"No matter how busy you are, you will always find a time for your loved ones"
I feel so down tonight and I even broke down in the busy on my way back home from work.
Why? Cos I miss him so much, badly.
Yes, I'm jealous with those couples that get to spend time together even how short is the meet up.
Even with my sisters as their boyfriends don't mind chill and have chit chat tght outside my place.
Always saw 4 of them together along the corridor.
Unfortunately, he's not like them. He prefer to meet up and do smth like catch a movie,dinner/supper.. It's been months our meet up activities will be movie and had our meal together.
I don't mind that. Eventually I don't mind if we don't do that. All I want is the quality time with him. His presence. I don't mind we go somewhere and slack. Sadly it's not his taste.
He prefer to be with his friends even just for lepak time. But not with me.why? Bcos he's afraid we might start to fight over silly or small things. Siggghhhh. Worst still, the reason he does want to meet me often is due to the same reason. Ouch. Yes that's hurt. Really deep inside here.
If someone ask me when was the last time I had a long convo with me... I can't answered. I can't remember... It's been so long....
It's not that I don't appreciate him. I do,really..
I love him so much and this is the reason it turned out to be like this.
At times, I wish I could stop myself from missing and thinking of him too much. But I just can't help it.
