East Coast park wif Bf.ride a double bicycle.
there's no werds to describe how i felt when riding the bicycle.
serious uh.Fullstop.

it was raining heavily when we reached thr.
many of them were having picnic n overnite.
i miss those tymes wif big group of my family at changi beach.
mcm biase byk mat n minah rep.oso groups of keling thr.
ayoyo tambik.

had our dinner had Mc.
MRT.Bus-ed.Home.
In the MRT,we sat beside each other.so there were other passengers seating beside us.
beside BF was a indian/bangle/pakistan man.sleeping and his body was near to bf.
while me,there was a chinese man sleeping too.and his body was near to me.i can said tt his shoulder touched my shoulder.
so what did bf did was he purposely pushed me and hit the man beside me.
i did to him back and hit the indian man beside him.
we did this coz we had the intention.we were seating in small seat and totally cramp uh.
tis indian n chinese man took our seat.
ade share eh?
we had great chat in the mrt.<3

tmrw will be my first day of working at swensen wif murni.
my cousin who is the manager will train us thr.
hope that it will be fine.


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Hudy:aku da tgk!aku da tgk! *bluueek* go n watch uh.klw tk rugi.
Erica:then i tink u just go wif ur sisterlurb je laa.since e rest of them cannot make it.kite da steak to our date.that's is the only the day me n murni ole peg.
nina: ok babe!

I gave 9/10 for ayat-ayat cinta.
the story was superb.
Watched movie wif Bf ytd.the tics price was only $6 each.
student price mah!window shopping me wisma.
there were sale all over the places.oh my!
cant wait to get my salary probably next week.

im having flu now.irritating abes nye!
grr!
skipped school today.didnt go D&T camp.Mr yup called me a few mins ago.
asked me y i didnt come to school.

My intention is good.
i just want to show tt i care.
but i think you got me all wrong.
it's ok.

Being a copycat is fun,isn't?
being yourself can?
u want to express your feeling to ur partner by saying all those sweet words.
but do u know tt u r using the phrase tt have been used and created by me.
grow up,pls!
=.='

Congratulation to Irosen and erica's band.

sorry eh.idk the name of their group. :/
I was not thr when they were performing for Gay Gig (D'gig)
not only me but some of the elective module student tt took Hospitility.
Emilia n Nina Cabot.Instructor said that they might be suspend.dont eh.
I received the overall result.i really did badly.*sigh*
im disappointed of myself.But mum will be surprised if she see my result.
she have been seeing me studying the whole nite from 11pm till abt 3am.
everytime she would checked me in the room.

brb..Mum is back from werk.she asking me abt e result.Oh Shit!

i told mum abt my result.she said dad will be angry if he know abt this.
im scared!Omg.Omg.Omg.Omg.Omg!
This is my first time my result have get 2 subject passed.
Oh shit!Dad will blaming me all over.he will definitely ask me to quit my job.
Damn it!anyway im starting to work at swensen soon.im afraid dad will stop me from doing it.

Pizza Hut is closing soon.
they will close the dine-in service,due to the contract.
rase sayang sey nk tinggalkn gtu je. :'(
4 more days to school holiday.
but fuck to the holiday uh!next week everyday have D&T camp.
mcm cbi. 8-5.30pm.pffft!
i will be working at swensen soon with murni.
feel pity to murni coz she need the job asap.
Mum's b'day is coming soon.
out of idea.
k.bye

dad saw a dog chased my cat,benny a few days ago at abt 2am.
when sis told me the news,i felt terrible.serious.
i was very worried abt him.i kept thinking whether he's alive.or gone?
but when i reached home,i found him at my under bed.he looked okay.
so i went to work in the evening n reached home nite.
something attract me when i entered my room.i saw benny lying down on a blanket.
when i got closer to him,i found out tt his back was injured.BLOOD.
the wound was very big n deep.mum said he was not bitten by a dog but maybe some sharp edges or thing could caused to be like this.i pity him so much.
it was so obvious tt he have the trauma of getting out from the hse.

pple,dont ask me about my mid-yr result.
cikopek btol! ggrr!

So,last sunday i woke up very early.(mcm paham.pukol 10 ade uh)hee!
washed up n wore my Ph uniform so tt i wont be rushing to work ltr.
Told mum im out to shop.When i came back,she was sweeping along the corridor.
I get to her n suprised her .i wished happy mother's day.she was surprised.lol
cut the cake.ate.yum yum.
off to work.
fyi,i started worked at 1pm.and it was already busy.full house.non-stop till nite.last customer went off at 10.30pm.so our closing was very late.
while i was busying serving the customer,i dont have the time to check hp.i dont even bring along my hp during my break wif suzy.so i left it safely in the drawer.
Nite,i checked my hp.& i found this,

this is my 100th post.
changed blogskins.nth to do.
everybody was not at home except me n mum.

i lost 14 marks for my maths paper 1.
bio i lost abt 10 marks.
nth diff.my classmates slept in class during bio exam half an hour after the paper start.

i have been skipping my meals.
ytd i ate only 1 meal,breakfast wif Bf,hudy n aisha.
mum cooked mee siam today.Fav!
but no appetite.

i have plan something for mother's day.i decide to buy a cake for mum.
i had informed my both sis abt it.we need to share money.
but mcm taik uh.both of them dont have money.fcuk!
nampak nye they depend on me.
i planned this bcoz i have to work in the afternoon.so i take the chance to celebrate the special day.unless dad have another plan.
thus,i have to go wif dad's plan n skip muy work.if not,i will be dead.
i need to work more bcoz i have to pay my hp bill.
haisss.

Last paper on tue..D&T..50-50.

I only had my meal once.tt was breakfast with Bf. (:
he was like very kanchong uh.
scared tt the mc'donald breafast over.
we arrived thr 10 mins before 11am.it was crowded with student from other school.
fyi,bf was attracted wif this small girl from regent sec.reason,she looked like ika,my lil sis.
fyi,he was totally mentel n kept looking at the side.the girl was with her other friends.
they sat behind bf.
bf was excied semcm.mentel oii!
tsk3.

No hope for maths paper 2.definitely failed.study the formulas but on the day itself,i cant remembered some of them.mcm taik uh.!
bingit giler.like 3/4 of my class slept an hour after the paper start.then they woke up n continued to do for the sake of it.
i spent more than 15 mins on a Q regarding toh,cah,soh formula.

after the paper,as u noe we went to lot.
bf thought of going to cck park after breakfast.but i told him i want to go home.i need the toilet urgently.
da nk kuar.hah!
i love hotcakes.but whenever i bought it,i cant finished them.
i ate 2 and half of them.
actually it made me feel muak n fulled.so automatic bf finished it for me.
Illya will be laughing at bf if he noe tt bf bought Pie Kia from the lot.
he bought mushroom chicken pie.

left maths paper1 , bio , D&T.
so tmrw will be our paper1 maths n bio.i would like to do well for my paper 1 maths.even there's no hope for maths paper.bio is my weakest subject.serious.
idk how to pass the subject even it was interesting subject to study.you know wat i mean uh.
espically the guys uh.

Chem paper was chicken mac'nugget.
i studied n can do very well except for the balancing equation.
i gave up on them n did the rest.

Ytd went to IMM.ate swensen wif lil sis.
my cousin worked thr as manager. she giving us treat.
thx!<3
it was a tired day for me.so i slept from7-10+pm.
someone spoilt my sleep.bf called me n asked if i have started my revision.
ggrrr!but,thx for the called.klw tk,sampi bsk lahh aku tk bgn.
did a cup of nescafe & switched on the PC.everybody had slept except for me.
MSN,friendster,blog hoping,youtube.
i did this before i start my revision bcoz i need to get back my mood n get rid of my sleepy-ness.
sanggop tau..i have to finish the nescafe tt i did it even it taste awful.
dont want to waste them.

did revision on chem.it was so peaceful.i chased ika away n asked her to sleep at another room.
i need to use the room for my revision.
i felt peace,comfortable studied n revised my work after 10pm.
bt sometimes i kept turning back to look out at the windows.
too much imagination uh.i finished my revision at 2+ in the morning.
get back to sleep.but i cant.i was wondering around at home.i couldn't go back to sleep.
forced myself to slip,but i still failed.
mcm taik eh.haissss.

took a novel n read it.i continue my sleep at 5 in the morning.woke up at 6.30.
i spent the morning by reading novel.

Thx for the harshful words dear.
but yet,i still have my limit too.
i wont be safe if u continued to say it.
forgive me.
i take ur deal,i wont come to u unless i had changed my freaking attitude.
God,Please let him love me, forever!
God,Please let me love him, forever!

i just bought a new hp..beg mum to get new hp for me.
i promised her tt i will pay her money back when i get my pay next week.
hee!use line.
this time i need to be MORE careful.
really really really carefull..
thx mum n lil sis for accompanied me..

It easy for u to say it.
but it will be difficult for me to forget it.
we will give each other time.
take ur tyme as i now mine will be much longer.
those hurtful words.i could not imagine if you will say it one more time.
im sorry.i dont mean to hurt you.
i really appreactiate ur treat.
thank you so much.
i believe tt u wont believe my words anymore.
throw them to rubbish dum.
much better!
ILOVE YOU.