Sorry for not updating my blog.I have been working almost everyday.
Yeahh.That's my life..Rather than rotting at home doing nth..& i dont wish to stay here longer anyway.SAkit kan hati jer...
Yesterday,after work,i decided to have supper,so i asked my cliques along..Called Fuad & met him at WM 24/7 macd.Bought our meals & headed to open space ard bb area.
We had a game on tt night.We played true & dare.& i tell u most of the questions were so opened as if we want to know so much..The dare part was sooo funny & it always happened to aisha..I was dared once.Do 5 push-up..Chicken lahhh! hahaha.
We made the move since it was already 2.30am..they sent me off & they went to buy some drinks ...
As for today,im not working.There will be dance practice later at 8pm.

Oh ya! my lil said that her maths papers were easyyy.
Erm.What about the others?
Btw,good luck for the upcoming papers!

I have been away from home for 3 days.
Now im back cos i miss my sisters & mum.
I sacrifice myself to see them even though its kinda hard for me to step into this house.
I missed alot of things . I guess ikaa have new bf alrd.
Good uh ...So now both sisters have bfs..BILER MAU AKU NYER TURN?!?!?!
=.=' tknk uh..malas uh nk r'ship nie.Leceh u know!
As you see now,i feel like taking this monitor & smash at his head.
Perangai mcm tuutttttt....As if i was the one to be blamed.
ERggghh! I feel like crying now.Anyone wanna lend ur shoulder to me? Pretty pls.
I lost a close friend of mine.
Im learning to accept the fact & fate.
Im trying to be myself now.
Frankly speaking,i miss the moments we had together.
Serious shit.But there's nothing i can do.I dont want to be selfish,you see.
It takes time.Yeahh.
Thanks to my friends who give me support & encouragement...
Thank GOD,they made my day ytd.
Thanks to sirin,Farid & Haris..They really gave me the hapiness & let me have the chance to feel happiness & laughters we had ytd night.
I feel like wanna cry again :(
Spending with friends & cliques help me alot.
But once im think about my home,it disgust me.
*sigh*

Today is like fucking shit mcm sial nk mampos.
Serious shit.I feel like wanna stab him ..Sakit hati nk mampos!
I thoughts things will get bad to worst but he managed to escape from all this.
nbcb!
Slept late ytd.I didnt have enough sleep.Ended work at 3pm.
All i wanted was to reach home asap so that i could go back & sleep.
But everything was uncontrolable..
In my mind,there was the only way i could escape from all this.
Get out from this house & stay with my aunty.
I have been thinking this long time ago.
Sooner or later,i will do that.


After for so long....Finally,my friend.
I hope this person know who am i refering to.
All my prays have been answered.
Thank God.
Alhamdulillah.

We are all guilty of saving old messages from someone who became really special in our lives & going to familiar places that gives us that small twinge in our hearts and smiles on our faces.It's one of the most bittersweet feelings every because everytime that person crosses our minds,we remember the instances when we were happy & complete.






& this place brings alot of memories of me & him.
Sometimes it is nice to flash back all our good times,but just for awhile.

N LEVEL ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!



Jyeahh! But that doesn't mean i will be hooray-ing & enjoy myself.
Right after my last paper which was D&T,I could feel my heartbeat pounding so fast.
I was so worried & nervous with the upcoming result which is on 18 dec,if im not wrong uh.
Okay.I shouldn't talk about this topic anymore.Cos it makes me more worried & restless.

Thanks sirin for accompanied me ytd.
Went to Beach Rd & got the things that i wanted.Then went to Boat Quay & had our lovely times together..Ouuummm..okay...So we spent our times & had our dinner together.
Sirin able to capture pics of us by using my DSLR before the batt went low.Sorry eh! Malas uh nk charge.Friday bole capture bannnyaakkkkk2 sampi batt mati pon tkper.
Shidot's school ( Pioneer JC ) & ikaa's school (Hillgrove sec) will be performing for the Pesta Raya..So im here to support my two lovely girls.
Starting from next week on every friday night i will be having my dance practice.
Its like almost 2 months i didnt dance.& here we go..I will be suffering like no one business.

Last sunday,i went raya with my swensens staffs & ex-swensens staffs.
There were about 2-3 pple paitaw.Erghhh! These people were so unreasonable.
We went to 9 houses for the whole day.Btw,surprisingly we still received duit rayaaa! lol
Our last house was at Yishun.& we were rushing to catch our last train.
Reached at BB mrt & took a cab.I gave up.My feets were so hurt due to tt heels.Reached home at 12.30am.The next day was my dnt paper.Woke up at 8am.Msg-ed & called Kimo.She didnt picked up.We planned to meet at BB macd to have our breakfast & study together.Mcm biaser uh.Kene paitaw. HAISS! I studied last mins at home.& i dont feel good...
The one & only subject i studied last mins was dnt.I felt so bad uh.
Served me right.I totally screwed up my dnt paper.Well,its over alrd.So enjoy pple!

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Im not going to take long to update this.
Cos im very sleepy alrd.I need to sleep early tonite cos tmrrw need to wake up early.
Accompanied sirin to meet her friend today.It was so nice of him to treat us & his 2 other frens to movie at Cineleasure.Ni anak manyakkk sleng punyerrr. tsk3.
Headed to Far East,Cineleasure & Tanglin CC after that to fetch ikaa since she had performance.
Another outing with sirin this coming mondayyy.

Before i sat for my Maths paper,I met my classmates at bb macd in morning.
We had our revision & breakfast together.I was quite surprised that Murni & her friends were there too.Farid buiihhhh.paitao! cilako nye bdk...Studied until my brain was fulled with memories.Too much memory already.Cannot take in anymore.
I was nervous before,during & even after the paper.I lost 5 marks.I forgot the formulas.I forgot the steps ...I really did bad for my paper..argghh! So for my paper 2 i have to put alot of efforts in doing them..When i looked back at the paper,I think the chance to get grade 3 for maths is less..The paper was much difficult than last year paper.haiisss.
No paper tmrrw.So i need to stay at home to do my revision on Geo & Maths paper 2..
I need sirin's help.Shld ask her to come over to my house tmrrw after her A.maths paper.
Can u just imagine,she will be a loner tmrrw.Haha.Amek paper sorang2..Orang giler je..she is
the one & only student that take N level A.Maths paper for our school.She represent the percentage for the subject.Good luck eh! :)


Ma,I know things getting harder for you.
How i wish i cld do something to say or prove to him that he did smth wrong.
I know that im still young .shouldnt interfere adult's prob.
Like what you said, " korang ni masih kecik..Nnti die ingat mama ajar krg nie smuer. "
But Ma,till wen u wanna give him face?
Im giving you hint Ma. I've been asking you to check on him..
Each time i asked you do that,you would always said " satu hari nanti..."
Dont take too long..Cos if u do that,i,myself will go & say to him.
I wanna do this as i dont want to see you being hurt & cheated .
Cos i love you & i really want to have a happy & peaceful family like the others.

Alright.I just came back from town with my cousin.
Comb sci papers were okay ..Bio was abit difficult for me as i didnt study hard for tt subject.
I was rushing after the papers cos i promised to meet my cousin by 2 at Clementi Interchange.
Once i reached home,as usual i switched on the light & fan since it was dark as it was raining.
Then i just remembered that there were no electricity at my blk from 9-5pm.
So i changed in dark.=.=' Took taxi to ION Orchard to accompany her for meeting.
Went to Swensens.They were managers from different outlets ..They had meeting for abt 1hr plus.& i was alone tt tyme..Nothing to do..After the meeting over,we had our lunch.
For the very first time,i get to taste & get the ice cream buffet.*slurrrrrppp*
The price is very affordable.We ATE ALOT ! YES...TOO MUCH till we couldn't finished our dessert...Then off-ed to Far East to grab smth for my cousin.
Oh ya!Im still wondering why they didnt let us to bring back our Q papers....errmm.