lost hp again!
Monday, April 28, 2008, Monday, April 28, 2008

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
ccccccccccccccccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
kkkkkkkkkk!!!
I LOST MY HP AGAIN.
2 times already.
i lost it during my break at my workplace.im having my break for 30 mins.before i continued my work,i went to toilet to pee.
washed my face w/o taking back my hp.there were alot of customer went in to toilet after me.
i realise my hp lost after trying to find it.
it was 8+pm..i was packing my beg to go home.then i realised tt my hp was in the toilet.
when i checked,gone.
i was so stupid as i only realised my hp an hour ago.
it was tooooo late already.
that hp was my first stuff i bought after i got my first pay.
i used my own money to buy it.the memory card...ggrr!nearly 40 bucks.
i still remembered tt nina accompanied me to buy the memory card.
my hp was less than 1 yrs.my sim card less than 6 months.
=.='
till now,mum n dad dont about this.
id tink so mum will get angry.
my first time lost hp,she just said some words.
but this time,idk eh.hope she wont nag..unless she used her money n bought the hp for me.
i lost my contacts.my beloved pictures..my beloved songs..espically my memory card.
this is fate,hirahhh.
i dreamed ytd tt this lady returned back my hp.LOL
bullshit lahh! it wont come true.haaaiiiissss.
everything is gone...

malay paper 1 if okay.but not for paper 2.
i was struggling for my close passage n peribahasa.

i wish good luck to all my friends who are taking Mid-year..
include ika,shidot,ain,d'fiee. XD

his way
Friday, April 25, 2008, Friday, April 25, 2008

Jealousy is what i need to control
I have to..ggrr!
and i need to try n follow his decision
this is for our own good too.[no...no...he didnt say for our own good]
maybe..for himself.
even i dont like n love his way.
but seems tt he like it but he dont love it.
see.
its ok.
i will try.
belom cube belom tau.

i'm missing him terribly.
even we were in the same class.we did not talked tt much like normal days for 2 days.
haiss.
and.
Happy Advance 1 yr 9 months anny to Izzirah.
:)
you're my everything.


PMS mood
Thursday, April 24, 2008, Thursday, April 24, 2008

PMS MOOD TODAY
=.='
napha test was ytd.
i did badly for my shutter run & standing boardjump.
sucks!=.='
but im surprised tt i cant do pull ups more than 5.
14 lar..i will get 5 points if i do 2 more.
syg syg...
Rushed to PH.
only me and dilah work.did the closing alone.reached home very late.11.30pm.
mum stared at me but didnt said anything bcoz she saw me bring 2 regular pizzas.
hah!
PE was fun.
im the goalkepper for my group.
but we lost after got draw.had to do 20 push-ups.
had pms mood after recess.no mood at all.
sleeping for 3 periods.best...
woke up 15 mins before bell rang.Our class need to do CIP.we have to arrange the chairs and tables.it was so tiring + mood + aching all over my body.
to those classes who will be doing their mid year in the hall,good luck.
& thx to us eh. :)

dropped by PH to change my schedule next week..
then,Home Sweet Home..

i still have alots of books under my table to bring back.

show at cc
Sunday, April 20, 2008, Sunday, April 20, 2008


it was big sis's first performance



this were taken this afternoon at BB east CC.rushed to tt place aft worked.
did opening.and it was SUCKs!
the saturday nite staffs did not cleaned up the place.
saw alot of flies at the salad bar.ggrr!
today performance was simple.utk org india nye event
both of my eyes started to be red after i applied eye shadow on it.
ape sal eh!
tmrw is monday.stuuuuudyyyyyyy!
i feel like absent myself again from school.
D&T 5 periods.

i kentot kat u uh!
Saturday, April 19, 2008, Saturday, April 19, 2008

came back from town with darling BF.
it was suck in th early afternoon.but everything was fine.
yeah.im sorry.
went to Wisma Atria to buy a top from Isetan.but wen i checked my POSB,not enough.
hah!prasan byk...duit tkde.heee!
to Bugis.met shiqqin n acun.off to LJS.had our lunch.
and we saw D'fiee! i was surprised for the first tyme.
bcoz..it was my first tyme to meet her after we had long chat on msn.
HEllo D'fiee! :]
walked to Boat Quay.smoked,laughed,eating ice-cream,cried...
after been so long at there went to clark quay.
i want the perfume that i have been craving very much but out of stock.haiss
sat along the river.watched the "flying thing"
don't know the name of it.had late supper..very light supper.sandwhich..hah!
BF was hungry tt moment.so accompanied him to eat.
toook 190.droppedn same bus stop with me.hailed taxi coz im late.
promised mum i will be back b4 11pm.
i reached home at the right time,..11pm.
now,mum n dad are nagging about my big sis.
she still not at home yet.
from morning,9+am until now.11.20pm.
abes uh kak!kene lagi!
hah!

had fun with me...im going to take revenge on him uh.hmppf!
he farted on me..mcm siak btol.
he sat on my lap.& for the 3rd or 4th time,he sat n fart on me.
vibrate punya laa kuat.
tke care eh u..i will kentot u infront of ur face..
pooooott!
hah!

ILY,ZouL...

im sucks for the oral
Friday, April 18, 2008, Friday, April 18, 2008

I'm at home with lil sis,ika.
but she was sleeping wen i came back from school.mum was not at home yet.but she always be at home by 5pm.where have she gone to?
errm.
i did badly for my malay oral.
i did not prepare it.all was last mins.hee!
cari nahas.but im glad tt i can answer it w/o good explanation.
t'cher said that aku boal terbeli-belit.
hah!stresssss..aisha said tt i took long time to end my conversation with 2 Q.
sorry yerrr.
Hudy cant concentrate after aisha n murni joined me.we we just right in front of whr which behind the t'cher.she was smilling while thinking of the Q.she cant even think when we were there.
but aft murni n aisha gone to other places,she coyld ask the Q at last.kesian hudddy!

Went home with BF.but only until the school gate.his dad was fetching him.so i went home alone.
Lonely girl.-.-"
haha!lame...

just received msg from BF.he wanted to see at 7.coz he will be goin to CDANS at 8pm.
tkde kwn laa tuh..

i have been so patience
Monday, April 14, 2008, Monday, April 14, 2008

Speech Day was okay last saturday
thx to kak eqa,kak ira,kak suzy for coming down to help us.
appreciated it so much. :]

the performance was okay-okay for me.
there were 2 or 3 of them did not reached my expectation.
but i knew that they had done the best.
i felt the same things with them
nervous and excited.
they were many people watching us.all over the school.
and i'm glad i received big applauses and cheered from them.
:]
i'm happy that that was my last performance coz the sec 4 need to step down for our 'N' and 'O' level.
but i will accept and willing to continue my duty as a President next year if there is chance for me.
Mr Supandi hope that Ghazi and i will continue to hold our individual pose for 2 years.
but if i cant make it for next year,i will get worry for the next year batch.
i'd agreed with SUpandi,we need a meeting for all the members.we need to TALK.

Its very hard to control the big group.do all my duty as a leader.
i had even cried bcoz of that matter.
i cant handle it alone.what for if u have been given a pose and do ur duty as "sumtink" but u did not co operate and commit with this.
i have been soooo patience for a very long time.

i will upload the pics for speech day next time

i have enough of this
Friday, April 11, 2008, Friday, April 11, 2008



this pictures was this afternoon.did the MRLC notice board with sohila and afifah

pathetic right this pose?
dont read!
dont bother to read if u tink its really pathetic.
u r just being busybody.

everything is settle.
it goes smoothly.
what are u want from me again?
keep tagging and tagging.
i have enough of this.i want to be happy in my life.
with bf and friends.
cant you stay away from my life?
why are u so revengeful?
c'mon.its over between this pple.get it?

Bf agree with all these cowards saying.i expected different of it.
i thought he will he will help me stopping those cowards from tagging.
but..haiss

cowards people.
Thursday, April 10, 2008, Thursday, April 10, 2008

If u called urself a friend,better dont state and called urself name.
a friend dont comment or said bad things.
a REAL friend will help us but not been sarcastic.
im not saying to Hudy,coz we are fine now.everything is solved.
im saying to this fellow friends.

to a friend who say this,"Yeaah.."Hudy" is right.kinds scared?hmm.try to solve it fast,friend"
excuse me!!hello?!
u dont even knew the truth.and pls eh!
Im not tt kind of scared or coward.whatever lah.
i think u shld asked hudy or me to know e truth story.and ask her who is the coward one.
me or hudy.?
BF,Hudy n me had settled everything ytd.
so pls be paisey now eh.*rolling eyes*
she admit that she started everything wif the scarcastic stuffs.
go and read the tag name nina..she's our friend.true friend.and she saying the truth about hudy.
bf blamed me n hudy.
ok.everything is fine.FINE NOW!
so i dont welcome any COWARDS in my blog!
boo!dont ever called urself a friend.shameful laa sia!
go to a mirror,look at urself.!
No one is perfect!
so be glad no one intefere ur life problem.
i will soon find out all these COWARDS.

thanks yaw!
Monday, April 7, 2008, Monday, April 07, 2008

thanks to Friend, A Friend & Lady who have tagged my blog and the comment.
aprreciated it so muchh!
thanks yaw!
so next time,come and visit my blog regularly to know more abt my life.
and do not forget your comment.
coz u love to intefere my problems even i didnt need any comment from you guys.
Be the FAMOUS KEPO AUNYT OR UNCLES in my blog.
akan aku alu-alukn kedatangan korang!
see yea!

Just came back from polyclinics.
i have been sicked for 4 days.
gastric on last fri & sat.
Diarrhoe & sore throat on last sat n ytd.
fever,sore throat,flu today.
i was totally sicked.
but i pushed myself.
dropped at PH.checked the schedule.this 2 days,must work until 12 midnite.hope that mum will not be angry if she know this.

and i dont entertain a sarcastic person like her.

Sunday, April 6, 2008, Sunday, April 06, 2008

i deleted e previous post.
pasal ader alien yg dari planet lain timbul.
watever it is,its settled.
btw,hudy,if u think u want to flirt with my izzul,go ahead.
let's see!
i think you r bad as me.
duhh!

reply to tags
Thursday, April 3, 2008, Thursday, April 03, 2008

Reply to tags.

Afifah:hey!thz for the tag.
MASOHMAS:lawa kn?i feel in love wif the skin when i first time found it.
Ain:masih hidup lagi lerrr.
Ira:im fat.im 48kg now.tehee!
Ika:Relink!
HAS:he's totallu sucks lor!

LIfe have been sucks for this few days.
Relationship can be nice & lovely & wonderful.
But sometimes can be sucks to the core.
pfft!

I hate men,can?


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