This is the worst bad mood i ever had since for a very long time.
I easily get mad abt little tiny stuffs.

I really don't expected this to happen.
& no intention too.
All i could say is " misunderstaning "
im confuse now.
since that thing happened,i lost my mood.
I went to work.
People asked what's wrong with me.
Each time i didnt have anything to do,i will just stood & day-dreamt
Then those words would appear in my head.
its really sucks,man.

I have no choice but have to give in.
I have to.
I tried my best to solve this thing.
& i have to be strong to accept any miracle or obstacles tt will come along my way.
honestly,i didnt have the intention.
"once he hate you,he will hate that person for a very long period"

Ya allah,what i'd done?

people,i would like to apologise if i hurt ur feelings.
if you think im involve & in wrong,im really sorry.
forgive me.

To you girl,believe my words.
& im waiting for the good news.
Im sorry for everything..

pointless.
cos i have already someone special in my heart.
& its you.

Skipped school today.
I dont feel like going cos i can say today lesson will be boring.
100% sure. But i will going tmrrw cos we will have the trip to aiports (=

So in the afternoon,big sis & i went to bb int to settle all the bills & met ikaa.
Then we settled down at Coffee Bean.Had double choc & a choc cake.
Saw father Wong (Mr.Wong)
then we met mum & dad at the furniture shops.
Ikaa & i chose our new wadrobe (actually we bought meja solek.idk wats in english)
hahaha.Then big sis chose a wadrobe to place her TV.
Then,we proceed to Bestari & had our lunch cum dinner.
I had lamb chop & its not nice.*blehhhh*
Walked back to the van & i saw faris standing at the kitchen window.
haha.he was with someone.
Big sis & i waved back & smiled at him before we went into the van.
Dad sent us back & he went off for work.

Finally my pay will be on this friday.wohooo
& i have to pay the tixs that i'd bought from my frens.
dead.
I need new tops,jeans & dress !
sirin,biler nie?!?

I really have difficulty at eating,drinking,talking & smiling.
There are 2 ulcers in my mouth.its on the right gums & lip.
tapi mkn laju.
hahaha.
Rezeki is already there for my family.
Finally,mum received her money..$$$$$..
& she bought alot of foods for us.
Oreo w strawberry cream,biscuits,otak2 & chicken rice.
slurrrpp.
No more diet for me for this days.
This friday we might go for a BIG feast with family & cousins.
jyeah.

Ended school late today.
the course that i went was Airlines Services.
This course will last till this friday.
On thurs,we will visit to Terminal 1,2,3 & budget airline airport.
hope everything will go smoothly.

D'gig was awesome.

I really hate the wheather today.
Humid.Unlike ytd.HEAVEN.
but,still,switch on the fan at no. 2 & even wanna take off my shirts
when sleeping.hahaha.
Congrats to Kris tt had become the next American Idol.
I'd been supporting him instead Adam cos he looks like a gay bustard.
hahaha.sorry Adam's fan.
I got back my mid yr paper for English & Malay.
I passed my malay except english.
but im not satisfied with the marks tt i scored.
didnt reached my expectation.
For english,overall paper i failed.but the teacher will push up the mark for me.


Holiday is coming soon.
My schedule is already pack with dnt camp,revision with mates,
work,dance practice & outingsssss.
yeahh.
that will be fun.
The revision will be held twice a week.

Luqman & Nirza were mad cos i didnt reply their msg-es.
idk wats wrong with this fucking shit of fone.
I will get a new one by end of tis yr.
cos i really hate using tis fone.
serious.
bekas die jgk.
pfft.


pichasss on last sat.
more at multiply.

Currently msg-ing with Luqman & blogging.
Treat lil sis to swensens just now since she complaint tt she was hungry.
Met Huddyy in 106.
I knew lahh.lazy to walk.hahaha.
After finished the foods & ice-cream,went home straight.

Ytd went to Lot 1 library to study with Sirin & izma aft sch
Sirin taught izma physic & i studied my bio.
Ahhbean,even my exam is in 2 months time,i have to start my revision now.pfftt !
I dont want to repeat my history again.
1 yr is enough for me.
(=
Btw,nice meeting of you two.
haha.
I cant't wait for my birthday!


`Tadaa`
gtg.

meeting darl shidot tmrrw.
<3

Good morning!
its past 12 already
i really had fun just now with the babes & dudes.
Outing specially for swensen crews.
We went to KFC at funan to eat.
Then walked to s'pore flyer to look at the event.
We walked from penin to the place.& its freaking tired.
jyeah.the place was crowded.they took part in some games.
& won poker cards & a tiger cup. Cool !
The queue was sooooo long.its only at 5pm.
They were only allowed to enter the place at 6 plus.
I think so uh.Then walked to Marina Square.
reason? we need to go toilet.
proceed to Bugis.Fetched Fuad.Walked to Arab street & sheshaa.
aahhhh.nice one.the service was excellent but we were disapointed with the
shesha thing.Oh! the best part was we had 2 shesha & 2 drinks.
We only paid for 1 shesha & a drink.
that was suprising.so all of us cabot before they realised about it.
had our supper at zam-zam.there were 10 of us.
anndd very the kecoh.
Photos will be upload soon.
yeahh.soon,people.
i have some wit me.the rest r with Awin & Etiqa..
We took train & an accident happened.
between the BANGLAS & etiqa.
hahaa.funny but scary uh.
they cui-cui us,the girls.tsk tsk tsk.
mntk kene sepak kt dahi.


p/s:im suprised she said that to me.
oh well =)

Went to have night study with Izma at BB macd
Her messy handwritting had made me confused.
Each time i checked her work,i have to ask her what were actually she wrote on the paper.
haha.& super irritating tao.*hak dusshhh*
She kept saying she's one of the 'kakak poly'. =.=' blom paper,da kakak poly.
I missed Suci & Ezora ytd since i went out & reached home at 10.


after 10.30 there were only 3 classes .
the 2 4NA & NT.the rest of the students ended their papers & went home.
i find today our school was quiet..peaceful..ahhhh.
went home straight aft school.
Reached home.changed,collected dirty clothes & dumped into the washing machine.
switched on Tv,changed to Sensasi Channel.
watched the drama & had an apple together with HL milk.
*yum yum* diet uh. *grin*



"nowdays,i dont get attracted to guys easily."
my answer to him
erm..that doesn't mean im turning to lesbian eh.
haha.but seriously,its hard for me to fall in love again.
cos im afraid to make the same mistakes.
ytd I shared my thoughts with izma & today with Fakhirah.
why dont i get a new one & find the happiness out thr.
anyone can tell me why?
I don't want to hurt & leave him.
i dont want to be an evil person in this earth again after i did once.
I need to stop this.



i promise.
but,no one believe me.

Good luck to those who are taking their mid-year papers today.
Classes like sec 4 NA & NT dont have to take any papers.
so for the 1 week we will be having special timetable.
All we have to do is to have revision.
Im at home now.blogging.Skipped sch cos i dont feel like too.
haha.ponteng je eh!

ouh ya.this coming june we are going to dance at Marina Barrage.
Hope all the dancers can make it except murni & farhan.
im broke now,serious.
grrr.work start at 6 today.
i think i should go & take shower now.
im visiting aunt & nieces now.


byyyyyyeeeee


wadsup with those feelings?