CNY consert ytd mcm babi.
i mean the crowd uh.overall its fun actually.
Planned to meet at school latest 6.30 am.
end up i woke up late n reached school almost at 7.
proceed to school hall to make-up and everything that shld be done by 9.
took pics after everyone had changed to their costume.
pple said that our contemp dance was messy. haha.da agak dahh.
cos the 5 of us were not sure abt the dance except efa.cos she's the one choreograph the dance.
haha.hancur sey.then rushed back to the holding room.
we changed to our own clothes.practiced steps & took pics.
all of us were so excited and nervous.espically sirin.
the crowds were totally suckss....godd!
daripade semangat nk joget tros gone jus like tt.
after the consert,we went to lot 1 KFC.
aisha and murni went home after tt.the others tts include me & sirin went to Nabilah's crib
to watch DVD.
TALI POCONG PERAWAN.
sirin kept screaming & trying to hide behind me.
nabilah senyap2 dudok blkg dgn bantal cover muke die.
hahahahaha..
den bus-ed to home.put aside my beg..took my pillows and slept in the living room.
thought of waking up at 7+ to go for my dance prac.but i had difficulty to open my eyes.
so continued sleeping till the next morning.
k dahh.
more pichasss at my multiply!

Thanks Sirin for the treat.
wahhh..she got her pay today and accompanied her to Bugis to buy some stuffs that are needed for tmrrw.haha.except the sport google.haha.MetMiding at Swensen.
she came wen im done with my pasta.blabla..
walked around.Saw Yan.he was so excited till he wanna come to me to have
short conversation.but i was rushing since the girls left me behind.
MRT..then met yan at bb last cabin since he took the same train as me but i was at e first n he was at the last cabin.walked to int.have a little conversation till his bus came.
OMG! tmrrw is CNY consert.im so not ready with the tarian.
ggrrrr..cocked up sak bsk.haiyahhh..

pics of the day!

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Eliyana:we should hang out together one day.
Jasssy:Hello!thanks for viewing my blog.
Liesa:Hello Kecik!aku pon rindu sey..985 is still the same uh.Sirin hyper siol..! haha
Awin: Lol..
Sirin:hahahahahahahaahaha..wohooooo!! kau lahh mcm badut =p
Syakecik: HEy! of cos i still remember you,dear.

Buurrrrrrrppppp.!
i ate a slice of pepperoni pizza,garlic bread & beef lasagne just now
im craving for lasagne and curry zazzle since last 2 days & im left with the curry zazzle.
tmrrw maybe sirin will treat me to pizza.yessaaaahhh!this time curry zazzle.hehe
after school,went home straight.washed up & met yan at bb int.
get the staff discount pizza hut frm him.Zai asked me to come down to
e new outlet..so yan brought me thr..Chat with Mai,farhan & zai.
we were talking about the past wen i was still working thr..too much stories & memories.
haha.& the most shocking new i receive frm them was about alfie.
he told everyone that me and him went to BB nature park and motek.
siol laahh....babbi punyer anak...buat cite sak.
fortunately,they believe me more than him.like what farhan said he's the
poser wannabe & mat rep wannabe.tk menjadi.
butoh nyer anak...buat cerita..tk btol plak tu.
ddduuuussshhhhh..!
after chilling with them,back to home to watch Suci.
i tried not to miss any episod.

school today was okay for me.short even there were 7 lessons today.

someone that i know very well is jealous with his good friend.
haha.frustrated nmpk.tsk3.

Monday blues..!
As usual PE,we need to run for Cross Country Prac.
I aim to reach earlier than last week timing.
skali jad lmbt dahh.
13 mins turned to 15 mins.Cikgu playcheats sia.

Me,sirin,efa & murni went to cabin to prac our dance after school.
it was last mins prac.Efa & murni need to catch alot since today was their first prac.
but it turn to be great one.cos they catched e steps.Fast learner.
kater penari2 dunearn (:
tmrrw will be our CNY consert reherseal.
dammnnnn!

I guess you don't need me anymore.
I'm not surprised if u had found a new girl.
& im sure u will give the same reason to tt girl like how u did it to me before.
Ouh ya!it will be great if you return back my pic
somehow,i think,you will have someone special to replace me in ur heart as early as nx month.
haha.anyway,i don't feel regret breaking up wif you.
cos you are not worth at all.
i think you are just using me.like duhh!
no wonder the girls left you.
somethink make me curious.why do you go to swensens girl each time you r facing the same situation?
exactly!no wonder he always asked his manager to send him attachment at JP.
haha!i knew it,dude.

Now,im tryin to boycott from mum.
its was sudden question tt pop out from her mouth.
she's asking me about my past r'ship with him.
gawd! plurrr--eeesss..
fortunately,im too benevolent to answer her politely even tt question made me wanna puke.
ggrrr! tk perlu eh.

today was a great day for me.
sweet & simple day bt a looooongggggg day for me.
why? after school sirin and i went to Gombak since 2 of us were craving for
bubble tea & waffles.
blablabla...changed for our CNY consert rehearsel.
it was a blast uh.even our tarian H.A.N.C.U.R but kite shiock sendiri..
it started with my menses cramp(sirin was making a fool of me) followed by tickling
each other(I started it first)..then accompanied efa..Finale & lastly discussing abt our dance.
it did not stop right thr.everyone went back.Left me n sirin in the toilet,second floor.
aper lagi,played songs,change mode to video record n click..
sirin was in the position..song start,she start to move her body..

psssttt..sirin perna date dgn seorang cikgu & actor sey.
lol..dalam diam2 eh..tsk3..

wahuahuahuahuahaua...

Satu Pergi,Satu Datang

M.I.A skjap.

People,do you know where have my happiness been?
Me very sad.
Me hate you so much that you made me hate myself.
Me feel like going somewhere far so no one will recognise me.
Me feel like disguising me image.
Me feel like sleeping all the way so that me no need to think so much.
Me want to go somewhere quiet so that me could relax me mind.
Me feel like not wanting to live for just awhile.
Me need to knock my head.
Me brain very tired.Me always have to suffer.
Lastly, me want to cry.

what's wrong with you,hirah?

im facing alots of problems now.with studies,families,school,friends & personal stuffs.
because of you,the news were everywhere.
& oh pls,i don't & not giving any hope on them.take note,please.
stop with ur stories and rumours.
it got nothing to do with him.
its about myself.
I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP.
fyi,It's STill Bleeding & Can Still Feel The Pain.

"I'm lucky i'm in love with my bestfriends."
this phrase is taken from one of my fav song.
LUCKY.this song make me give the feelings of being a great person.
to loved and to be loved by someone as a friend,it feels great,man.
i'm loving it.
& murni love it too.. haha.

life is so complicated

There were only 4 subjects today.First period was SS,followed by Eng..
then Maths.AFter recess,5 periods of D&T lesson.
The whole 5 periods,Mr Toh were talking to us.explaining the new criteria..
include N level.he promised us to treat pizza if half of the class get Grade 1 or 2 for our D&T.
must wait very loooooongggg lahh gtu.
but i like it to listen to his talk cos he really motivated me n zulhaili to do our best.
:) mcm tk sabar gtu nk amek N papers.
English lesson was not too boring cos we learnt how to pronounce those words correctly.
it was fun actually..I'd set my mindset not to give up on maths.
i wont give up on it.i tried not to sleep during D&T periods.
its like most of our classmates were shivering cos the air-conditioner was really low.
19 degree uh tk sala..plus sleepy eyes.we cant sleep or put our heads
down,to prevent scolding from Mr Toh.Pantang oi die!

so,after school,met darling shidot at the bus stop.if im not wrong e last time i met her was last nov..uhhh..tu pon she n her bf came down to IMM to jalan2..i passed her a necklace tt i bought
for her..& not forget,sirin.i hope they love the small gift frm me.this show how much i
treasure our friendship :)
sweet tk? huhu.
efa,tell me about it k..i nk dgr lahh..excited with it.

currently chat with eder & afiq.
my online friend and my friend's bf...they helped me alot in such things.haha.
thanks eh.espicallu eder.wont fail to make me smiler from ear to ear.

Early in the morning,had assembly at the hall.
thanks eh..from 7.30-8.30 was principal's speech.
bergolek taik telinga aku..as usual he would talk about the school misson & vision.
haiss..after the talk,we had spot check.they checked on our nametags and skirts.
Mr rani let me go even i knew that my skirt is quite short..
Im glad that all my teachers are great and fun.espically maths.
i get a maths t'cher which is more capable and understand his teaching..pheew!

*you think i should accept your forgiveness after what you'd done to me?
why should i?with those hurtful words,that's too much,dude.
senang2 jer kau ckp forget it..pikir aku ni barbie doll?


yesterday after accompanied efa to queensway,i went to wm to meet my PH frens.
not public holiday but pizza hut eh.
actually there were 4 of us.but mawi could not make it.
Mawi is going to NS.da peg pon nari.=.='
then we thought to meet and chilled togther before mawi go for his NS.
but end up mawi had to meet his gf to watch movie.tapi..kasi chance.
wait for yan.ni bdk btol2 kurang asam.waited him for almost 1 hr.dduusshhh!
went to macd.had our dinner.blabla..
i really had a great time wif them.they were so fun.we laughed like we own the restaurant.
i was bullied by them.haiss..i missed the moment that we hang out togther when i worked at Pizza hut..that was my previous workplace uh..now no more.!
ouh ya..we managed to finish our dance today.

im done

i have not post abt my very first day school on last friday.
early in the morning,sat at the hall from 7.30-9..almost thr uh.
as usual,with the principal's speech and Mr Rani,our DM talks about the discipline matters
really made my butt pain.=.='
It was monotonous & i just felt like sleeping ..ZzZzzZ..
But soon after the talks,we proceed to our classroom.
Sirin was not in the same class with us cos she took diff subj.
class namer je 4 ruby..tapi haprakk..!

Ouh ya! our sec 1 students were so quiet and cute.haha..geramm nyer..

throw it all away

okay!im done