School have been so slack for the first 2 weeks but it turn out to be horrible when all the assignment and project come one after another. My attendance is really bad now for Retail Marketing and Lifeskills.These 2 modules are really important for me as it will be graded for the projects. Having team members who are not serious in work will make things incomplete,rushing and kinda pissed off. Thank god, i have been so patience and work with them. I appreaciate and treasure them for whoever they are.
As for work, being in-charge of training department is like being a teacher. Haha. seriously. I have to let my staff study the knowledge menu and chase them to sit for the test. Then at the end of the day,i have to mark the paper and grade them. Feeling teacher2 ahhh. hehehe.

Having someone who have been for you for very long time,make your day with morning and random texts,make you smile without fail,make you feel appreciated,make you feel like a princess and etc. It's really a blessing for me. But, it went off bit by bit. The feeling of give up is there but i believe that i still can endure and hold this for long period. I want to give myself the chance to proof that i'm serious in this r'ship. I dont want to be the old me where i kept hurting the guy's feeling. When this thing happened to me,i dont blame GOD as things happen for reason and this might be a karma for me for what i'd done in the past.Sometime im wondering how the hell i can stay patience for so long and sacrifice alot. In the past , i was ego, so the manja,expect them to listen to me ; when we argued,i raised up my voice and so on. Overall,i was really really a bad gf.

As for today,he have been hurting me so many times.I have been crying alot because of him. I sacrifice alot for him. Yes,i complaint alot about him to my friends but still i will always think the positive thoughts ..Being with him make me become a stronger woman who fights for the love and protect our r'ship. I didnt regret accepting you to be part of my life. I went alot of shits with you,but still keep on going because i believe both of us can do it. I still remember when you said this to me " You're too good to me. You treat me so well and you're the best,sayang." Everytime he said this to me, i smiled so wide and so proud of hearing that.At least i could feel that you appreciate me.

Mister,never ask why i love you,just accept the way i do,and that i will do for the rest of my life.

Even though we are far apart,i love you dearly with all my heart.