Yesterday was Arwah Khai's birthday. He would have turned 20. And im glad and happy that arwah manage to celebrate his bday before he left us. Alhamdulillah my wish to visit him on his bday was fullfilled. My girls, Nabilah and Sirin accompanied me to his grave. Seeing the flowers on arwah's kubur, i know people have been visiting him for the past few days. How i wish i could drive and i will definitely visit him everyweek w/o fail.. For now i have to depends on my friends who is either take the public transport with me or bikes . Cos most of friends have bike license. Right after i visit his kubur, i went to sengkang since his family had small and simple religious feast for arwah for his bday. When his grandad prayed and recite all the doa(s) , i cant denied i shed tears .. Well,not only me.... But mama too ( arwah's aunt ).. We could feel that he was there with us that moment... His presence :')

Up to this time, there are people still watched the video that arwah made for me . From 60+ to 1800+...

And now 1939. Masya"allah :')

This is the exact description that i put a my FB.

Do you remember this video? On the 28th Dec 2011, we planned to meet up but u texted me last mins that you will be late for at least an hour.so i waited for you at the Marina Bay. The reason was you have to complete your last minute online assignment.On the night itself,you tagged me on this video. You apologised to me . Why? Because Instead of doing your school assignment,you were doing this. I remember you said this to me " i tkde duit nk celebrate our 1st anny cos i tk keje..So ni je yg i mampu buat for u . Hope you like it.And sorry for my broken english.i made this in advance cos i tahu i tk sempat nk complete this video on our anny. I stayed up late to complete this." On the last slide,you stated that its not the end yet..Im looking forward for the next video cos i enjoyed watching this. But when is the next time? You wanted to get married at the age of 27. You wants us to get engage after your NS. You want to get driving license so u can fetch me at my place. You pity me cos i have to travel from BB all the way to Bedok. Ya Allah, demi Allah ila tak kuat. I miss you badly :'( :'( :'(