You know what...I miss dancing.I miss cheerleading.ARGHH!
This pics were taken at Marina Barrage.My first time to that place
& have the opportunities to perform for the big event which was organised
by the Singapore Poly.

When will i return to my malay dance group?idk lahhh.I need to sacrifice alots of stuffs except for working.Cos i need money badly.understand understood?
Okay.I just came back from Raffles with haiqal..accompanied him to get free VIP Pass at
True Fitness.He can go for 2 weeks trial before signing up as member.
Since he have 2 free passes,he forced me to join the 2 weeks trial.Interviewed by the
consultant.Explained to her which part of the body i wanna work out.
I decided to work out on my tummy (da buncit maha buncit), thighs(too much fats till my butt cant fit in on my jeans =.=' ) & lastly my arms.not to have muscles like how i used to have last time.Just that i wanna make it nice shape.hehe~ 2 weeks to get rid of this...
yeahh.crazy.But at least have someone to train me & with full facilities.whoa.im excited!
I will going for that training next week with Haiqal.twice a week.erm..okay lahh.not bad.
We took our height,weight & etc.my weight is 51.7 kg.SHHHH! i know.just keep it to urself.
My fats percentage is 28%.It looks so little.by according to the trainers,for a woman,their minimum percentage of fats is 20%.hahaha! mati uh.She said i dont look fats.
I had nice body shape.But actually filled up with fats.=.=' seee! i told some of them i look fats but they still said tt i look slim.Ya right! I need to do something man!
ALright.Enough of this.

I will be meeting my cliques after they finish their closing to have our late supper at KTM.It is to celebrate Shafiq'a last day before he go for NS.LALALALA.Again,im excited.
:D

watch this.GROSS MAN! hahahaha! Look how flexible he was. tsk.

I skipped sch today.Thanks mama for being so understanding.
Cos i told her that i was very tired & blamed on the weather this morning.
hehe! yeah.blame the weather not me..I woke up almost 12 just now.whoaa!
anak dara aper nie? tsk..But straight away i cleaned up my room.washed up & did
my solat zuhur.
Alhamdulillah,tenang sikit hati aku nie.
Currently im reading a malay novel, Seribu Kali Sayang.
I forget when was my last time read the malay novel.
& i liked one of this.


YA ALLAH,jika aku jatuh cinta,
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang
yang melabuhkan cintanye pada-MU,
untuk mencintai-Mu

YA ALLAH,jika aku jatuh cinta
jagalah cintaku padanya
agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada-MU

YA ALLAH,jika aku jatuh cinta
izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati
seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-MU
agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang semu

YA ALLAH,jika kau jatuh cinta
jagalah hatiku padanya
agar tidak berpaling dari-MU

YA ALLAH sesungguhnyea aku bermohon
pada-mu untuk selalu mencintai-MU

Ameen Ya Rabbal Al-Ameen.

Today was my first time break fast with my family.
3 days ago i break fast at my workplace.its kinda sad but i have to work.
I really need money badly.I need to pay alot of things.ALOT UH !
School was okay today.Got back English pp1 & Chem paper.Both marks were borderline.

WOrking during fasting month its very challenging.
Handle typical customers & the temptation.arghh!
jia lat uh....As usual this weekend i will break fast at my workplace again.
Then i will be having 1 week break to prepare myself for the N level.
I will be sitting malay,english & ss papers before raya.
This year N level papers end quite late.2nd week of oct.
boring lahhh.



yes,im still disappointed with you.
im sorry.

Imageshack also being like a bitch too.^*^%%&$#()!
buat penat je upload pics.its okay.I have already upload the pics at my multiply.So,zai,mawi & masyitah,just grab from the website k.
Today i sat for my maths paper 1..Thank god.those questions that came out were actually from last year N level paper.Pheew! When i think back for the paper 2,jia lat uh.not confident enough.

Im really proud with my lil sis,ikaa.She got A1 for her MT O LEVEL.
Congrats,sis! All her hardwork had been paid off.I think she can make for her O.Better than me lahh.i still have another year to graduate.
its okay.hehe.

Okay people.Im left with Maths paper 1 & Dnt.
Then,after 2 weeks break,i have to sit for my N level.
arghhh! damn it..I need someone to help me with my weakest subjects such as comb sci & humans.jia lat uh ! die die die.
Alot of things happened today.This afternoon i went to bb macd & studied for my maths.Glad tt i able to absorb & understand most of the difficult questions.

okay.some pics i took last sunday at sentosa.
feeling2 jadi tourist.hehe.
more pic will be at my multiply.




Masyitahhh.





:'( da mampos ni crab.




this is really funny.haha! zai..zai..




this pic looks dark.so i asked them,
Me: Eh! asl gelap sak?
Zai:psl kau gelap.tts y u cause the pic dark too.
Me: =.=' ^&*$##$^*






zai,you look mcm gay.stop it eh




feeling,feeling...



thanks eh mawi.Ur face made the pic look better.haha!










Guy in shade," lerr.i thought girl maner tah lawa2 walking towards us.
You just came back from clubbing uh?"
Me: Ahh yelahh.dgr2 i go clubbing in the afternoon =.='


What does it mean?
What was all the dreams about?
Are you trying to tell me something?

Mood: sleepy `zzZzz`
Music: In the Club by 2NE1

Currently im uploading the pics that were taken ytd.
Chemistry paper on last fri.Manageable but forget those chemical equations.aiyahh~
byk stress lo..
The paper finished at 9 plus.So i went home & had a nap before meeting sirin .
We headed to town.IONS orchard,Far East,Bugis & last Taman Warisan to watch the light up for hari raya .IONS orchard was damn huge.We got lost for a few times.Sirin bought a beg at far east for her Dinner & Dance function.Then proceed to BUgis for our dinner.Saw ikaa & her friends.blablabla.Taman Warisan.blabla.
Took train & met Haris at his workplace,Vivo.
Reached home 15 mins before 1am.Mum sat at the staircase,waiting for me.& here we go,she started to popetpopet." Sorry,mama! " i went inside,changed & slept.

Today i stay at home.good girl uh.Im alone at home now.Everyone go jln2.
alright.Im going out again tmrrw morning.Sentosa.yeahh.
I know i shld be studying at home.Not having fun.haha! who cares? mcm paham.
When comes to N level,i promise i wont be playing ard.

pichasss.














more pictures at multiply.


Babe,i hope you had fun ytd.Im glad to see you smile instead of crying out about tt stuff.
Cheer Up & there are better guys out there who are waiting for you.
Da kt dlm queue list aku.haha!

COmb. humans paper were kinda hard for me.
I studied very hard for my geo but end up i only remembered some of it.
I was stuck for almost 5 mins at 1 question.Try to remember back the keywords & everything.
I studied SS last mins.not ytd night but this morning.haha!
& i able to answer my SEQ.pheeww!at least i dont lose 12 marks like how i did for my N level last year.lmao..Tmrrw im having paper 2..currently i dont have calculator with me now.i need to change the battery by tonight.


I read one of my friend's blog.He said we should treasure and cherish our loved ones before anything happen to them.Yeah.i agree.But what if one of them disgrace my family?
Should i still care,treasure & cherish him after what he did to our family?Should i give him the second chance?WHy should i bother & respect him while now he dont even think the consequences of doing that?What is family?Tell me,pls.You know what,how i wish i could kill u in the middle of the night while u are otp with that bicth.arghh! im sorry.Yes i know that i should be thankful to him for giving & letting me live in this world.But why should i continue all this by having this problems which there are alots of proof i keep that no one know except me ..Its very hard for me to keep this on my own.Each time i caught him red-handed,its the end of it.

Well,today i sat for my first prelim papers.& that was English.
Paper 1 was okay cos the essay that i wrote have something to do with me & it happened to me actually.I completed the paper 1 within 1 hr.haha.then i slept.
Paper 2 was kinda hard.shoot je smbrg.& i slept after the paper.

We(kimo,sirin,farid,zul,me) met Erica & buyot at erica's blk.we chat for awhile then decided to leave the place cos i was sleepy.
End up,i didnt sleep & here i am updating my blog.
Tmrrw i will be having comb humans papers.DIE! weakest subject among the others.

alright.hows my long holiday?nothing much.
Saturday i worked for 12 hrs.from 9am-9pm..the national day itself i worked night shift.it was not busy at all.that's why i had great time with my cliques after work.
On monday which was ytd,i stayed at home & did my revision.

i cant wait to see my new baby!
i cant wait to use you (sounds wrong.i know)
haha!

Blogger is being a BITCH now.
i cant upload the pics . tsk. I just came back from JP with big sis & her bf.
Survey on the camera.Then proceed to swensen.Had our dinner.
Our school will be having Night Study Programme for the graduating classes..The venue will be at canteen. Mati uh.
Why the school dont let us study in the classroom?Isnt that much better rather than spending our time studying at the canteen.I would rather study in the library sia.
Jom,Qal ! HAHAHA! Prelim papers start next week..I've already start on my revision.SYABAS,Hirah ! cheyy..macam paham gtu.



Im not mentally prepare to face all this.
Sooner or later,things will get worst & it will be hard for me & my sisters.

This will takes me 15-20 mins of my time.
Actually im very tired & sleepy.Just came back from work which from 1 to 9pm.AFter this,i want to sleep.Cannot take it anymore.hmpf.

Last thurs,i met my friend & we went to catch a movie at GV Vivo City.
We watched ' The HangOver ' which i cn give 5 star.The movie was awesome..gerek nk mampos.Well,actually the movie was rated NC 16.
But i dont think so its suitable for 18 & below which include me as well.hahaha! Most of the part were censored one.wahh.W/o giving us any warning plak tu.danger.ishh3.
The next day,went to school.I missed alots of maths lesson.& now im trying to cope with the topics.
Went home straight.Then,met kak idaa and her friends.We went to CTP to have our lunch at swensens.We spent almost 3 hrs at there.
Since kak idaa wanted to watch the Jangan pandang belakang congkak,we sent her son to my aunty house.& we watched that movie at CWP.Bumped into Irza & his family.We watched the same movie too.
yeahh.Ermm.I think for that malay movie,i give 4/5..
The hangover is the best for me.
Reached home ard 1 plus in the morning.

I have to complete my dnt journal by this thursday.
kk.aku mati...there are some parts i have to edit & add on.


goodnight.
:D