After i recovered from bad headache & vomiting, iwas down with fever,flu & sore throat.
but i dont wish to get MC cos staying at home was kinda boring plus i dont want to face the
same incident happened to my sis.i will talk this later.

I survived to make myself recovered cos i was the only one in my family sicked.
tt mean,im the weakest.whatever.I've lots lots lots of homework to hand in by next week.
I owned my teacher social studies essay since last week.
plus chemistry,malay karangan,eng summary
& dnt coursework(need to complete 8 pages by mon).
pfft!i will be busy on this weekend.not busying with valentine's day
but busy with works & cca.
Friday afternoon,as usual cca tt ends till 5 latest.follow by parents meeting in the evening.
Dance practice at CC tt ends at 10pm.
Sat morning work at 9am.its not the end..i have to rush to sch for cca.
once i reach home,im dead.serious.i need to rest & complete my hws.
& again,work at 9 on sun morning..all my time have been filled with this activities.
with these activities,it will make myself more busy.
cos i've started to day-dreaming in the classroom & thinking back my past.


i was shocked after i listened to my big sis's story about dad.
the story was about the same with the drama which i watched on the tv tt night.
what will happened to my family if this continue?
i thought i was the only one knew about this.but big sis found out and saw it with her own eyes.
while me,i had knew this since last year yet i did not see with my eyes but with my ears.
i kept to myself.i dont dare to tell my family espically mum.this will hurt her :'(
with the conversation he had,with all the things he bought to home to let our family shared togther,with the stories he told mum..
are all this drama tt he put up for us?
what is this all about?
i need someone to know how i felt the pain.& yes,i found one.
Sirin.she had went through this before me. she understand.
GOD,please protect my family.
please!
i try not to become a crybaby now.
i shld be strong & think positive.
afterall,i love my family.


Dude,what was the msg all about?
why u turned up after 1 month missing & become so arrogant?
Why now you expressed ur feelings?
why are you trying to make me feel bad?
why must you tell me what's going on between you & her?
why?
so what if u had broke up ur friendship,r'ship or whatever shit you have with her?
what was ur intention actually?
you dont have to be soooo kind to me after what you did to me last time.
you asked me to forgive & forget our past.
i can do it for you.but i wont forgive you of what you'd done to me.
but i felt sorry for ur mum.
i hope she get well soon.& please do take care of her.
don't regret,dude.

the feelings came back.