Salam readers. So far I'm doing good. Alhamdulillah. Well, not totally perfect days for me. The emotional pain I go through every night,telling myself to stand up and feel better and look forward to another day is like my daily routine now. Allah is giving me another test . And I'm willingly to accept it and overcome it. Insyallah. Hey YOU,  I understand and will respect your decision, I'm deeply sorry for hurting you in any way. May Allah bless you always. :'))