Everyday i would like to hear/see your smiles & laughter because it make my day,seriously.But i guess for tonight i fail to do so. I was told not to have those feelings & im trying to control it.Unfortunately,at certain times i couldnt.Im sorry . The feeling of guilty im having till now is in repeating mode. As a girl,i really understand her situation. It can be part of my fault too. If i know all this things at the very beginning,i would not make the decisions. But since my heart is giving chance for you & myself,i go with it. And now,im really happy to have you in my life.You gave me the sparks & happiness that im dying for . I didnt regret with my decision and yet im bless to have you.You're one of the kind . You're different from my exs. Baby,don't worry too much about us.Don't think or blame her for making me in this state. Yes,i feel guilty. Remember what i told you? As long as we have the trust,commitments,communications & honesty,Insyallah everything will be fine.That's all i need from you. I believe in something where if this person belongs to me,it will.But if it didnt meant to be with me,just let it be. From bottom of my heart,im sorry . I didnt mean to hurt you or made you down.