Im craving for donuts & waffles.
Urgghh! Look at my BIG tummy & FATTY legs...
I maintain my weight,51 kg even though its a school holiday.
Nyehehehe..Eat as much i can,but my weight still the same except for my body size.
Im going out later.Meet big sis at JP..
This is the time im going to ask her to buy all the foods tt i have been craving for since
she just got her bonus.

Performance again this saturday plus kendarat.
I hope this time it run smoothly.
& also $$$ come in. Cos im really broke now.
Even the tix for that party,i borrowed my mum's money cos i havent get my pay & im still waitin for my money ..
School is starting in a few weeks time.So far,i never think of buying new bag,pencil case & stationery..Can re-use them .. Haha! when i think back,im the only one in seconday school in my family.Ikaa is waiting for her O level result.She aim to get Poly.So,good luck eh.. :)

More outing next week!
Picnic & meet up session !

I wish tonight it rain.
Yesterday went to St James with friends.
Lovely & awesome night with them..We managed enter the place before the queue was long.
An accident happened.This malay girl wanted to go up to the center stage.So nicholas helped her.
As i was looking at her,in less than 30 sec,she was gone.& we found out she stepped on this hole on the stage & fell.Her knee was injured bleeding.Deep cut..oucchhh! we helped her & asked her to sit while we called the bouncer for help.Surprisingly she said she was okay & wanted to continue dance.
hahaha.Kaki da mcm gitu.Da kene bandage.Lucky she didnt hit her head or faint.
after the party,from vivo we walked to Thiong Bahru SHopping Mall to have our ealy breakfast at Mr Teh Tarik.We were so hungry.No food at Harbourfront.That's why we sacrifice to walk for more than 2 km.My feet were killing me.
Oh ya! This bunch of mat & minah rep stole 2 packets of cans drink at Harbourfront Int coffee shop.Da mcm bapak die nye kedai gtu.Before we went to the thiong bahru,we planned to sit & rest while waiting for this malay stall to open in 1 hour.But this stupid bunch people created all this shitty things.One of the stall keeper from other drink stall called police.Before anything happen,we made the move cos we dont want to get involve.Those people ran away when they found out the uncle called the police.perangai mcm babi sak satu2...
Afetr we done with our breakfast,we proceed to a HDB block to lepak.
But Me & Mimi really cant take it.It was raining & we were so cold.Mata da berat.
The guys stayed but 2 of us went to staircase & slept thr.
Haha.Da mcm tkde rumah.No choice uh.The wind was so strong.Around 7 plus,i was awaken by these 2 morons ..Fuad & Haiqal...They made noises & jumped around like monkey.
tsk...Train-ed to home...Reached home almost 9..Slept for 9 hrs.Ahhh.nice...

Ehh,i just realised its raining.

Thank GOD.ALHMDULILLAH.
All our hard work have been paid off.
Thanks to Sirin & Haiqal who have helped me so much on my studies.
W/o you guys,i cant make it.I could have ignore all my revisions & skipped school which actually i did.Thanks to all my friends who have gave me all the support,encouragement & prays..
& im really proud of my bestie,sirin..W/o her,i couldnt finish my social studies revision.
She pushed me even though i was sick & tired of studying.
Compare my result with Sirin,obviously she did better than. 4 distinction.
I was happy for her till we cried at the same time.
Haha..Awww...Sweet kan..But when it came to my turn,my hands were sweating & shivering.
Mr Suhaini asked me to sign on this paper & i was having hard time.My signature doesnt look like one.Somesort i scribbled smth on the paper. hahaha.SO by the time he took out the envelop & said " congrats " i closed my eyes,mengucap syukur alhamdulillah & i cried.
Even though my result didnt reached my satisfaction,im still happy to promoto sec 5..
Oh ya! The malay students who got Distinction will receive envelop which contain 10 bucks!!
hahaha.Baiikkk.
All the repeat students passed which can say only the malay students.
Supandi was happy cos there will be about 18 malay students in his class =.='

Im left with about 2 weeks.
I cant wait this sunday :)



Everyone congrats for my result.
But the closest person with me didnt say anytink
No word from his mouth.
WTH....
Sedih per!
Anak pass,diam..
When kite fail,mulot tkleh diam.

Im feeling so depressed now.
Plus tension,scared & worrryy.
I dont feel excited at all.
Just that...IM FUCKING NERVOUS NOW.

wtf? argh!
I cant sleep.
left with 13 hrs to result.
Im wondering where will i end to.
Sec 5 ? ITE ?
oh no no....Okay i know i had done my best.
I will cry like no one business if i fail
Who cares? :)
& if i pass,im going to celebrate & enjoy the whole weeks before sch re-open.
haha


After i talked to my closest cousin,kak ida.
I realised smth.
Well,its kinda true that all this time i have been playing people's hearts & giving false hopes to my guy friends.
Therefore,im sorry guys!
SHould i follow to my heart or my brain?
I really cant decide. People have been talking about this often.
& currently im like in dilemma situation.


She said,i have been using my charms
Haha!
so tk perlu..

I cant upload pics here. TSK!
Yesterday slept at 2 plus in the morning.
Woke up at 12 ..tsk..ape da nk jadi dgn aku.

Yesterday after work,i went back first since i was done with my cashier closing.
Met kak ida & went to Orchard with her husband.
Reason? My cousin want to see the lights at the Orchard.
Christmas mahh..I love the night scenery with colourful lights .
one word from me,BEAUTIFUL..
People were all over even though it was alrd 12 plus in the morning.
Shopping malls were still open. Cafes & restuarants too.
Cousin started to feel hungry.So we went to Bt Timah for our drive thru macd.

Today?STart work at 5...
Malas nyer.........haisss.
Im really excited to meet buddy.
Im really looking forward this coming wed & sunday.
Let's party,people!

First of all, i would like to wish my friend,
Happy 18th Birthday To You,Izmariana !
Dgr2 da nk enrol motor eh..Whoaaa.Hot mama... :)

Im really hungry now.Currently,waiting for my mum to get back from work.
I had 2 slices of bread with Nutella for the entire day.
Out of sudden,im craving for Pasta Mania & KFC.
Yeahhh..JUNK FOODS! <3

I fell yesterday.ah-uh....At work.
Since im done with my cashier closing,i walked ard the outlet..
The rest were busy closing fountain & mopping the floor.
As i walked,i didnt realised the floor were wet.C'mon uh,the piles are in black colour.
So,from far i didnt see the floor were wet.
I walked,walked & walked....PAAAPPPPP! i fell on my right elbow first,followed by the butt.
I hit the christmas tree & the fragmag too. I was lying on the floor & crying for help.
Neiii...i didnt cry eh..I even can laugh for being so clumsy
Well,fyi....I broke the record ytd.For the very first time,i fall...
Tk macam org tu...Idk how many times he fell.. *evil laugh*
But thanks to that person uh...He was the one came & safe me...hahaha!
Thanks alot ! Now there's blueblack on my right elbow.
Thank GOD,im safe..I didnt fractuce or dislocate my elbow.


Everyone is busy ..
I have to cancel the outing with Kimo & Sirin.
Sedihhh nye!

Im tired of working.
Serious.How i wish i could just stay at home or meet friends the whole day.
I can eat,watch tv,surfing internet,sleep,read books or magazines,play with my little niece & so on.
Mampos uh.Maner tk gemok mcm gtu. *sigh*
Im goin work later at 4pm.Im done with the lunch which is Maggie.
Lazy to cook fried rice even im craving for it.


Pity ikaa.She was ignored by her bf.Eh no.Ex-bf.
See lahh...i told you..Dont go for a guy who is serving NS or soon to be NS boy.
The challenges you guys have to go through are not easy .
Seeing her in a miserable way even though she didnt tell me but i can read my mind.
Life have to go on.
At this point,we dont have to really get girlfriend or boyfriend.We are still young,people.
Enjoy your life first.Im not saying people or cakap besar.
But im doing this as my one of my experience.
ermm.Well,sometimes i feel lonely.Miss the old times.
But i cant just hope on the old memories..

Im looking forward for the outing with Kimo & Sirin.
I hope u can make it,bestie.

HEYYY!
Im back..
Thanks to my friend who have spent so much time repairing on my computer.
& thank you for your supports.

My schedule are tight starting from now onwards.
This whole month,there will be performances.& im involve in musical under persatuan seni.
Training will be every saturday from 2pm-10pm.
The actual day will be on next year Feb.

N level result will be in a few weeks time.
Im fucking worry abt my result..
urgh!

I have been sicked for almost 2 days.& this time the fever da mcm biscuit chips & more.
It will come & go anytime.
Yesterday was the worst pain i ever had .Had 2 pills before i had my nap.
Woke up & changed for my dance practice.
Had ice latte in the middle of the night.Thanks to the ice latte,it made my eyes wide open till 5 in the morning.I kept going to the toilet.I started to feel restless.
Woke up at 7.Not sleepy at all.Was late for work.By the time i reached the place,my head started to feel giddy .Fortunately,it was not a busy day.
I need to have enough rest tonite as i have to wake up early tmrrw for my show at Ang Mo Kio.



I almost cant believe that you were doing all this behind my back.