On the first day of raya,I will be staying at home for the whole day.Why eh? Cos my beloved,not,dad will not be at home.I feel like killing him siaa!
My family never been like this for entire of our life.Is he trying to play tricks on us?
He spoil our mood to raya.Mentang2 me & ikaa are taking N & O exam,excuses ahh nie?
Idk how long i can take all this by myself.You know,it is hard for me to keep all this dirty secrets of him by myself.All i can say,i was the first person in this family found alot of evidence.I've been giving hints to my mum.Yeah.She's suspecting smth already.But yet she keep still,doing nothing.
After keeping for so long,i manage to share this with my cousin.
I cried infront of her,infront of my cliques.I couldn't control my tears anymore.My heart unable to keep them anymore.I let out everything to her.im really disappointed.
I cant wait anymore.Somehow feel like im a failure.A bad sister & daughter.
I dont talk to him unless i was asked to & have to.I dont salam & kiss his hand unless my mum or some relative were there.
I dont want to give up on this.
cos i love them so much.
but at the same time,i hate him.