I was given 2 days MC.
I dragged myself to cck poly this morning.I really dont have any choice but i really need the medicines.
I was coughing badly ytd night.My chest hurt alot.There were always blood in my nose each time i sneeze.
Hidung lobangku skg tgh luka tao.arghh!pain,you know!
I was alone this morning.yeahh.Big sis had just get a new job.Im glad & happy for her.
After for so long,now she have full time job.Bole treat adek2 die.hees!
Currently my voice da mcm abg rocker.eh,wait.sounds wrong.kakak rocker? haha! tu lag da laen mcm.
I have rock voice now.My form t'cher called me this morning.I was at the poly at tt time.
I have to really shout cos i dont have voice & he was like " uh? aper? tk dgr uh? "
irritating bustard.mcm nk ckp " huh? k. bye uh! " hahaha.perangai sak hirah.
im pissed with myself cos i got to know from my friends tt tmrrw there will be class photo taking for the whole school.argghh!
Wasted lahh.I will be not in the pic & confirm something wrong with the class photo w/o me.
HAHA! perasan!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009, Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009, Monday, July 27, 2009
Thanks to shikin.Cos her disease spread to me.& now im having fever,bad headache,cough,flu & chest pain.I feel like,i want to take a chopper & cut my chest.Its hard for me to breathe now.Serious shit ! blehhh. I skip today's tutorial & decided to go cck poly .after i withdraw some money at the posb machine which i was still at bb.But i changed my mind not to go & went home straight.
The reasons are....
1. Lazy mcm oink oink.
2. I hate to wait just to see a doctor (very mengade-ngade eh.heee! )
3. The weather just now was drizzling.
4. My head was spinning so fast.
5. My beg was heavy.
6. My body was sticky due to the pe lesson this morning.
7. I dont want to get MC.I will explain it why.
8. My chest pain.
9. It was hard for me to breathe.
10. Lastly,cos i was alone. :(
wtf.k dahh eh.like i say i dont want to have MC cos i will be having Malay N Level Oral tmrrw at Hillgrove.I hope by tmrrw my temperature will be okay dokie cos i dont want to take my oral on the other day which held at somewhr at Buona Vista.troublesome tao.pfft !
So after this i want to sleep & have plenty rest..
How many times you wanna hurt people's feelings?
How many times you wanna destroy people's r'ship?
How many times you wanna suffer all this?
How many times should people give you advices on this matter?
Till when you will realise your stupid mistakes?
All i can describe you is,you're such a sweet talker motherfucker!
You are playing dirty tricks now.
Beware with it,friend.
The reasons are....
1. Lazy mcm oink oink.
2. I hate to wait just to see a doctor (very mengade-ngade eh.heee! )
3. The weather just now was drizzling.
4. My head was spinning so fast.
5. My beg was heavy.
6. My body was sticky due to the pe lesson this morning.
7. I dont want to get MC.I will explain it why.
8. My chest pain.
9. It was hard for me to breathe.
10. Lastly,cos i was alone. :(
wtf.k dahh eh.like i say i dont want to have MC cos i will be having Malay N Level Oral tmrrw at Hillgrove.I hope by tmrrw my temperature will be okay dokie cos i dont want to take my oral on the other day which held at somewhr at Buona Vista.troublesome tao.pfft !
So after this i want to sleep & have plenty rest..
How many times you wanna hurt people's feelings?
How many times you wanna destroy people's r'ship?
How many times you wanna suffer all this?
How many times should people give you advices on this matter?
Till when you will realise your stupid mistakes?
All i can describe you is,you're such a sweet talker motherfucker!
You are playing dirty tricks now.
Beware with it,friend.
Sunday, July 26, 2009, Sunday, July 26, 2009
I MISS THEM,serious shit! Its been long time i didnt work.Chey! Padahal last sunday i worked sey.i miss working with Ezam,Syafiq & Iisyargh.
& i missed the outings too..grrr!
I will be working at 5pm today.But im having fever & sore throat.
I woke up very early today,8.30am.suprising uh.ytd i slept at almost 1am.I checked on my temperature.It was not that high.good good.
Oh! someone owe me a treat.
HUDY! Better keep your promise eh.
*grins*
Friday, July 24, 2009, Friday, July 24, 2009
This picture was taken last year.i was waiting for a cab to go toCDANS for our Farewell Dinner.oh! Sirin & liesa were with me too.
We were late for that dinner so we get a cab instead taking a bus which
takes only a few stops.seee.da lawa2 tkkn nk naik bus kn..tk glam....
haha!
And this pic reflashed back my memories a year ago.
yeahh.im sad over this but i have to move on,other way or another.
I msg-ed kak hawa a few mins ago.
i asked her to pass the msg that i will not be coming for the night dance trainings for a few weeks cos i really need time to study.
My prelim is in 2 weeks time.
I have to hand in my dnt journal in 2 weeks time too.
MATI LAHHHHH ! haiisss.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009, Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I am one of many.
Small branches of a broken tree.
Always looking to the ones above.
For guidance, strength and security.
One little branch trying.
To keep the others from breaking away
Who will fall?
And who will stay?
Now I stand alone.
Looking at the earth through the rain.
And I see the broken branches I knew.
Scattered about me in pain.
There are those who have taken an axe.
To the root of our very foundation.
And who have passed this destruction.
Down to every new generation.
If I could take that axe.
I would toss it deep into the sea.
Never to return again.
To harm the generations that follow me.
I am one of many.
But alone I will go.
And plant the new seeds.
Where a beautiful tree will grow.
AKU BENCI PEPEMPUAN INDONESIA !!
ARGHHHH!
Things will get worst for me.
F**k you laaaaa!!
Ahhbean: Kau da tao,kau diam jer eh..ssshhhh
Hudy: I try k.if aku free & tk malas *winks*
Haiqal : (= Thanks!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009, Tuesday, July 21, 2009
I was given 2 days MC.Today & tmrrw.
I want to complaint uh!
I waited for 2 hrs 10 mins to see a doctor.
I went to cck poly & it was freaking soooo long.
2hrs 10 mins of waiting is not fuunyyy but its alreadyy too much.
the service bad sia.pfft !
If the pain is still there,i have to go to hospital for further check up.
which means if its getting serious i have to go for operation.
Doctor said i have appendix.
Called ahhbean.Asked her to tag me along to lot 1.
So we had Pizza Hut for our lunch .My treat.
Sorryy,sirin.next time yr turn k..i promise.hehe.
I bought something for me..I spent almost 50 bucks today.
Nab,kau diam eh. Haha.
Someone msg-ed me at the right time.
So i met him.
I completed 2 maths topics.pheew!
Tmrrw kak ida's bday.
I plan to give a surprise.
Kak tt! Tmrrw teman me can.....??
I want to complaint uh!
I waited for 2 hrs 10 mins to see a doctor.
I went to cck poly & it was freaking soooo long.
2hrs 10 mins of waiting is not fuunyyy but its alreadyy too much.
the service bad sia.pfft !
If the pain is still there,i have to go to hospital for further check up.
which means if its getting serious i have to go for operation.
Doctor said i have appendix.
Called ahhbean.Asked her to tag me along to lot 1.
So we had Pizza Hut for our lunch .My treat.
Sorryy,sirin.next time yr turn k..i promise.hehe.
I bought something for me..I spent almost 50 bucks today.
Nab,kau diam eh. Haha.
Someone msg-ed me at the right time.
So i met him.
I completed 2 maths topics.pheew!
Tmrrw kak ida's bday.
I plan to give a surprise.
Kak tt! Tmrrw teman me can.....??
Monday, July 20, 2009, Monday, July 20, 2009
Okay people,i have already upload some pic .
The party went smoothly except the time to cut the cake was delayed.
sorry,people.
Many people asked me how heavy was the cake & how much cost.
It doesnt matter to me cos i didnt fork out anything for my party.
everything was sponsored by my family & close cousin.
the delivery man sent the cake to my house & when i opened it,
I was jumping like a mad person plus lom mandi.
the cake was AWESOME.LAWA.CREATIVE.CUTE.
and and there were green cupcakes too.
aahhhh.lovely.
Pichasss.
Mawi & Zai
The b'day girls.
Thanks to Nab & sirin for helping me up.
& to this 2 girls.thanks.
Not forgetting my beloved mum.she spent so much on my bday
Kene sabo by my swensens' friends.
Sorry Mawi & Zai.You guys didnt get to taste the cake.
Ni bdk eh ! GRRRR.
She gave me skipping rope for my present.
Unique lahhh.hahahaha!
Thanks for coming,friends.
Awww.mcm nk pelok & kiss ajer.
thank you!
Ni nk step cute =.='
Thanks for coming.
Thanks,Bonnie Sirin! <3>
AHHBEAN! AKU SUKER NI SGT2. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
This was the coolest gift i'd ever had.
skipping rope.Thanks eh ,hudy!
lol
Argghh! DKNY at last oi !
This is super cute.My new friend for the rest of nights.
From Izma.Thanks babe.
The party went smoothly except the time to cut the cake was delayed.
sorry,people.
Many people asked me how heavy was the cake & how much cost.
It doesnt matter to me cos i didnt fork out anything for my party.
everything was sponsored by my family & close cousin.
the delivery man sent the cake to my house & when i opened it,
I was jumping like a mad person plus lom mandi.
the cake was AWESOME.LAWA.CREATIVE.CUTE.
and and there were green cupcakes too.
aahhhh.lovely.
Pichasss.
Mawi & Zai
The b'day girls.
Thanks to Nab & sirin for helping me up.
& to this 2 girls.thanks.
Not forgetting my beloved mum.she spent so much on my bday.i pity cos she was not feeling well tt day.
Kene sabo by my swensens' friends.
Sorry Mawi & Zai.You guys didnt get to taste the cake.
Ni bdk eh ! GRRRR.She gave me skipping rope for my present.
Unique lahhh.hahahaha!
Thanks for coming,friends.
Awww.mcm nk pelok & kiss ajer.thank you!
Ni nk step cute =.='lol
Thanks for coming.they were my pri schmates & dancemates.
Some of the gifts tt i received on that day.
Thanks,Bonnie Sirin! <3>
AHHBEAN! AKU SUKER NI SGT2. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
This was the coolest gift i'd ever had.skipping rope.Thanks eh ,hudy!
lol
Argghh! DKNY at last oi !
This is super cute.My new friend for the rest of nights.
From Izma.Thanks babe.Thanks to all the fabulous & wonderful gifts.
Thank you so much,friends.
Thank you so much,friends.
More pics will be at my multiply.
Just get out from my sight,pls.
Your face reminds me of that thing.
arggh!
Friday, July 17, 2009, Friday, July 17, 2009
Reply to tags.
Fauzi: oi ! mentang2 aku chat dgn kau kt msn,ur font caps lock,sini pon die caps locks.& ur welcome (=
Fadhil: Thank you!
Shafiqah: Okay ! ^^
Haiqal : Hey! its my pleasure.what are frens for,right :D
Iisyargh: Helllooo iisyargh!! imy! COme to my party lah tmrrw! Hee.
Currently chatting with Nabilah & listening to music.
Nab,i understand how u feel.i'd been through this before
but the different is,it shldnt happen to you.Its impossible.
The best way is to keep to yourself.But you have to bare with the pain in your heart.Oh! & please dont' cry.Nanti tk hot..
Just get over it,abg panas. (=
No tutorial today.No plan today.So,i decided to go home.
I did laundry,cook rice for dinner & clean up the living room just now.
Today i have to help out my mum doing chores espically in the kitchen.
We need to prepare some foods for tmrrw.
okay! im super duper excited.
ermm.i wonder how is my cake look like..hehe.
You're willing to wait for me?
Alright.We will wait & see.
*winks* Haha!
Fauzi: oi ! mentang2 aku chat dgn kau kt msn,ur font caps lock,sini pon die caps locks.& ur welcome (=
Fadhil: Thank you!
Shafiqah: Okay ! ^^
Haiqal : Hey! its my pleasure.what are frens for,right :D
Iisyargh: Helllooo iisyargh!! imy! COme to my party lah tmrrw! Hee.
Currently chatting with Nabilah & listening to music.
Nab,i understand how u feel.i'd been through this before
but the different is,it shldnt happen to you.Its impossible.
The best way is to keep to yourself.But you have to bare with the pain in your heart.Oh! & please dont' cry.Nanti tk hot..
Just get over it,abg panas. (=
No tutorial today.No plan today.So,i decided to go home.
I did laundry,cook rice for dinner & clean up the living room just now.
Today i have to help out my mum doing chores espically in the kitchen.
We need to prepare some foods for tmrrw.
okay! im super duper excited.
ermm.i wonder how is my cake look like..hehe.
You're willing to wait for me?
Alright.We will wait & see.
*winks* Haha!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009, Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Thanks for the cake,Nurun Nabilah !School ended pretty late today.Then saw Ahhbean alone at the concourse.So i went there to accompany her while waiting for Sirin.
Then,Sirin finished her class.Ahhbean gave me a mini cake with
Tom & Jerry on top of it.Aku suker !! Its been so long i celebrated my bday w/o a bday cake.So,thank you so much,ahhbean.
Oh ! ya.Im glad that i got bashed by them only.
Tap da macam 4 org .Ahhbean was the violent one.pfft.
Today my b'day.yeahh.
Happy Bday To Me ! HAHA! Thanks for all the bday wishes,people.
To Shahidah,Ain,Saidon,Syakirah,Sirin,Haiqal & Ezam,thanks for the advanced b'day wishes.
To Hudy,Kimo & Ahhbean,thanks for your effort.
Strike at 12 midnight sey! Haha
These 3 ladies were the one msg-ed me at 12 midnight exactly.
To Kak Nirah,Fuad,Izoul,Farid,Nurool,Dinah,Afifah,Syafiqah,
Syahidah,Afiq,Iwanina,Seri,Ciwen,Mawi,AbgSalleh,Ikaa,Shiks,Iraa,Azizul
& many many lahh.Thanks for the wish !
Appreciate it so much !! :D
Sumpah krg sweet ! mcm aku! LOL
"eh! aku nmpk cream sak kt tgn kau! jgn mcm2 uh"
Thanks kimo for the Ice cream & drink.<3>
Im worry about you.i swear.
My mind is running wondering how are u doing?
Do u manage to cope all this by yourself?
Get back to me asap,please.
My mind is running wondering how are u doing?
Do u manage to cope all this by yourself?
Get back to me asap,please.
Monday, July 13, 2009, Monday, July 13, 2009
I guess you guys must be wondering who i dated with ytd.
hahaha.
Let' s check it out.
My date was.....
NUR SHAHIDAH ROSLAN
AIN !! i missed her truckloads.
Thank you for the cupcake.
<3
My lovely ladies,thanks :D
Mine.Ain.Shidot.
Today i sat for my English N level Oral.
hahaha.
Let' s check it out.
My date was.....
NUR SHAHIDAH ROSLANIt was superb & wonderful day for me.This is how the plan goes.
We decided to meet to grab our favourite al time menu each time
we go to Lucky Plaza.So we had our ayam penyet.Mcm biaser.
She was busying msging since we were in e bus sampi kt kedai tu..
She asked me how long it takes from woodlands to orchard lahh.
Train or bus ? which one is better lahh? So while i was enjoying
my food,i saw Ain.My primary sch mate.So i was acting like a mad girl
waving at her.Wondering what was she doing there alone in that crowded shopping center packed with all those Filipin,Indonesia,Thailand & also the exxtraaaa.The bang-las.
something was not right.Shidot was already smiling miang2 nye type.
"Surprise!!!"
HAHAHAHA! nice one ! I liked it .
I have been waiting for this moment.Hang out togther like we used to be.
Well,both of them are attached.Busy with their bfs jer. Hehe.Neii.tk jealous pon.Then,we proceed to Clark Quay to catch back our old times memories.Took pics.And the best part,i got a cupcake from Ain.
Aku suker sgt2..happpyyy..Shidot was jealous cos i gt chocolate cupcakes.& she gt the plain one.hahaha! padan muke.
Aizat,shidot's bf joined us then.at 6 plus we started to leave from that place.Took train.Went to Daiso at IMM.Alone.yeahh.
Bought some stuffs then meet Fauzi to pass his house key.
Some incident happened.Someone was jealous with me.
Its not a big deal but she made it as if like a big HUGE one.
damnn..i hate this type of pple.
alright.some of the pics that i upload.
AIN !! i missed her truckloads.
Thank you for the cupcake.<3
My lovely ladies,thanks :D
Mine.Ain.Shidot.Today i sat for my English N level Oral.
My conversation with the examiners was totally nonsense.
I dont know what was i talking about.
tsk.bebual keling sak aku.arrghh ! g mampos.its over already
Rushed back home.Get changed at met Haiqal at bb int.
He needs me so much at that moment.
He needs someone to be there.
So yeah.i met him & im glad to see him smile back as usual.
Btw,takziah .i feel sorry for you,haiqal.
& thanks for the gift :D
Currently,im chatting with Ahhbean.She is too excited to make a call just for me.She wants to be the first persont to wish me.haha.cute sak die.
I hope u will be the first one eh.aku doakn kau.hahaha.
Yes.This year will be different from the other years.
Saturday, July 11, 2009, Saturday, July 11, 2009
Well,i just came back from ph with Zai & Mawi.
Today at worked was very slacked.
jyeah.Then after work met Zai.walked around to find a
present for Mai's b'day.
since her b'day is this monday.
Instead of buying cookies,we bought a pint tub of ben & jerry ice cream
which if im not wrong ..errr. sorry.i forget liao.haha
i could only remember my ice cream flavour.
its CHESSE BROWNIE ICE CREAM.
Oh my! SUPERB. * slurrrp*
Oh,thanks for the KFC treat,friend.
& i got hugs from Eqa & Yana. Missed them so much.
We have already plan for our next outing which on next two weeks.
harap2 jadi ahh eh.
i cant wait to meet my date tmrrw.
tk sabar oi !
cepat cepat cepat !
i want to hug & kiss tt person as much as i can.
sampi die lemas.huahuahuhua.
sorry,dear.haha!
Today at worked was very slacked.
jyeah.Then after work met Zai.walked around to find a
present for Mai's b'day.
since her b'day is this monday.
Instead of buying cookies,we bought a pint tub of ben & jerry ice cream
which if im not wrong ..errr. sorry.i forget liao.haha
i could only remember my ice cream flavour.
its CHESSE BROWNIE ICE CREAM.
Oh my! SUPERB. * slurrrp*
Oh,thanks for the KFC treat,friend.
& i got hugs from Eqa & Yana. Missed them so much.
We have already plan for our next outing which on next two weeks.
harap2 jadi ahh eh.
i cant wait to meet my date tmrrw.
tk sabar oi !
cepat cepat cepat !
i want to hug & kiss tt person as much as i can.
sampi die lemas.huahuahuhua.
sorry,dear.haha!
Friday, July 10, 2009, Friday, July 10, 2009
I didnt go to school for two days.
Yesterday & today.
Ytd i had gastric & salah bantal till now.
The pain is still there.
& i could only move my head to the left.
I don't know whether i can make it for tmrrw performance.
gggrrr.fcuk !
I hope the pain go away asap !
just my luck i have this pain & have to work tmrrw.
Oh ya! Go & watch this.
so CUTE to the max.
4 more days!
Yesterday & today.
Ytd i had gastric & salah bantal till now.
The pain is still there.
& i could only move my head to the left.
I don't know whether i can make it for tmrrw performance.
gggrrr.fcuk !
I hope the pain go away asap !
just my luck i have this pain & have to work tmrrw.
Oh ya! Go & watch this.
so CUTE to the max.
4 more days!
Wednesday, July 8, 2009, Wednesday, July 08, 2009
I steel myself,ready for nothing,ready for rejection.
How to tells you i just want a chance to say hi,
to say im sorry, and ask if we can maybe write
a future together as friends?
I miss someone.
How i wish i have the guts to tell him that.
Im waiting for your call/msg.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009, Tuesday, July 07, 2009
I just came back from kak ida' house.
Big sis & i accompanied her to Vivo just now.
She bought a dress,bag,sandals & her husband's tops.
That was almost 300 bucks.
that's crazy ! sumpah aku jealous. pfft.
& now im really really tired.
I heard that one of my schoolmate was affected with H1N1.
errr.not sure yet but that's what fareez told me.
How i wish our school close for another week.
*cross fingers*
Im glad we able to talk things out together just now.
I guess im not the only one think that way.
Whatever it is,i hope we keep this to ourselves.
Don't let mum find out .
I jus cant imagine my life w/o a father.
Ya allah,kau berikan kami petunjuk.Kau berikan kekuatan pada
keluarga kami agar kami dapat menerima dgn rela hati.
Amin.
Im not prepare for the worst.
oh my.what is happening to my family?
Big sis & i accompanied her to Vivo just now.
She bought a dress,bag,sandals & her husband's tops.
That was almost 300 bucks.
that's crazy ! sumpah aku jealous. pfft.
& now im really really tired.
I heard that one of my schoolmate was affected with H1N1.
errr.not sure yet but that's what fareez told me.
How i wish our school close for another week.
*cross fingers*
Im glad we able to talk things out together just now.
I guess im not the only one think that way.
Whatever it is,i hope we keep this to ourselves.
Don't let mum find out .
I jus cant imagine my life w/o a father.
Ya allah,kau berikan kami petunjuk.Kau berikan kekuatan pada
keluarga kami agar kami dapat menerima dgn rela hati.
Amin.
Im not prepare for the worst.
oh my.what is happening to my family?
Monday, July 6, 2009, Monday, July 06, 2009
Blogger is getting bitch now!
ggrrr.
Today no plan.So its better i stay at home.
Its been 2 days straight i went town.
& nowi need to rest.cos i feel like im getting sick.
Ikaa go sch & big sis going date later . -.-'
Yeah,ahhbean.Im getting 17 soon.
*tehee*
Everyone had been asking me what i want for my b'day.
tkmoh menyesal eh .
I told my cousin that i want adidas or puma watch.
& i will get them on my b'day party.jyeah.
im super duper excited now.
I want new camera.
I want new earpiece/headphone.
I want new perfume.victoria secret pls. haha!
I want new vintage bag.
I want new dress.
I want new denim jacket.
I want new laptop.
I want new Mp3/Mp4
I want more books . ( I love reading,you see)
Lastly,I will pray to Allah to give blessing & happiness to me & my family.
& lastly guide me.
That are all my wish for this year.There's still more.
But i cant say it now.its between me & god.
I wont be celebrating with special one this year,but im going to
celebrate with all my loved ones.
my deep love for him is so important to me.
Always has been.That's why i couldnt let it go.
& unintentionally tore into the surface of my life & then plummeted deep into my heart.
ggrrr.
Today no plan.So its better i stay at home.
Its been 2 days straight i went town.
& nowi need to rest.cos i feel like im getting sick.
Ikaa go sch & big sis going date later . -.-'
Yeah,ahhbean.Im getting 17 soon.
*tehee*
Everyone had been asking me what i want for my b'day.
tkmoh menyesal eh .
I told my cousin that i want adidas or puma watch.
& i will get them on my b'day party.jyeah.
im super duper excited now.
I want new camera.
I want new earpiece/headphone.
I want new perfume.victoria secret pls. haha!
I want new vintage bag.
I want new dress.
I want new denim jacket.
I want new laptop.
I want new Mp3/Mp4
I want more books . ( I love reading,you see)
Lastly,I will pray to Allah to give blessing & happiness to me & my family.
& lastly guide me.
That are all my wish for this year.There's still more.
But i cant say it now.its between me & god.
I wont be celebrating with special one this year,but im going to
celebrate with all my loved ones.
my deep love for him is so important to me.
Always has been.That's why i couldnt let it go.
& unintentionally tore into the surface of my life & then plummeted deep into my heart.
Friday, July 3, 2009, Friday, July 03, 2009
Im afraid my heart will burts with the joy & the sadness
of such hidden bliss & burden.
You're amazing partner,nothing can take away how
i've grown through you,& the beautiful memories
i had,which haunt me in sad ways everyday.
