Hi hi hi. It's been like 5 months didn't update this blog. Actually I always have this thought of updating but whenever I have the free time, I will intend to forget. Haha. Anyway blogging using my iPad. It's really convenient and I'm now at Pasir Ris aloha chalet with my classmates. It's a celebration for our graduation and farewell for everyone .will be checking out later at 10am..
Finally I've graduated fm this course, higher nitec visual merchandising. I have this thought of regretting taking this course but surprisingly I managed to complete my 2 years course. Awesome classmates, a very nice and good teacher an the people surrounding me like my CCA mates. Strangers to classmates to friends to good and close friends . I'm blessed and grateful to have them. Seriously,they were there when i was down with many problems especially after the lost of my late bf and they also have been motivating me on my school assignment/project and exam. Without them, I won't be doing well for this course. Now waiting for my result and also the Poly result. Hopefully I could get maritime business at SP. In shaa Allah ..

Turning 21 this year and yes I'm so excited over it! Hahaha. Idk why but at the same time Im stress with the upcoming work load or school work levels.it will getting much more intense. Really hope I can cope after this. Sigh.
But right now my love life is complicated. Idk what I want and what I'm suppose to do. I have that hope but at the same time I'm afraid to be hurt again. That's scary .. Yeahh. I have been going through  so much and I'm scared I won't be able to cope them anymore. Friends, family and even strangers have been saying that I'm a strong girl. Yes. I may like like one, smiling,laughing, continue my life as per normal, but only Allah knows me the best. He have seen me in different conditions. Any thanks to HIM, I pushed myself to get up and look up for a bright future.. Never stop praying. Always remind myself of that.

It's 315am now not sleeping I guess..
Will be back soon.