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Today i didnt woke up for my sahur.but i managed to control even
i have show in the morning.
Me & my dancemate,Hawa had alots of things to share abt r'ship.from my past & present..
while she had alot of obstacles when she had r'ship with his guy last 2 years.
but everything was fine right after his guys realised his mistakes.
i tell you,his guy is really sweet..They will celebrate their 3 years anniversary on next January next year.I wish them last long :D

20 mins more to break-fast.
we will be having Sup Tulang later for our break-fast.
wohoo!sluurpp!
thanks mum for accepting my request.
Good luck,friends.For your 3 papars tmrrw..
i need to start my revision asap.



Im sorry,dude

First of all,congratulations to Fuad & Glenda for becoming our new supervisor in our outlet.
both of them are only 17 & 18,but yet at this young age,they have high post already.
good sia!anyway,good luck to them.

Just came back from work.the queue was long from 6 in the evening till 9..
Nabey! i was given 3rd break.the third group to go for our break fast.
throat was dry and thirsty like hell..legs aching.
Tmrrw need to reach at Fuhua CC by 8.30 in the morning.
im having show tmrrw morning.very the early sia.Kentot btol!
and im not done with my revision.espically chem..shits!

Ytd,i met someone.someone who is very meaningful to me.chey!
mcm paham!watever larr!
it had been long time we have conversation.i mean very long conversation uh.
really miss the moment.
im surprised that he's getting more tktau malu.
haha..wanna touch me uh?anyway,i told this person,i miss the smiles.
huhu!even persuade me to smoke and go to MOS.
tsk3..bad boy..
btw,if a girl had a crush on you,maybe u shld give a try.
like wat i say,you will be your next bestfriend.
even she's older than you.but she's pretty,taller than me and maybe more sporting than me.
good luck,dude..
i will be there if you need help.
okay!stop it eh! Ggrrr!

Have you forgiven me?
?
?

Reply tags.
Ika-changed already.
Hudy-haha!=.=' anything wrong?
Zoul-Oh k.forget it then.i will ask someone to do it.
Masi-Thanks!promise hor! :D
iisyargh-tol tol tol..!last long,babe!

I'm alone at home again.
Big sis asked me to accompany her to BP to have her eyebrow threading.
malas sungguh!but im not sure if im going uh.
i woked up late today.idk y.but when i looked at my clock,it was 12.30pm already.
went and look for big sis in her room,no one thr.yeah!alone at home again.
so i decided to do the laundry first.instead go to the toilet and bath.
i will do it later lahh.

Time check:5.30pm.
1 and half hour to go.
Stayed at home this afternoon doing housechores.Vacuum.Clean up my bedroom.do laundry.
No one at home.so i decided to use comp.but hell yeah..i got more bored.
next i watched tv.Star world channel..watched "The moment of the truth"
im addicted to that programme.same goes to big sis.
she's one who reminded me ytd nite to watch it.i cant miss it anyway.finished at 1.
walk around the house.then i saw my bio textbooks.so....what i did was i took out my bio notes and file.brought all of them to my living room.
& i started my revision.at last!i went through 3 chpts due to the msg i received from him.
lil sis and mum reached home from school and work.told mum im going out for awhile to meet him.accompany him to his schools to send a form to his t'cher.
the form which stated that he's going to Vietnam trip for 1 week.
grrr!7 days 6 nites.damn!he need to pay 190 bucks for the trip.
blablabla..reached home..changed blogskins.updating blog..

now,i really need to go to watch my fav channel 8 show.
bye readers.

oh ya!see u tmrrw :D

1. The first person who tagged you is: Bonnie.Nur Sirin Bte Roslan
2. Your relationship with him/her is: My Gf,my mate,my best friend.3 in 1
3. Your Five impression of him/her:
1)Gorgeous
2)Cute
3)Crazy..siow tingtong.
4)great dancer
5)cool..!
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:She gave me encourage to carry on with my life.
5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you: ape eh?ermm..Tk salah aku die ckp nie"i will be there for you and ignored their words"Sirin,yeker?haha!
6. If he/she become your lover, you will: praised her cos she looks great in anything.i swear!
7.If he/she become your lover, thing he/she will have to improve on will be: I know she have her own personality.that makes me fond of her.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: im not surprised cos we were enemy before.Haha!But it wont happen again..
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:envy?!haha! CHEERS!
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Encourage her to continue dancing & get her someting that she really want for her b'day.
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: Cheerful & happy go lucky.
12. How you think people around will feel about you: bitch! hell yeah! lol
13. The characters you love of yourself are: Im being of myself.
14.On the contrary, the characteristics you hate most about yourself are:Stupid egoistic & hot-tempered..
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:Be myself can?
16. For that people who care and like you, say something to them: Thank you people for supporting all the way.thanks for ur understanding..I hearts to those who care and love me,darlings!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you, pass to people who have blog only:
1.Shidot
2.Eqa
3.Hazeeq
4.iisyargh
5.Mansur
6.Nur Ain
7.Ika
8.Zoul
9.D'fiee
10.Masi
18. who is no. 6 having relationship with? im not sure but she's attached!im excited sia!
19. is no.9 female or male? Female
20. if no. 7 and 10 are together: errm..friend?
21. what is no.2 studying about?She's in ITE Bishan
22. when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? Last 2 weeks on his last day of work :(
23. what kind of music band does no.8 like? ROck,Indie,Oldies.Punk.enta lerr!
24. does no.1 have any siblings? Yup!
25. will you woo no.3? Opps! Hell no! her sis's ex was my ex's sis.!
26. how about no.7? She;s my lovely lil sister.the cute one but irritating.haa!
27. is no.4 single? Nope.She is in love with Mr Aziz... :D
28. if no.4 die, what will you do? I lost one of my best clique in swensen which have the same life like me..
29. what is the surname of no.5?Mansur
30.will you woo no.10? She's too good for me.hahaha!
31. what is the hobby of no.10? Cam-whore?haha!
32. if you are down, who will you go to &why? I will go to my darling shidot,sirin,big sis & bff.they understand and know me very well.so they know wat e best n bad for me.
33. if you had only 5hrs b4 u die, who would u wanna spent time with &why? my family.thanks to them for all their sacrification and ask for forgiveness.they are the best creature,i mean people in this world.
34.do you feel like smacking your friend face or appreciate them if suddenly he/she say actually they hated you? duhh!of coz i will smack each one of them and tell them i dont need people like them.
35. what are u feeling now? stress!Raya dah nk dekat,tt mean N level is coming too.oh ya.i cant make up my mind too.

i was aked to the Quiz by bonnie.now i appreciate to those pple who was in the list to do the quiz.
thank you so much yer!
Btw,thanks bonnie for helping me out to understand the maths Q on prelim paper.
skg aku paham!hehe!& yar..very irritating sak tu construction.haha!
dlm bilik sambil blaja sambil Ngap!!huhu..tsk3..
i dun even remember today is the day.shittt!sorry dong!
Irfan!aku da tukar k..haha!thanks yaw
babe!we have the same tedddy sia..ggrrr!

All things grow better with LOVE..
really uh?ermm.nvm
Skipped school ytd and today.
later meet bff at cck to accompany him to clinic to have his typoid(spelling check pls!)
then meet sirin to have group study together at library.
It have been long time i didnt see sirin.
the last time was the last paper we took a few weeks ago.
rindu banget!

i was given a test by my manager.Qs are tested..
its a multiple choice.there are 2 sections.
Food & Ice-cream.im done with the food only.The ice-cream Q paper is with murni.
i think i can pass my food test but not the ice-cream.
c'mon 29th!i cant wait the day.
i will go shopping with Big sis on 30th to get all the stuffs we want.

k,done.i got nothing to say.

My attendance in school this week is really bad.i only attend the school last tue.
skipped school on last mon,wed,thurs n today.& maybe next week too.
i dont feel like coming to school and see all the same faces.i spent all the 4 days working..
my swensen clique made my days.i felt that im getting closer with them.
even with the new staffs.
i'm on the list of being a traniee of cashier.everything seems fine to me at work.

sorry cliques for being buih person.haa! but actually im not okay.
at least i inform syahidah n fuad.
i heard that there will be 20 of them but in the end,only 10 people turned up.whatever it is,its still havoc kn :D

i dont have the mood to celebrate raya this year.idk y.
im not looking forward except getting back my N level result on november.
or isit december?ouh ya..and work everyday...aim to get more than 500 bucks for my pay.
or maybe more than that.
Last wed went to geylang with bff.i hate the weather...!
sumpah panas giler.fortunately,it was not crowded.
i need to buy new clothes for me even i dun feel like too.
so i bought a simple one.baju kurung..jadi laah tu.
Broke fast at Ayam Penyet Ria.superrbbb!! Yum yum..

today,family and cousin will break fast at outside..must be at serangoon.
tsk3..kt stu jgk nk peg.

I thought & baffled,why they are doing this to me?
pfft!irritaing oi.
but i know,on this hold month of Ramadhan,i fervently,there will be good deeds in
upcoming days.
i was aghast after received different kinds of stories and incident that happpened.
people could not accept me til now.
it was such horrendously & unbelieveable.
whatever it is,nonchalantly is the best.


i wasted my time woking up early in the morning,
took bus,entered the school gate,singing national anthem,recite the pledge
and entered the classroom.
serious oii..!
less than 20 of us came to school.out of 6 subject we had for today,only 1 t'cher came into
our class.as usual,our lame+bapok+disgusting maths t'cher.
pathetic laa sgt2...others were not in school.
i spent time togther with Eugiene & Karen.not with them.expected already.
nah!nvm.im counting the days.hurry up!!!

As if like i dont know what you guys were doing when i was away.
wth r you trying to say "abeh Didi Ong?!"
tsk3..i know,people.
thought huddy come to school.but im wrong..
therefore,i was alone in school.
from 8am-12.30pm...gerek kaper?!

im not coming to school tmrrw...
okay.im going for my siesta time.
tired ahhh!!

Shidot,i know you know,people dont know uh.btw,that costume kite pinjam dari
ika punye skola.i have the full one.i will show to u soon :]
Efa:i tried my best already.tapi tk menjadi.heee!i need to improve more.thanks,anyway..

SCHOOL SUCKS!

Time check: 12.10am
Mood: tired =.='

Last sat was Hazeeq last day at swensen.im goign to miss u,dude.
he was my first fren in swensen.he was friendly.he came to me and asked alot of things.
His sister is a t;cher in my school.his ex was a sister of my ex.
what a small world!all of us sabo-ed him.(lying is a bad habit)
tehee!there were whipped cream,caramel..err.i tink so..and hot fudge too.
all over his face and shirt.i was at the cashier area when they were sabo-ing him.
i was in the training of being a cashier.ta daaaaa! just 3 months,i need to learn already.
fortunately,i was a cashier when i worked at PH.so da biaser kater kn..
last pics of us with hazeeq.remember hor!come and visit us when u free.
& go and find a part-time job that pay u 6 bucks per hr.after that,tell me uh.

Yesterday worked from 11am-10pm.
I replaced for haziq since he cant make it.
It was my first time working during fasting month.
fortunately,im strong enough and surprised that it was not a tiring day for me.

Met new clique.there were 4 of them.
they are older than me..
there was a malay couple came to our outlet at ard 6.
so all of us thought that they came early to get better place for them to break fast.
but im surprised that they had ordered the food.
If im not wrong,they ordered Pizza,rodeo wings and etc.
haha! tk puasa oi! tsk3.
haiyahh! ader jgk org2 mcm gini.
even my supervisor was paisey to eat in front of us.
he drove us away.haha!
at last he did not eat cos the food was sucks!
haha!
then,i assist a malay family to a table that was just right infront of that couple.
the bf saw me bring them in.he put down the cutlery and look outside the window.
haha!tau pon malu.tsk3.
anyway,they were young couple.
5 mins before break fast,they ate the dessert.
walaooo! no respect..
could they just bare for a few mins to have their dessert.?
since maly of muslim people waiting for the time and they saw tt couple started to eat.
omg!i baffled.so shameful.
buat malu orang malu je.
after work,bff fetched me from work.
then,home sweet home.
ouh ya! ytd i did not break fast on the time.
it was really busy and i was given to break my fast at 7.30

so today,rot at home.
watched tv.sleep.computer.books.


Im missing her..
*Nur Shahidah Bte Roslan*
the buncit girl
=p

Morning readers!

slept for 4 hrs after sahur.
everyone was still on the bed.
left me in the living room watching tv.

Today i will be breaking fast at my bff's crib..boy-friend-friend.
*grin smile*
he invited us to his house since he wanna cook for us.
idk ape angin die..like suddenly invite us to his house to break fast together with his buddies
nirah will be there too.
but i need to accompany him to sheng siong later to buy all the ingredients.
& i will be helping out in the kitchen.since his mum is not strong enough to do the work.
Good luck,Hirah.

There was nothing worse than getting close to a friend or a boy only to then
be snubbed.It was twice as bad as someone not liking you in the first place.Which was
why she found it so incredibly unacceptable that certain people were now avoiding her
after she had spent most of the time with them.
Sharing problems,laughing,cracked lame jokes and more.
i miss the time when we were together and very close.
:'(

Thanks you so much,Efa darl.
thanks for your support.


There are more out there in this world hating me than supporting me since the very 1st day of my case between me and him.
i realise it.

Life have not been treating me very well.

Fuck to those prank call.
I received a call from someone ytd nite..
asking me stupid Q.
Cbi..!
"Merepek uhh kau!Puki..!"
wth!he said this before he put down e fone.

I will not let this people go if i find out who is the caller is.
i will be more dissapointed if i know this person very well.
or i can say my own friends.kawan sendiri.
please,i'd enough.

Im mugging at home now.
Lil sis went to her very first tarian practice as she join the PA.
she will be performing at the esplanade for the fiestari raya this year.
she was hoping one day she wil be performing and her wish comes true.
thanks to her dance instructor.
mum in the kitchen.Dad just came back from....idk.i dont bother.

Eh mat,aku rindu kau..!

Done with my asar prayer.
Done with helping mum in the kitchen.
Done....

waiting for boy best-friend msg from just now.
aner lak ni mat peg..
i want to go to bazaar.
but im lazy.Lazy to changed.Lazy to walk.Lazy to take bus.
as you know today is my first day of fasting.
2 more hours to go.
hurry up leeehhhhh...!
perot aku da kasi warning..

okay,chaoww!

Happy Fasting,readers.

k..im bored.
time check: 1 am.
what am i doing currently: Updating blog and on the fone.

btw,tmmrw will be my 1st day of fasting.
pheeww! at last..
i will be having 2 weeks of study break.
but i will use up some of days to work..

but yet,they still have the intention of doing it.
right?

I will never give up..
I hope one day you will forgive me.

I know im sucks.
sucks in r'ship and friendship.
he found difficult to forgive me.
i understand.
Friends are drifting apart from me.
what else i can say?
im hoping for the best.

Paper 1 was fine for me.but for the letter writing,its really killing me.
coz my mind was blank.
karangan was okay too.studied ytd nite for perbincangan as i decided to
do it rather than the narative.
Cikgu was depending me to do perbincangan too.
i'm sorry.the Q was unpredictable.
so i chose narative that was pretty fine and wasy for me.
paper 2 was chicken Mc nuggets.except for some Q from the comprehension.
very the tricky.
overall,paper 1 was much harder than paper 2.
during prelims,paper 2 was much harder than paper 1.

Now,should i study social studies for tmrrw paper?
i guess i will.but definitely,i will get U for my combined humanities.
100% gurantee!

"Ila,makan sekali !!!"
that's wat i heard a few mins ago.
Everyone was having their buke-ing.
Im in my room doing nothing.staring at this comp for nth.

Tmrrw will be our first N level paper.
Good luck to all the candidates!
Malay papers is one of my strongest subject that can help me to get to sec 5.
Insyallah.i will try my best.But,i'd still not yet touched any notes or books for my revision.
haha! isnt that funny.i want to do my best for mly paper but yet i have not started revision yet.
this is all LAST MINUTES revision.
one of my bad habit!

i woke up at 12 this afternoon...heat up all the foods.
Sat in the dining table.eating while watching tv.
took my medicine since i had flu.really bad flu and slight fever.
2 hrs later, i found out i was in the bed already.the pill caused me drowsiness.
at 4,washed up.did some house chores.
Mum nag at me as i 'd been going home very late.
last sat,reached home at 11+.
ytd was much worst.10 mins aftr midnite,i was with big sis.
mum was very angry with me.and we quarrelled.
she was upset with me till on sun morning i was talking to her but she ignored me..
i was with big sis ytd having outing with her's bf's friend ytd..
Had our late lunch at Lau Pau Sat.Proceed to PS.catched a movie.4BIA.
the movie was scary but plus comedy too.
then to bugis.had our late supper.it was 11pm already.took cab to home.
Mum started to talk to me this evening after i gave her 50 bucks.
haha! and just a moment ago,she asked me to eat and asked about my N level tmrrw.
see! hope you get wat i mean.
my mum will be ok if i gave something that can make her cheer up.
i know her very well.
:]