The first few days of working was really hard for me.I came back after been 2 weeks of 'holiday'.Everything i did seems wrong. When i was taking order,cleared the tables and even i was making the ice cream, he was in my mind all the time. Orang ke mana,hati ke mana, otak ke mana. Its been 18 days khai gone. And i dreamt of him yesterday and it made my day,i swear. I cant remember exactly what,how,when and where was the dream at,but i could only remember that we had great time,spending time together and laughing.
Ya Allah, Ya Tuhan ku, terima kasih atas mimpi yang kau berikan padaku. Aku bersyukur kerana dapat melihat wajah dan senyuman yang aku rindui sejak permegiannya. Amin ya rabbal alamin.
Mama said maybe on that day after i had solat Asar, i bacakan Al-quran utk arwah and that's where he came into my dream. Wallahualam.
On my 3rd of coming back to work, i was doing fountain. Those times when i was scooping the ice cream, i day dream. I couldnt even recall back the recipe for my drinks and ice cream. Alhamdulillah with my cliques/managers supports, i managed to pull myself. When i looking at this picture,i realise that my dark circles getting worst. My collar bone? That's really obvious!Sigh.
I received a call from Mami (Khai's aunt) today. She congratulated me on my exam result. Alhamdulillah i passed this exam semester though my GPA drop. So i get 2.7 while my last semester i got 3.0 ... I'm sure Arwah Khai will be proud of me. Am right,mister? :')
Back to the call, Mami said she and mama( another of his aunt) would like to regard me as their god-daughther from today onwards. Alhamdulillah.. I couldn't control my emotion and shed tears when i heard that. Thanks mami and mama suzi.
Syakilah(right) is really close with Khai. Arwah always taught her spelling or with her homework. So mami said she complaint no one can teach her like how abang( she called arwah by the name of abg ayie) taught her. No one can be tall as abg ayie .. I can feel she misses khai so much. I promise the family to visit them on sunday since syakilah wants me to teach her spelling.
I miss these kids so much. Kakak hirah will come and meet all of you,okay ! <3
