I can't go on like this. It's been 4 days I'm waiting for it but there' s no response. Since you need more time, I will wait then. But don't blame me if I start to change if you take forever. Unfortunately I'm not that evil to do that. Indeed I will always pray for you and may Allah soften your heart .. I believe with allah's help, insyallah it will get better. Like what I did to myself. I pray to Allah swt, may HE soften my heart, guide me in everything I do, keep the faith and iman in myself. I will wait for you. Its been quite sometimes I have this thought. What if he change his mind? What if he let go of everything we built together? What if he leave me? I feel so insecure now. I've always hoping for his text. I know I shouldn't put that high hopes on him.yes I shouldn't cos it will bring the pain in myself. I always remind myself to stay calm and pray for us.
I'm deeply sorry. Sorry for the offended words though your words can be that hurtful too. I myself didn't expect you to say such things to me. But I redha. I terima... I will always pray for your happiness :')) l