I'm feeling so low now.
fcukfuckfcukfcukfuck.
But thanks to Nab,she made me laughed.



i want to sleep.but i am afraid of those nightmares i have.
i am afraid of the pictures i see,everytime i close my eyes.
its hard to sleep nowadays,at night..
*Nab..sshhhh.just keep it to urself*
(=

I'd been skipping meals for days.
& not even a rice.
how bad is that?
I need some other day.Just a day.
I need space.
I need a break.
I need someone who really can understand me
& i need you.


Deep inside,i know he likes you.
Cos he wont be so mad & frustrated with me for no reason.
I tried my best to make things out clearly.
Yet,they still stick with their decisions
Im hurt with your impression towards me .
yeah.

i just think that he is waiting for KARMA to kene at me,then he will be happy.
right?


Btw,i was surprised u wrote something for me.
oh,i do believe in karma.
& i'd already went through once.
but there's something i wanna make it clear.
we are not meant to be together.
Once is enough.
cos i know im not for him.
(=


Goodnight.