Was to feel loved and appreciated.
A feeling my heart had never known.
I asked my myself,
Like " what is wrong with me? Will I ever be enough?"
Little by little I lost myself and before long.
Even those who had known me as friend could no longer recognise the person I had become.
I was dead inside. Unable to feel anything.
This girl who wanted nothing more than to feel loved and appreciate would never know the feeling.
I want to be alone but I don't want to feel lonely.
I Lille being myself by myself. But I want someone to hold me.
But it's so fucking hard to be happy.
For once, I want to be happy.
