I lost my N level dnt folder.cbi !
You idiot,ikaa! hahaha.
neeii.im just kidding.but serious shit,she misplaced my dnt folder.
oh no.
there was a time during june holiday,we decided to clean up
our bedroom.& we rearrange our bed & stuffs.
so most probablly she forgot where she keep my folder.
arghh!
today is just not my luck.aft recess i have 5 periods of dnt.
most of them have completed their artefact.
My artefact was half way done but unfortunately i have to change
my artefact due to too complicated.yeahh.
so i really dont have any choice & im short of time,i changed.
Im glad that my artefact was 60% complete now
2 periods of getting solutions & new idea.
the rest of periods i did my new idea artefact.
& now mine is almost done.pheew!
thanks zul for your helps.

Today is my classmate bday,farid.
But he was absent from sch today.
i guess he was celebrating with his loved ones.
Happy 17th B'day,Farid Aziz!
:)

Ahhbean was absent from sch too.
patot lahh sunyi je during recess time.
she's having fever but yet didnt got see doctor.
she's afraid of being quarantine
HAHA!
tk strong lahh you.

To Mr E,
Im sorry if i ever hurts you.Im sorry that i cant be with you like
what u wants.Im sorry if i caused all those rumour.
Im deeply sorry,friend.
Since you are going to national service,
please take care of yourself.
Goodbye. :)

reply to tags.
Ahhbean: Remember our promise,my dear.you can do it,babe!
Shidot: Hahaha! okay.promise.
Hudy: bkn supper abeh aper eh?breakfast eh?hahaha.
Sirin: aper jer.lawa per.hahaha! :p

Today is the first day of new semester.
Overall,lessons went smoothly but sleepy after recess.
Cos ytd i slept at 2 plus.
We took height & weight this morning.
i feel like smack je weigh machine tu.
Tipu tk agak2.pfft
Last week i check my weight.it was only 51 kg.
but this morning,my weight was 54 kg.
LIAARRR! ggrrr.
tk puas hati.went home straight aft sch.
& i straight away checked on my weight .
then,it showed 52kg. 2 kg diff sia.
cheat my feelings lahh.

I finished work on sun at 5pm.
went home straight & slept for an hour.
Got up,washed up & met them at Jurong East Int.
we had short meeting at the outlet regarding our new food items,drinks & ice cream.
People,check it out on our new menu.
You guys will definitely like the ice cream menu.
Cos now we are have Durian,Milo & Chendol ice cream.
MARVELLOUS!
Everyone looked tired .
Cos the meeting started at ard 1045pm till 11 plus.
Saw someone outside IMM.
Aiyah.Heartpain sia when i saw him.
So walked back to train & reached home quite late.
Packed bag & had my late supper.that was at 1 plus in the morning.
yeah.i didnt eat anything except for ice cream.
Talked otp with someone.Im glad that everything is fine now.
Thank god.

The main characters are Bunga Cinta Lestari & Ashraf Sinclair.
They are such a lovely & sweet couple.
I LIOKE ! :D
Ytd night,I watched the video till it finished
After watching tt video,i went to sis's room & read a novel.
I went to sleep at ard 2 plus in the morning.
Insomnia?
Today,
Did laundry & clean the house.
I started to feel hungry so i cooked fried rice.
I accidentally poured too much chili.
& it turned out to be very spicy.
Bedal jer.lapar punye psl.
I left some for ikaa.she's now at sch doing her dnt artefact.
she said that it's almost done.bagos lahh.aku nyer lom abes2.
Ytd performance was great even there were some mistakes.
I was happy to see the audience smiling & laughing away .
Haha.phhew! Great job,puspa.
You will feel akward cos those people that we don't know
will come to us & took pics of us w/o any warning haha! Oh! Thanks hudy for coming.cute kn! haha.aku tao.
So after the performance,we changed & had our lunch.
Took sch bus & stopped at bb int.
I went to macd & grabbed Hot Fudge Sundaes.
& now im craving for Waffle.ANYONE? *grin*
I straight away landed on my bed & slept till 8 plus.
pics of ytd.

The first pic was taken at CSC bowling .
4 of us plus the boys (Ghazie,Hakim,Nizam & Amat )
went there after the rehearsal.
The weather was very humid & the place was crowded too.
After the event,some of us followed Sup-Andi to macd.
He treated us Mc wings meal & celebrated zulhaili's b'day as well.
I have been eating Macd 3 days straight.
Die Die Die ! My tummy is getting bloated now.
Buncit lor.haiiss.
After had those mini celebration,headed to CSC.
Hakim scored the highest followed by me.
jyeah ! nice one!!
Someone was jealous.* ahhbean*
hahaha.suwo Amat straightkn tangan,padahal die pon uat samer jgk.
pii dahhh.

Tmrrw must reach school by 6.30am.
As usual eh,Sup-Andi will be e last person to arrive.
I bet you that.
In the previous post,I said that i will follow ikaa & dad to pick up a colour for our living room.
But i didnt.
cos i woke up at 4 in the morning.
Couldnt get back to sleep.So i played games in my hp & ikaa's till 6.
So,kirim salam jer.

Parents were not at home when i reached home after dance.
Left ikaa alone.
She was playing the computer since 7 plus.
So i chased her away.
& i have been trying to put songs in my blog but tk menjadi.
tsk.
Now parents are back 10 mins ago.
They went to Macd Drive-thru (idk wat's tt thingy called)
They bought all cheeseburger.BORING!
piang eh.No choice.Hungry already.I grabbed one & finished
it in less than 5 mins.
ni dipanggil ' gelojoh ' huhu.

I have to wake up early this morning.
Dad asked me & ikaa to follow him to paint shop.
He need help frm us..We got the chance to choose the colour
for our living room wall.
Nice one !
So,we already decided to pick brown.
The last time i saw big sis was last wed.
Now she's at clementi.Unfortunately,she will be not there tmrrw
to pick colours together with us.
like what we did for the past few years.
nvm.leave it to me & ikaa,kak !

Tmrrw,we will be having rehearsal at Marina Barrage.
Hudyy is coming with her sis this sunday. jyeah.
im excited.

Btw,after the cca Ahhbean & i went to watch a movie.
Ghost of my Girlfriends' past.
eerr.i guess 3.5 will be their rate our of 5.
hahaha!
some part i nearly fall asleep.But i gave my best to stay on.
Cos i didnt want to disappointed Ahhbean.
Haha! she treat me to the movie mahh !
So,Nab ! Thank you very very much.


I received ur msg ytd night.
& that was really sweet.
:D


Nites,readers.

Im done with the new skin.
How is it?
Ahhbean said that purple colour keling.
hahaha.nonsense lahh you.

I just came back from greenridge.
Afiq brought me to meet his friends.
They are great & kecoh but i didnt get to talk to them except for haiqal.
Cos i was shy.haha.duhh ! pemalu sikit.
I got FREE double cheeseburger.haha!
one of his friend treat all of us.thank you, nameless (idk his name)

Ytd i slept almost 2 am.then woke up at 9.
Work started at 11.
Now im having muscle cramp on my left hands.
Lunch time was busy.serious shits !
i couldnt control my left hands.
Each time i carried a tray fulled with plates (bukan ringan.kes berat2 nye)
my hands started to shiver.
from 11 till 2 i have been carrying heavy stuffs.


I will be performing at Marina Barrage this sunday.
Come & watch us if you're free.

Ikaa's sch have the opportunity to perform for AYG closing ceremony
gerek perrrr.
jealous gue.

How come it turned to be like this?
I mean,I dreamt of him last night.
fcuk.It was only a DREAM,hirah.
No big deal,anyway.

I will blog again when i have the mood.
Oh.
btw,we are just friends.
that's it.
& thanks for the choc.
Haha!

LAst two nights,Haiqal & i spent some time after work to talk out
about somethin that really made me stop from going back home
& stayed still.Listen to all his stories was very interesting part for me.
We spent the nights at Jurong East Mrt Station.So each time
Mrts came,either towards to Joon Koon or Ang mo Kio,we had to
stopped talking due to the noise.Looked at those people walked
in & out from the trains.saw familiar faces tt night.
His stories were same as mine.i mean his history of his first love.
So whenever i listened to him,i really could feel how he felt.
He was hurt and depressed but strong enough to move on.
Just for a reason he became like this.cos of a girl.
yeah.I felt sorry for him,really. Cos i did exactly the same to my ex.
At the same time,he said,he felt like he was talking to his ex gf.
Expressed his feelings.WHile for me,i felt like i was listening to my ex.
His burden,evrything.
It was hard for me & him to 'get our life'..
its not easy as ABC. But we shouldnt stay on like this.
biler mahu game kn.
Afterall,i know haiqal ..not tt much but i believe he is strong enough .
I'm sure he will get a new one,soon.
well..i think we were in the same lane.


i was sleeping & received a call from my manager ytd.

Me: hello. (sleepy voice)
Ma'am khim: Hello,hirah? Eh! do you know tt u r working today?
Me: Huh?!? really meh?
Ma'am Khim: Yalahh ! u start at 5pm.
I woke up & checked on the time. DIE ! & it was already 6.30pm.
Me: M'am! R u kidding me?
Ma'am: No lahh..u can come at 7? cos we are short of 2 staffs
Me: must come uh?aiayhh..i try to come before 7.30 k.
Ma'am : oh.okay..thanks uh.

& we put down the phone.
i got up & rushed to take shower.
Lil sis & mum were laughing at me.
fyi,i didnt have any foods since in the morning.
my plan was to wake up at 6 to have my dinner.
but i didnt have the chance to eat.
i went to work with empty stomach.I drank alot of water at work to
make my stomach stopped grumbling.
Before we leave the outlet,i had ice cream.just abit.
thats it.
see.im getting lose weight soon.
someday.


Tmrrw i will be meeting Zai after my work.
oh well..he's treating me to a movie.
Mawi cannot make it with us tmrrw cos he have to work.
so next time,perhaps.

Just had my rootbeer with choc ice cream.
slurrrpp.& something wrong with the weather today.
My body is aching all over now espically my legs due to ytd event at power house.
Overall,its was really fun & happening.
nice experience for me.yeahh.saw alot of familiar faces.
*thumbs up*
But thanks to those mat reps..mntk nk kene smack.very irritating.
suker hati mak bpk die je.
before that,
Sunday morning i went to Tampiness cos there was wedding function at dad's side.
at 3+ i went off.changed & met Sirin,Haiqal & Ezam.
we had our lunch cum dinner cum supper at Habourfront Macd.
then walked to power house.
i hate to queue but no choice.we were standing for fucking 4 hrs.pfft.
fortunately,thanks to haiqal's members,we got to cut queue.haha!
when the clock striked exactly at 12.30am,we were able to get in.
the party ended at abt 3+..
we walked to harbourfront int just to get drinks cos we were so thirtsy like hell
and legs were aching.we chilled at the place to wait for the first bus.
but since the first & second buses were fulled wif people,
sirin & i took the 3rd bus & the guys took mrt.
reached home ard 7+..3 hrs of sleeping was kinda enough for me.
got up & ready to meet my friends at lot 1 library to have our revision together.
we talked & jokes alots instead of studying.
i really mcm paham..3 hrs like enough gtu.i really cant take it.i falled asleep a few times.
gundu me.plus my stomach started to make sound.
we grabbed something to eat from old chang kee.
then i went to clementi to see new born baby & both of my sisters were thr too.


pichasss!

I'm feeling so low now.
fcukfuckfcukfcukfuck.
But thanks to Nab,she made me laughed.



i want to sleep.but i am afraid of those nightmares i have.
i am afraid of the pictures i see,everytime i close my eyes.
its hard to sleep nowadays,at night..
*Nab..sshhhh.just keep it to urself*
(=

I'd been skipping meals for days.
& not even a rice.
how bad is that?
I need some other day.Just a day.
I need space.
I need a break.
I need someone who really can understand me
& i need you.


Deep inside,i know he likes you.
Cos he wont be so mad & frustrated with me for no reason.
I tried my best to make things out clearly.
Yet,they still stick with their decisions
Im hurt with your impression towards me .
yeah.

i just think that he is waiting for KARMA to kene at me,then he will be happy.
right?


Btw,i was surprised u wrote something for me.
oh,i do believe in karma.
& i'd already went through once.
but there's something i wanna make it clear.
we are not meant to be together.
Once is enough.
cos i know im not for him.
(=


Goodnight.