Monday, August 6, 2012, Monday, August 06, 2012
I am not at ease nowadays. My heart is not at peace. Why am i feeling sour and it feel like my heart is bursting and breaking into million pieces? Why am i having frequent headache? Why am i always having butterfly or shocked when my phone rings? Honestly i wasn't ready to go through another relationship especially after knowing who am i. But then and again i must admit that with all the short times we spent, the small casual talk we had, the lame jokes between us, the teasing and the small or heat argument we had, something has been developed and that i was willing to try. Just that i don't know if it is a positive or negative. Nonetheless i know it's a strong feeling and i just need to figure it out. Or i shouldn't bother anymore?Since he decided to turn back and just be normal.I'll act as per normal although i know it will be awkward. Since that last few days incident, he didnt texts me or call me at all, and vice versa. For me i have to keep a distance to allow my heart to get over it. Then of course whenever he did text me i would run to my phone(he had his own personalized tone) without hesitation and it upset me when there's none. Life must move on isn't it? I'll lead my life like how it used to be before he came into my life of course taking away all the sadness.
Somewhere between heartaches and waiting comes another chance
to be found by someone who can show you that you don’t deserve to be just an option but a choice.
22, Cancer
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