Went to have night study with Izma at BB macdHer messy handwritting had made me confused.
Each time i checked her work,i have to ask her what were actually she wrote on the paper.
haha.& super irritating tao.*hak dusshhh*
She kept saying she's one of the 'kakak poly'. =.=' blom paper,da kakak poly.
I missed Suci & Ezora ytd since i went out & reached home at 10.
after 10.30 there were only 3 classes .
the 2 4NA & NT.the rest of the students ended their papers & went home.
i find today our school was quiet..peaceful..ahhhh.
went home straight aft school.
Reached home.changed,collected dirty clothes & dumped into the washing machine.
switched on Tv,changed to Sensasi Channel.
watched the drama & had an apple together with HL milk.
*yum yum* diet uh. *grin*
"nowdays,i dont get attracted to guys easily."
my answer to him
erm..that doesn't mean im turning to lesbian eh.
haha.but seriously,its hard for me to fall in love again.
cos im afraid to make the same mistakes.
ytd I shared my thoughts with izma & today with Fakhirah.
why dont i get a new one & find the happiness out thr.
anyone can tell me why?
I don't want to hurt & leave him.
i dont want to be an evil person in this earth again after i did once.
I need to stop this.
i promise.
but,no one believe me.


