*Just imagine i switch with sirin* Hee...
Tu cake sweet 17 kao,sirin.

May You have truckloads of happiness.
Panjang Umur & murah rezeki.
GOD bless you.

My plan went smoothly even though it was nearly spoil.
Told her tt im going home straight since i was sleepy.But actually it was true uh,i was really sleepy & slept in the classroom.
So Nabilah & i went to Lot.Bought the stuffs that were needed & rushed to sirin's blk.
Nab closed her eyes & made her walked..While i was preparing the mini surprise.
Once everything was okay,Nab let her hands off & we sang her a bday song.
They were 6 donuts with candles & balloon..She said it was really sweet.
alahhh.Tgk lahh saper yg plan & planners tooo.hehehe..

School was super bored today.Since i didnt went to sch ytd,i decided to come today.I thought they will be coming as well..But when i reached the sch,there were only 3 girls...& i was the only malay girl in the class.During malay lesson,we watched horror movie & again i was the only girl even we have combined classes..Then there was fire drill..Changed & went for PE.Wait...I didnt even report to my pe teacher.I escaped from the lesson & accompanied sirin...

Oh la la la....
Sirin will be coming over my house tmrrw.
& to swensens with nabilah & "our" abg haiqal.

:D

Tmrrw is bestie's bday! I wonder what will happen tmrrw.
received a msg from haiqal..We have promised Nabilah to treat her on swensens.
She have been pestering Haiqal for it.Kesian abg poly kiter.tsk3..
So he decided to make one of these days.


I wanna watch movie badly.I miss eating popcorns..& now im craving for chocolate cornflakes too..I need to get all this before my N..
Yesterday,father's side came to our house.Most of the time i spent in my room as i was doing my revision on biology..I was really lazy to join them since there were kids all over my house.
Terlalu byk sampi kt lua rumah..
Well,actually im not close with them...That's why i dont give a damn ..
Most of the youths at my age were not close with me & my sisters since we were very small.
I dont know why but maybe bcos we seldom meet each other ..


one day,i will speak up.

My body is aching now.My feets have blisters all over it.
Due to jln raya with classmatest last thurs which actually i dont have enough sleep.
& our last house was at 9.30pm cos most of them have curfew so they need to go off first.
I went home straight too with raden cos i was in pain & sleepy.
The nexy day worked 5-11pm..we finished our closing so early.So my cliques & i headed to cheers & had maggi cups.The guys minum..tsk! i hate the smell...yuckss!

So today my family will be going out raya except for me.
I will be working at 3 later.haiisss.malaaaas nyer!
I have alot of outing next week.Im not sure whether i can make it.
With my cliques & my dancemates.
Im left with 1 week before my N.


Where does all the money go?
Who is the girl in the hp?
I saw her pic & msg too.
what's next?

this is my 2nd post for today.
Met bestie at lot 1 to make new ez-link card.I lost my new ezlink & currently im using the old one.The card expire on 30th sept so i decide to make a new one.After spending 8 bucks for the passport photo,i msged bestie to meet me at lot.Unfortunately,i cldnt find my IC in both of my purse when i was otw to lot.Called ikaa since she was at home.Asked her to check my bag.
She did not see my IC.damn! $%^*$!#^
nabeii ! I tried to remember back when was e last time i saw my IC.I check all my bag,cupboards & drawer :'(
now i have to make a report & have to pay .duit lagii ! nbci..
Stress you know!

Then then.Print pics from my dslr since my cousins wants their pics.Grabbed bubble tea.Off-ed to Rooftop.Saw my classmate,syafiq.& we spent our time thr for an hour.
Sirin have been so woried abt our N.aku pon lahh deyy!
2 weeks to my N level.Firs paper will be comb sci.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish all the MUSLIM,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,MOHON MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.
I wld like to apologise for the mistakes that i done to you people.
Halalkn makan & minum saya eh.
Terima kasih! *hugs*



Yeah yeahhh! besok raya...excited you! I begged my mum like hell.
I forced her to go out.I dont care whether he's going with us or not.
All i want is to raya,meet my relatives & makan.mwhaahaha.
People have been asking me why my blog was so emo nowdays.
Sorry eh.This is one of my way to express my feelings,other than writing down on my personal diary that i have been kept for almost 6 years.
My dear fren,haiqal is away for 4 days.He celebrate raya with his family at his kampong.
All he knows is to ride a bike.=.=' org excited maen bunge api & mercun.
I asked him to buy bubble gum.Supplier mahh.ohh ya! i forget smth.
I shld remind him to buy me cigg too.tsk!

Yesterday,everyone was at home except big sis.Mum & dad off.Ikaa skipped sch.
Da mcm saturday tao nie umah.Shouting like no one business.Nk tdo pon tk bole.
Padahal,check2 e time was already 12+ pm.hehe.anak dara mcm gini uh.
& please dont be like me.Helped mum cooked dishes & nganyam ketupat.
People have been ordering ketupat from us.If im not wrong we have 300+ ketupat to make.
Pity my mum.She slept for 2 hrs,2am-4am.Dad slept at 5am.& i woke up at 5.30am to go work.
I slept for 3 hrs only.My eyes pedih you! my eyebag weigh 2 kg & have dark circle.
But when i reached home an hr ago,i tried to sleep but i failed.mentel tao ni mata.
kt keje,yawn jer.I wasted my 5 bucks took taxi after work.Plan to reach home early so that i can sleep for long hrs before break fast.

anything else i wanna say?
ermm.i miss playing bunge api.
:(

On the first day of raya,I will be staying at home for the whole day.Why eh? Cos my beloved,not,dad will not be at home.I feel like killing him siaa!
My family never been like this for entire of our life.Is he trying to play tricks on us?
He spoil our mood to raya.Mentang2 me & ikaa are taking N & O exam,excuses ahh nie?
Idk how long i can take all this by myself.You know,it is hard for me to keep all this dirty secrets of him by myself.All i can say,i was the first person in this family found alot of evidence.I've been giving hints to my mum.Yeah.She's suspecting smth already.But yet she keep still,doing nothing.
After keeping for so long,i manage to share this with my cousin.
I cried infront of her,infront of my cliques.I couldn't control my tears anymore.My heart unable to keep them anymore.I let out everything to her.im really disappointed.
I cant wait anymore.Somehow feel like im a failure.A bad sister & daughter.
I dont talk to him unless i was asked to & have to.I dont salam & kiss his hand unless my mum or some relative were there.
I dont want to give up on this.
cos i love them so much.
but at the same time,i hate him.

Currently im watching a documentary regarding white house twin-tower collapsed when there was plane crushed on that buidling.Osama punye keje nie..
My head is spinning now.My body is so weak.I think i shld go to sleep.Hardworking sgt agaknyer.Stay at home the whole day.Not happily rotting but clean up the living room.I clean & wiped the windows.Both sis were in the kitchen with my mum doing cookies.Dad came back & he took over my place.I helped them with e rest.AFter finished doing all the cookies,big sis went to sleep.=.=' Lil sis went out with her friends..Maknenye,i was the one have to clean up the living room alone.Vacuum,changed the curtains & arranged back all the things.I feel like im the most hardworking girl among us.haha!
I have tons of pics to upload.Just that this internet is being bitch now.I have to restart the comp if i lost the connection.

Nab,yelahh2..i take back my words.Now go & tag my blog slalu eh.
Hope you like the gift & the slice cake from us :D

I just realised next week will be the last week of ramadhan.whoaa! tts really fast..Ikaa is really exited.Keep asking us when is hari raya..irritating nye bdk kecik.i pity her.she havent buy new heels for herself.She have been pestering my big sis for money.HAHAHA! lucky she dont go to me.pheww!

Okay.Tmrrw is my English Papers.
oh no!!
SS paper was okay.I could answer the section B..Unlike last year.
The Q asked how far do u agree blablabla (forget the Q)
I answered,"Yes,i agree."Then i went to sleep.HAHAHA! goodcall.

Alhamdulillah.
MT paper 1 & 2 are over.This time i managed to do discussion essay.pheww!
Okay.Tmrrw im having MT LC & SS.
I have been memorising all the key points since last weeek.
& i only can remember some.

Gtg now.

Good luck my friends.

Hello Hello Hello :D
Love the weather now.Breeze & cold.
I went back during recess time cos i could not take it.i have gastric pain & also my jaw pain.
Yeah.this few days i couldn't sleep well,eat,talk,laugh & even yawn properly.
Cos i couldn't open my mouth widely.
So went to BB poly.1 medicine cost alots.It cost me abt 20 plus.whoaa! that amount was actually my savings for raya.arghh! i asked my mum to pay me back.haha! berkire nahh.But she promise to pay me back ..thanks yaw..

Tmrrw will be the last day of semester 3.
Students will be horray-ing next week.The sec 4 NA students will be having hard times for their N level papers which include me as well.
Im excited yet nervous.
ahhhh! HELPPPP !!

Plan with classmates to break fast togther was cancel .
They decide to have Seoul Garden.SOrryy mates,i dont have much money to spend on the foods.
So i continue with Plan B with some other mates.
sorryy friends.