach home to karaoke.haha.Idk why im so excited to sing.im the type a person who hate karaoke.
Maybe bcoz there were some new songs to sing.kk.mepek sak aku.
Voice gone after karaoke-ing.switched on comp.did my geo assignment.Fcking stress.
Aku buat hentam buta je.tkde kene mengena dgn topic,main letak aje.
Haha!cari nahas.Boal mepek.Janji aku complete it.
Relief!!
im relaxing now by updating my blog,did bulletin board & chat wif Bf.
Bf was fucked off with the assignment.he dont understand at all.& im xplaining to him.
wah!so difficult sia.he need the time to really really really understand.
BF,i hope u understand uh!hehe!I punya dabes!weee!
Good lUck!
Went for our late lunch at Clementi.My childhood fav place to eat.
Dad & ika ate Chicken Chop.Chicken Cutlet for me.Dearest Bf loves to eat them especially the food i ate.we shared the same favourite western food.tehee!
NExt,dad drove to Take to fetch Big sis from werk. Lil sis & i could not wait to reach home to karaoke.haha.Idk why im so excited to sing.im the type a person who hate karaoke.
Maybe bcoz there were some new songs to sing.kk.mepek sak aku.
Voice gone after karaoke-ing.switched on comp.did my geo assignment.Fcking stress.
Aku buat hentam buta je.tkde kene mengena dgn topic,main letak aje.
Haha!cari nahas.Boal mepek.Janji aku complete it.
Relief!!
im relaxing now by updating my blog,did bulletin board & chat wif Bf.
Bf was fucked off with the assignment.he dont understand at all.& im xplaining to him.
wah!so difficult sia.he need the time to really really really understand.
BF,i hope u understand uh!hehe!I punya dabes!weee!
Good lUck!
NAfa test,reply tags
Thursday, March 20, 2008, Thursday, March 20, 2008
okay!
My previous post da basi.
hah!
i have 2 assignment to be completed by mon.& also an english essay.
This week we had 2 essay.
wahhh!naik boring sey.
tmrrw holiday due to Good Friday.wee!
im going to spend the time wif all my assignment and hw.
as usual mum is not working.
she absolutely ask her children to do housechores espically ME.
pffft!
Lil sis just came back from her sec 3 camp.
Big sis go work tmrrw.
small chance to escape.tk fair siol.
NAFA test today
2.4 km.its totally bullshits.
coz i got 1 point for it.ggrrr!
pantat!!just my luck to pass coz a few more seconds,i will fail and have to re-test.
but the best part was the weather was superb.
by the time we start running,no more drizzling.cool and nice to run.
Sirin: aku da link kau.and aku da update.okay? :)
Fika: linked u!
MasOhMas: *smiley*thz yaw!link me tau.
Seha: tehee!thz awak...
My previous post da basi.
hah!
i have 2 assignment to be completed by mon.& also an english essay.
This week we had 2 essay.
wahhh!naik boring sey.
tmrrw holiday due to Good Friday.wee!
im going to spend the time wif all my assignment and hw.
as usual mum is not working.
she absolutely ask her children to do housechores espically ME.
pffft!
Lil sis just came back from her sec 3 camp.
Big sis go work tmrrw.
small chance to escape.tk fair siol.
NAFA test today
2.4 km.its totally bullshits.
coz i got 1 point for it.ggrrr!
pantat!!just my luck to pass coz a few more seconds,i will fail and have to re-test.
but the best part was the weather was superb.
by the time we start running,no more drizzling.cool and nice to run.
Sirin: aku da link kau.and aku da update.okay? :)
Fika: linked u!
MasOhMas: *smiley*thz yaw!link me tau.
Seha: tehee!thz awak...
pictues at botanic garden
Thursday, March 13, 2008, Thursday, March 13, 2008
This was taken by me,but he did the edit
These pictures were taken today at Botanic Garden.
more pictures at my multiply.
http://mizhirah.multiply.com/photos/album/10/Photo_Album_2008-03-13
, Thursday, March 13, 2008
I miss my computer.didnt touched them for 2 days.
9th march
met my darling shidot.Accompany her to her one of my favourite place,Queensway.she bought a Litmus top.& im in love with all the dresses.one day uh!Next to lucky plaza.ate Pizza Hut since i have the 25% discount.she was extremely happy got to eat pizza hut lagi2 dgn aku.heh.! kan?
To Far East..bought a pair of Kappa Shoes.at last eh!i have my own shoes.and my money wasted on that shoes.whatever it is,i didnt regret uh bought it.we went home very early.at about 7+ we took bus to cck int.SHidot have to meet her family at cck park for dinner.we hugged,kissed & said she said ily ila! aaww!ily too laa shidah!haha.
10th march
had breakfast wif my babyboy at Mc'donald before going for our chem tutorial.from wm,walked to our school.exercise.....work in the afternoon.
11th march
Vivo city wif babyboy.went off to work then.
12th march
worked..Bf came to my workplace to buy a pizza.but i gave him a free pizza n garlic bread to bring home and eat.seee...baik kn?
hahah!
off to clementi to Aunt's hse.sleep over.get to play ard wif my niece,haris.he's super CUTE!ggrrrr.......even he knew whr is his "bird-bird"...a 1yr old boy.going to see him soon.this sunday is his b'day.looking forward on tt day.
Today
had dance practice at yew tee cc.Bf fetched me and went to Botanic Garden.at last,baby.
:) i had great time wif him even we spent less time.it was drazzling all the way.parents at home.Big sis had kenduri.Lil sis have her camp at Pasir Ris.Im waiting babyboy to online.lekas luh!!
9th march
met my darling shidot.Accompany her to her one of my favourite place,Queensway.she bought a Litmus top.& im in love with all the dresses.one day uh!Next to lucky plaza.ate Pizza Hut since i have the 25% discount.she was extremely happy got to eat pizza hut lagi2 dgn aku.heh.! kan?
To Far East..bought a pair of Kappa Shoes.at last eh!i have my own shoes.and my money wasted on that shoes.whatever it is,i didnt regret uh bought it.we went home very early.at about 7+ we took bus to cck int.SHidot have to meet her family at cck park for dinner.we hugged,kissed & said she said ily ila! aaww!ily too laa shidah!haha.
10th march
had breakfast wif my babyboy at Mc'donald before going for our chem tutorial.from wm,walked to our school.exercise.....work in the afternoon.
11th march
Vivo city wif babyboy.went off to work then.
12th march
worked..Bf came to my workplace to buy a pizza.but i gave him a free pizza n garlic bread to bring home and eat.seee...baik kn?
hahah!
off to clementi to Aunt's hse.sleep over.get to play ard wif my niece,haris.he's super CUTE!ggrrrr.......even he knew whr is his "bird-bird"...a 1yr old boy.going to see him soon.this sunday is his b'day.looking forward on tt day.
Today
had dance practice at yew tee cc.Bf fetched me and went to Botanic Garden.at last,baby.
:) i had great time wif him even we spent less time.it was drazzling all the way.parents at home.Big sis had kenduri.Lil sis have her camp at Pasir Ris.Im waiting babyboy to online.lekas luh!!
I did badly for the tests
Friday, March 7, 2008, Friday, March 07, 2008
My fringe was totally irritating bastard...
i wanna cut my hair soon.maybe today.
Just came back from school.ended our dance practiced early since Cikgu need to go for his son 'pass out' ceremony.thats what he said.it was Afiq last day in NS.
Went home alone.Bf didnt fetched me coz he was otw to Irfan's hse.felt akward coz tk biase alek without someone company.
And and and....everyone get their result slip except for me.
When my name was not called,i was soooo panic.i asked my form t'cher.he said tt i will get later coz there was a mistakes on the slip.pheeeeeeeeew!
I thought i have to call my parents down to collect my result slip coz i noe i did badly for this time.3 subjects i failed.the other 3 i pass.I get A1 for my D&T..*winks*but i get A2 for my malay.F***!
I guess i get my result slip when school re-open.Students return back their result slip but for me i receive it.
During school holiday,i have something on everyday..its either with my work,Spend time wif Bf and CCA.
As usual..a few numbers of my junior n senior didnt turned up for the dance practices.
And Instructor said that im not too aggresive..i need to be more fierce to the.espically dont give face to them even they are my friends.
i wanna cut my hair soon.maybe today.
Just came back from school.ended our dance practiced early since Cikgu need to go for his son 'pass out' ceremony.thats what he said.it was Afiq last day in NS.
Went home alone.Bf didnt fetched me coz he was otw to Irfan's hse.felt akward coz tk biase alek without someone company.
And and and....everyone get their result slip except for me.
When my name was not called,i was soooo panic.i asked my form t'cher.he said tt i will get later coz there was a mistakes on the slip.pheeeeeeeeew!
I thought i have to call my parents down to collect my result slip coz i noe i did badly for this time.3 subjects i failed.the other 3 i pass.I get A1 for my D&T..*winks*but i get A2 for my malay.F***!
I guess i get my result slip when school re-open.Students return back their result slip but for me i receive it.
During school holiday,i have something on everyday..its either with my work,Spend time wif Bf and CCA.
As usual..a few numbers of my junior n senior didnt turned up for the dance practices.
And Instructor said that im not too aggresive..i need to be more fierce to the.espically dont give face to them even they are my friends.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008, Tuesday, March 04, 2008
At last i finished my 'N' Level D&T project.started at 7 just now.and i finished them in 2 hrs.tapi...actually not yet complete.left 2 more tasks to finish but i take my break now since my computer like mcm "meh sini!meh!switch on this comp and chat wif ur syg"..
and i did.lols.im chatting wif my syg now.he's telling me his problem.its ok,my dear.
today was raining all the way.the coldness..bbrrrr!
my flu had recovered.very very very well.thz eh!
Msg-ed shidot,my lovely sister,best frien & darling.
I miss her very much.
and i did.lols.im chatting wif my syg now.he's telling me his problem.its ok,my dear.
today was raining all the way.the coldness..bbrrrr!
my flu had recovered.very very very well.thz eh!
Msg-ed shidot,my lovely sister,best frien & darling.
I miss her very much.
we will be meeting tis sunday to shopping together,okay.lets go ,girl!
March holiday is getting nearer laa sey.
weei!cant wait.........
March holiday is getting nearer laa sey.
weei!cant wait.........
Saturday, March 1, 2008, Saturday, March 01, 2008
Ska Gig was superb.Just came back from esp with Dear Zoul,Irfan,Ira & Ira's siblings.
The feeling.Phew!I really enjoyed even i didnt joined e rest moshing. & i laughed at izzul for his pants.He wore a white jeans and now its dirty.Nah!Amek u!haha.So left me,ira n her sister.I was moving..dancing all the way.alone.Enjoyed sendiri.
Saw Eliyana,Haziqah and more.it was so awesome.
Before we went to Esp,i met syg at Bp.took bus to Bugis.in the bus,i was not feeling well.felt drowsy.and vomitting.i jus tahan.
tahan.........and finally i board down the bus.walked to Bugis Library.Returned and borrowed a novel.
To bugis Junction.Watched Step up 2 hip hop dance competition.Saw Nanep.He was in the final.Congrats!Bought a jeans for myself.a black one since the old one cannot wear anymore.coz im growing FAT!ok? :]
Had our lunch at Mc'donald.We ordered alot.tapi tklah byk sgt.
Mc'spicy meal for myself.Filet O Fish for him.we got 2 free items.6pc nuggets n Mc chicken.Alot kn.AFter we finished our meal except for the 2 items,went to BEach Road to buy beg.he was so happy to buy the beg that he wanted for so long.suker tk?
walked at Clark Quay.saw irfan,his gf and his gf's sis.walked to esp and met ira's bro.den met lysa,haikal,shahrul,hamka,amirul n the gangs.izzul started his nonsense again.my ex..admirer.wtf!dabes da cite.walao!
U...my jeans is with you.monday pass to me.
My bed is calling me now..
Goodnite,everyone
The feeling.Phew!I really enjoyed even i didnt joined e rest moshing. & i laughed at izzul for his pants.He wore a white jeans and now its dirty.Nah!Amek u!haha.So left me,ira n her sister.I was moving..dancing all the way.alone.Enjoyed sendiri.
Saw Eliyana,Haziqah and more.it was so awesome.
Before we went to Esp,i met syg at Bp.took bus to Bugis.in the bus,i was not feeling well.felt drowsy.and vomitting.i jus tahan.
tahan.........and finally i board down the bus.walked to Bugis Library.Returned and borrowed a novel.
To bugis Junction.Watched Step up 2 hip hop dance competition.Saw Nanep.He was in the final.Congrats!Bought a jeans for myself.a black one since the old one cannot wear anymore.coz im growing FAT!ok? :]
Had our lunch at Mc'donald.We ordered alot.tapi tklah byk sgt.
Mc'spicy meal for myself.Filet O Fish for him.we got 2 free items.6pc nuggets n Mc chicken.Alot kn.AFter we finished our meal except for the 2 items,went to BEach Road to buy beg.he was so happy to buy the beg that he wanted for so long.suker tk?
walked at Clark Quay.saw irfan,his gf and his gf's sis.walked to esp and met ira's bro.den met lysa,haikal,shahrul,hamka,amirul n the gangs.izzul started his nonsense again.my ex..admirer.wtf!dabes da cite.walao!
U...my jeans is with you.monday pass to me.
My bed is calling me now..
Goodnite,everyone
