LAst two nights,Haiqal & i spent some time after work to talk out
about somethin that really made me stop from going back home
& stayed still.Listen to all his stories was very interesting part for me.
We spent the nights at Jurong East Mrt Station.So each time
Mrts came,either towards to Joon Koon or Ang mo Kio,we had to
stopped talking due to the noise.Looked at those people walked
in & out from the trains.saw familiar faces tt night.
His stories were same as mine.i mean his history of his first love.
So whenever i listened to him,i really could feel how he felt.
He was hurt and depressed but strong enough to move on.
Just for a reason he became like this.cos of a girl.
yeah.I felt sorry for him,really. Cos i did exactly the same to my ex.
At the same time,he said,he felt like he was talking to his ex gf.
Expressed his feelings.WHile for me,i felt like i was listening to my ex.
His burden,evrything.
It was hard for me & him to 'get our life'..
its not easy as ABC. But we shouldnt stay on like this.
biler mahu game kn.
Afterall,i know haiqal ..not tt much but i believe he is strong enough .
I'm sure he will get a new one,soon.
well..i think we were in the same lane.


i was sleeping & received a call from my manager ytd.

Me: hello. (sleepy voice)
Ma'am khim: Hello,hirah? Eh! do you know tt u r working today?
Me: Huh?!? really meh?
Ma'am Khim: Yalahh ! u start at 5pm.
I woke up & checked on the time. DIE ! & it was already 6.30pm.
Me: M'am! R u kidding me?
Ma'am: No lahh..u can come at 7? cos we are short of 2 staffs
Me: must come uh?aiayhh..i try to come before 7.30 k.
Ma'am : oh.okay..thanks uh.

& we put down the phone.
i got up & rushed to take shower.
Lil sis & mum were laughing at me.
fyi,i didnt have any foods since in the morning.
my plan was to wake up at 6 to have my dinner.
but i didnt have the chance to eat.
i went to work with empty stomach.I drank alot of water at work to
make my stomach stopped grumbling.
Before we leave the outlet,i had ice cream.just abit.
thats it.
see.im getting lose weight soon.
someday.


Tmrrw i will be meeting Zai after my work.
oh well..he's treating me to a movie.
Mawi cannot make it with us tmrrw cos he have to work.
so next time,perhaps.