private!
Saturday, August 30, 2008, Saturday, August 30, 2008
ok!that's it.
im tired of everything.!
ggrrr!
in that case,i wont bother you guys anymore.
anyway,thanks for concerning abt me.
please do care about your own r'ship than giving complaint to mine.
thanks!
im sorry,everyone.
i may hurt you alot.
im sorry.
stop sak!
Friday, August 29, 2008, Friday, August 29, 2008
Im the first person in my family who really get excited when the fasting months is coming.
But i'm the first one who will not get to fast with them due to my periods that started a few mins ago.
mcm taik! grrrr!
I just came back from b'day party.a fren of mine which was his gf bday.
it was a suprise party for the b'day girl.while he went out with his gf catched a movie.
the rest of us had BBQ outside the house.
and it was totally happening tt moment.how i wished i have a suprised party for me for my b'day.haha!
Dream on,babe!
When the clock strike at 12 midnite ltr,i will be jumping up and down,screaming and cheering
all over the house to celebrate my 2nd pay salary.
it's worth it.
saw syahid in the school just now.talked to him for awhile.
asked him to join IMM swensen with me since we are short of staffs.
Tmrrw will be the bestest day in my life.
SHOPPING!!!!
:D
*to dearesr Mary,like what you said,u hate cowards and hyprocrite pple like me.
But why dont you control your anger and just let it out when we meet soon.
its much better if we follow this way.anyway,its not wrong if you try to find my mistakes.
but wat i can say is yourcriticise and veil towards me was really hurtful.Even if this BIG mistakes was done by me,what got to do with you,my dear?since you said da tk kuasa to talk to me,okay,fine! let see whether are you going to open ur mouth again.and its great if you realise that it's my life anyway.nth to do with all of you.lagi satu!tkde cara mcm ane maksud kau uh?
aku turon.aku jupe.aku boal dgn die.aku explain kt die.aku mntk tkde mcm org laen yg mntk break on the phone or by SMS.utk baru btol! tkde cara langsong!at least i show him my respect to him.get it?!ONCE AGAIN! AKU TK BUSTARD DIE!! da knp eh manusia2 ni skg?nk jage hal-hal org."I WONT LET ZOUL TO BE UR ANJING ANYMORE!" fooohhh! so kau nk katerkn kau nk jage die uh.who are you to him?friends?yes,possible.but dont be too protective.aku rase baikkau jage r'ship kau lebih bagus.daripade jage zoul.dun worry.I wont get back to zoul.coz i do not want to hurt him again.
its the end of my essay.
oopss! there's something i want to say.
Mary,dont ever think that you are so good by protecting him.
try to remember ur history with afiq.
who asked for break?
and importantly,what was ur reason for breaking up?
most probably,errmm...what i remembered was u have no feelings towards him anymore.
pernah ke aku maki kau sial2 ni smuer psl kau break dgn afiq
ade aku ckp something that hurt you like how you did this to me?
ade ke aku tk disrespect ur decision?
ade ke aku nk sidekn afiq?
ade ke aku nk uat musuh dgn kau?
think back,mary.
I,HIRAH,would like to inform you that i do not want to make or have any enemy
with anyone in my life.
To my DARLING SHIDOT,maybe this is your first time seeing all this.
haha! pelik kn.!
org da dengki samer aku.ape nk buat!
tsk3.
you are right.
he will be there for me.
my bbf!
buurrrppp!
Thursday, August 28, 2008, Thursday, August 28, 2008
*BURRRRPP!*
when i ate alot,i gained 2 kg.hehe!
Skipped school today.Lied to my manager.Went to LOt.Ate KFC.
No mood to attend school coz school is sucks.anyway,we have self-study in the classroom.so i dont bother to attend their lessons.
Called up my manager and told them im on MC.so i cant work that will be 5-11pm.
im lying :] she asked me to pass the MC to her.But i have no MC coz i did not even got to poly.
aku a'ah kn aje..im dead if she asked me for the MC.teheee!
Kak nirah just got her salary.and ytd she received bursary that worth 800 bucks.
accompanied her to lot 1.shopping mcm nk rak..ate KFC.pasar mlm next.met Sirin and her bro.hehe! cian tu bdk..sakit eh.haha!
Home sweet home.
Tmrw there will be t'cher's day celebration plus Aces Day!
yea! btw,tmrrw we will get our result slip.i'm ready to see it.
very bad result.worst! tsk3..
thanks bonnie!
spammers are boring and cowards.
when they get tired,they will stop.
kn aku ckp,puasa da nk dkt..
biar lahhh ni mambang buat keje yg tk berfaedah..
:D
3 more days to Ramadhan!
please people!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008, Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Murni,im sorry if i'd dissapointed you.
FUCK YOU to those hackers.
or i can say LOSERs.
nabeeyyy!!
you can criticise me but do not include my mum.
please eh!
mak bapak tak main uh,butohhh!!
people not happy when our journey had end.
does it bother all you guys?
does it bring unhappiness to you guys?
cbi! tkde kene mengene sak dgn krg.
people out there have nth to do except being a kepo.
like as usual..tag pple's blog and said out that brings conflict.
to those taggers,i need space and peace!
so shoooooo!
i dont welcome FucKinG taggers like you.
fcuk you!
Saturday, August 23, 2008, Saturday, August 23, 2008
I'm chatting with HUDDDYYY darl, Alfie and farhan.
its 12.22 am now.
nie 3 kambing tktau nk tdo lagi include me.hehe.
im at my cousin hse.sleepover.
going to work t'gether tmrw morning wif my cousin.
after work,i have to rush to fuhua cc for my show.
and tmrw afternoon i have kenduri that held at my hse.
but me n lil sis cant make it coz we have the show thingy.
I'd confess evrything out..
I'm happy of what im doing.
people that close to me have no objection with it.
yeah! i just need the time.
in a very short time,there are still people out thr care abt me.
unbelieveable!
even there were rumours abt me in the school..
nabey!!
do not let me find out the person who had spread nonsense stories abt me.
chicken btol!!
*promise me you will take care of me*
*promise when you will be there for me*
I believe..
ILOVEYOU!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008, Tuesday, August 12, 2008
i was asked by hudy and nina to update...
very irritating..
haha!
I dont tink i can do for my chem paper tmrrw.
i left my chem fail in the classroom.
see!how careless am i..
fcuk!
and now i do not have the confidence for my papers tmrrw....
NDP,i was at worked.
so bye-bye-ed to the fireworks.
but small sis got to watch it since dad sent her to town wif her friends.
this year i did not celebrate NDP wif family and zoul.
so yeah...memories..
haiisss..
a few more papers.and my prelim will be over...
i'd done badly for my papers.
i'm ready to received bad result.
susa oii..
k.chaooo!!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008, Tuesday, August 05, 2008
sorrrryyy everyone.
sorry masi...teheee!
i'm at wm mac'd wif D.
thanks for borrowing ur laptop to me..
after eng papers went to wm to pay bills.
went home to changed and met him.
im dyin to check my frenster n blog.
tmrrw is my combined humanities paper.
walaoo!!stress lio!
hudy,even im dissapointed with you,you are still my friend.
thank you for being thr for me. :)
thaaaaaaaannkkkkkkk yoooooooouuuuu!!
t0 my guy friend,zoul,im sorrrryyyyy.
im really sorrryyy.
i cant lie to myself n to you.
i hope u understand and accept the fate.
since there's some one still saying that i have not realised wat im doind,
its obvious that im not for you.
you deserve a better ones.
i believe you.